Deep rooted anger at my husband
I’m so angry with him but it’s just a deep down anger that I can’t shake. We are completely stuck financially. A couple of years ago we were able to clear all our debts and have some money in the savings. We had enough for a house deposit OR a giant holiday but instead we did neither of those things. He kept saying no to the house thing because of the uncertainty of the costs involved and our ability to afford it. He also kept saying no to a giant holiday or a couple of little holidays because he didn’t want to use all the savings on that. Fast forward two years and we are completely stuck with no financial stability in our future. Somehow and I don’t even know how, all the money is gone and we are back in debt, we didn’t have any fun, we didn’t go on holiday, we didn’t buy a house and now with the financial future of our family so uncertain I feel so stuck.
He manages the money. He did a s*** job at it. Now home ownership is out of reach and so is a holiday. Our credit cards are maxed and we don’t even have anything to show for it I really honestly have no idea where it’s gone and when I look at him all I feel is anger and frustration over this!