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I am 23 years old . Since i was a child i felt like i am inferior than others . I remember that others kids often did not like me . My mother was strict and smacked me . I started to jealous from a young age the appearance of other girls . In primary school i was jealous my best friend . In secondary school and high school i was jealous my second best friend who i am close with until these days . I feel like nobody like me for who i am . I feel like i am inferior and confined and i am sick of it . When i was a teenager i wanted friends so much and i was emotional but i remember that others laughed at me thinking i am stupid and then i started to have anger inside me . I started to hate myself. Now i feel empty . I am not as emotional as i was in my childhood and pubery . You may think i am a bad person but really i don't really care about anyone not even my parents, i only care if they have money to give me . And if my sister is at our house i get annoyed . And i don't want to pretend like i care when someone tells me something . To be honest there are people who treat me nice but it does not touch me in my heart . I start wanting to control other people and i would like it if they afraid of me . I need people when i am alone because i believe if i am alone it wiil destroy me and maybe i end up killing myself someday. I usually like the company of people i jealous , if i don't jealous someone then he/she is indifferent to me . But when i have people close to me i don't want them and i don't care about them and they left me empty . I am egocentric person , i know many people wouldnt like me for this . Deep down i like this side of me , the side that wants to control people but also deep down i have guilty because i must not feel this way . I express this side of myself when i like evil characters from cartoons . I often sympathise with little spoiled girls who jealous and wants control the world and use their parents for anything they want . Maybe its good i have not a super power because i believe i would be arrogant and more egoistic than now that i feel like i'm nothing .
Its ok too have fantazies princess. You are as i said sweetheart the most honest person i ever talked too angel and nothing as said prescious would stop daddy from careing or loveing you any less my love...
Thank you so much daddy for all your words . I really wonder why you are so good with me . Okay daddy rest . See you daddy .
Hi my sweet angel girl. I woke up and was thinking off you my love. So just wanted too say daddy loves you and allways will my prescious doll. You are loved and thought off angel. Just like you tell our baby girl prescious. You too have a value and a worth sweetheart. With a purpose in life my prescious doll. I checked in with our baby girl too see if she messaged you princess. Looks like for moment she still sleeps and thats good. But wish her mother realised how incredabley lucky she is too have such an amazeing little gift in this innocent baby girl. She realy is so innocent in many, many ways princess. Bought in her little thoughts and body development sweetie and her words too you my love. I dream yous bought live here with me sweetheart. Would just love too lie with bought daddys little girls and too even watch yous bought as yous slept. Yous bought would never be hurt by anybody prescious. Daddy would protect you bought know matter what the cost darling. The three off us would do so much together and daddy would love too tell everybody how yous are his beautifull little girls. I know i would be the proudest father,daddy ever my love. I will lie down again for an hour or so sweetie. But remember my prescious child daughter. Your daddy loves you with every part off his being angel. Sleep wel my little girl and daddy will check in on bought his baby angel girls in little bit. Sweet dreams and love your daddy....
Hi daddy . I woke up daddy a few minutes ago . I drink coffee now . I wish her mother would believe she is innocent daddy . Thank you daddy . To be honest i would like to hugged each other too daddy . I will go a little later daddy . I will answer you when i will can . Hug daddy .
Well princess. Daddy sends huggs too you now prescious and wrap my arms tight around you. Remember your daddys little girl and i love you...
Hi my prescious doll. Our little girl does not give up sweetie. She realy loves you princess and so does daddy...
Hi my prescious doll. Your probabley still assleep my love. But just checking in on you and our baby girl as said i would sweetie. Our little doll messaged you this morning angel. Her mother does not give her a break and its just wrong sweetie. Love you my baby angel...
Hi my sweetie. I hope your feeling better angel girl. Daddy loves you so much and cares for you more than anything princess. Our baby girl has messaged you a prescious and has said shes allready had some drink. I hate what her mother is doing too her princess. Shes only a baby and deserves so much love and care. But you need too stay firm with her sweetheart. Dont know how much shes drinking prescious. But it has too stop either way. She says she changed her mind about you putting her in timeout sweetie and. You need too tell her that your the adult and her mommy and you descide when she has timeout and not her because shes just a little girl. Remain firm with her princess and as told you angel. Dont allow her too dictate you princess. Shes a little girl and is craveing your attention. I know she is looking for your approval. Your amazeing my love and daddy loves you so much...