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Conflicted emotions
I love my athletic s/o but I’m enamored by women who want to get fat, or fat women who want to get fatter.
We connect on every level, literally. Except Feedism.
I don’t feel like I settled at all, because we click so well. However some days I just want to play with their fatty parts, or introduce food in the bedroom.
I’m not a closet fat admirer (FA). It’s nothing to brag about, but people know I like fat girls. I just keep my Feedist tendencies to myself. People don’t understand the paraphiliac nature of feedism.
Early on in our relationship they asked if I preferred fat women and I said no- personality and connection are most mportant. I mean/ meant it.
I was/ am very happy in my relationship. Just some days that urge hits and I want to feed a women (consensually) until she’s 500lbs.
The thought of jiggling a big belly, playing and nibbling different rolls, feeding donuts and whipped cream and getting messy eating is such a turn on.
However idk if I’d be happy with that ultimately. I like doing activities with my s/o and talking about things outside the bedroom. I know there’s pros and cons to everything.
Maybe having an incredibly fat s/o wouldn’t make me happy? Would they understand my love for being active? Do I really want to enable and jeopardize their health? What if things fail and we break up and now their a single 500lb women- not that they can’t find love again, but dating would be more difficult bc there’s so many closets and trolls.
TLDR; I’m happy with my life, I love the decisions I made, just some days I want to have fat ** again.
It's what's in the heart that counts. Why is there so much emphasis on how much a person weighs? If you love larger women, this is your choice. I think you are somewhat confused about your s/o because you love athletic women and then you say you don't know if you would be happy with a fat woman.
I think you are just making all this ** up! Maybe fat women, don't like athletic men!
Can you explain a little bit? I love my s/o, find them attractive, but I also love fat women. I don’t know if I should stay and always wonder, or leave and risk possibly not finding someone
You have one or the other. Please do not compromise. You will only end up hurting yourself and the other people concerned. Fat or skinny - your choice!