I want to die.

I want to die. I think about killing myself every day. I hate my husband. I am being very rational and he thinks I’m just the bitchiest person in the world. If he got things done around the house since I’m the bread winner I wouldn’t be b*******. He’s gained 150lbs since we got together almost 6 years ago and he gained it all quickly within the first two years. I am in the best shape I’ve ever been in DOWN 25 lbs since we’ve gotten together and he’s just so fat. People wanna say “if you can’t love me at my lowest then you can’t have me at my best” well how long is someone supposed to wait for you to get right???? It’s been YEARS. I’ve given him all the motivation/tools but nothings helping and since he’s gained weight his d*** is so small now. I hate it. We have two kids together and they’re the only reason I don’t kill myself. If I’m not here for them how will they find motivation in life to be the best person they’ve ever been. My husband is morbidly obese just like the rest of his family but I’m the one that’s so wrong... I can’t divorce him because I don’t wanna be away from my kids again. Life is terrible. It’s been terrible for the past two years...

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  • Why would you end up away from your kids? Again? What happened the last time?
    Sounds like this marriage is the train 🚂 to nowhere 🕳.

  • Don’t get yourself down because of him. Take it from me sister! Be the beautiful woman that you are. Look good, feel good, dress sexier than ever. Heels, stockings etc. And make it known that if he doesn’t get his s*** together he is history. Go buy a nice s** toy to get yourself off and don’t give him any s** till he gets in line. Make him get on the scale once a week. If you aren’t satisfied with the results he gets no p****. When you do have s** make it amazing and after remind him that he won’t get it again unless he stays in line. The power of the p**** is amazing. Looking hot and denying him will definitely work. Especially when he sees other guys looking at you.
    My man has a fetish for pretty feet and legs in stockings. He knows if he misbehaves he won’t get off on my stocking feet. He is wrapped around my finger. You need to find his favorite thing and use that as your weapon of choice.

  • Take away the p**** and tell him there wont be no more until he gets ALL his s*** straight. I find that men respond when there's p**** involved.

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