My first ** vacation
Growing up I was always very slow in body development. As long as I remember I hated clothes and refused to stay dressed..just a weird kid thing I guess? My mom took me to a therapist at 12 when she thought that it was not appropriate for me to have friends over and sleepovers and to be naked all the time. But the dr said that if I was comfortable and understood where I could and couldn’t go without clothes that it was probably healthy and “should be supported”. My guy friends were cool about it and they would sometimes join in when visiting. My twin sister rolls her eyes and says “groooss” but doesn’t run away or anything. My first girlfriend was the most surprised when she came over to study for the first time. Without really thinking about it I did the same as usual and headed straight to my room and stripped and brought my books and paper out to the kitchen table to do homework. She stared for a second and raised her eyes to my face and said, “what are you doing?” That’s when I realized I’d never thought to tell her I was a OCD nudist.. my mom saved me by calmly explaining that I had a natural ‘compulsion’ to be ** all the time. She laughed and told her that she was surprised I could keep my clothes on at school! ‘Lacey’ was so cool and just said, ‘cool! I think it’s neat that you’re able to just be yourself’. She came over most days to do homework and told her parents about me and I guess they used to be hippy nudists back in the day and encouraged her to just be comfortable. She would join me at my house after school and stared asking me over to meet her family. They encouraged me to do whatever I felt ok with at their house so obviously I stripped down at the front door and left my clothes folded neatly under the coat rack. Her parents were really cool and decided that they would get back to their old habits and told all five of their kids to dress or not whatever they felt like. I never really saw adults naked before but it was really nice that they changed the way they lived so that I could feel more welcome.
Last week for my 14th bday they had my family over for a huge pizza party with all mine and Lacey’s friends and after almost two years of hanging out often at their house I was totally surprised when they answered the door and invited us in when like 50 people jumped out and turned all the lights on and yelled surprise! Everyone had decided to honor me on my bday by joining me in going **. It was the greatest night ever! I think I went from being the short thin quiet kid in school that nobody really knew to being accepted and having several friends (mostly Lacey’s I think because she is really popular) and whenever they come to my house it has just become automatic to join in as ** with me. I always thot I’d just be the weird kid who itched and sweat in clothes and was the ‘psycho kid’ as one of my sisters friends had started calling me. The one thing I was not prepared for was some of the kids who were more developed would talk a lot about **. I tried to keep the talk clean at my house but I guess other kids think that being naked has more to do with ** than being normal and comfortable. It’s weird for me. Last night my sister had two friends over for a sleepover and my mom let my girlfriend spend the night (in my sister’s room) but when it got late they wanted to play truth or dare..I never played before but the rules seemed simple. My sister got mean and made me touch myself to get my ** big in front of everyone. My gf had never seen me like that and I didn’t want her to be weirded out. But her younger bro stepped up and said he’d do it too so I wouldn’t feel bad. It was no big deal just the natural thing that all boys do a lot. We sat down but it wouldn’t go away. Finally a girl just reached over and told ‘Troy’ that she’d help him out like she did her boyfriend. I was surprised when my sister told my gf that she should help get me comfortable. I know it’s not cool but she barely touched me and I shot all over my sister and gf. I went like 4 feet up on her face and she ran to the bathroom and had a quick shower. The game went on until we were bored and my gf asked me to help her clean up in the shower. I shower everyday with the guys at school and we were almost always naked together so why not?
I’m barely 4’8” and she is 4’10” and I weigh about 78lbs..about 8 lbs less than her. No muscles or tan or hair except my head I’ve always looked like a normal 10 year old. So I didn’t think that Lacey had ever thought about me in ‘that’ way. After we finished in the shower she was reeeaalllly thorough in washing me. I lasted a lot longer the third time it happened and she showed me how to wash her...in a special way. It was kind of weird and fumbly and we giggled a lot. Mom was working all night and we were on ‘our best behavior’ so we decided just to brush teeth and go to bed. ‘Troy’ came to my room and all the girls went to my sisters. That night as I was going to sleep Troy stared snoring and I nudged his shoulder to make it stop. Instead he groaned and rolled over against me and pushed his leg up over me until he was almost on top of me. I was worried about being mean and waking him up so I just tried to sleep that way. Everything was cool until I woke up at 3am and felt something wet on me. Troy was groaning and his bottom was up by my face and he had my ** in his mouth and was sucking. I shook him and told him to wake up but he was really out of it. I was already pretty far along and tried to pull back but he followed with me and I tried to warn him that it was about to happen. He held me tighter and rubbed his self against my face as he got really intense. I know I’m not gay but I think that I guess if someone is it’s a little impolite to make them feel bad about it. And he’s younger so I didnt want him to get all freaked out so I let him finish. I’d never done anything like this..or anything at all before this and when I exploded I thought I would blast a hole through the back of his head! It really was massive and I never had such a feeling. He finished and moved around to see my face and asked me to kiss him. I told him I was his sisters bf but he said it was okay because we are both boys and he wanted me to teach him how to kiss better. It was really strange but we are both the same size and it just seemed like it would be okay to teach him so I showed him basic kissing and he kept asking what came next. I’d never been further than kissing and rubbing against each other so that’s what we did. I’d never felt a boy thing against me like that. He told me he wanted me to show him how I would be with a girl. Long story short I finally agreed and touched him in a way that his sister really liked..but different..
He really wanted me to return the favor that he done for me and said it was cool for boys to teach each other because girls did all the time. I saw my sister kissing her friend once as a game so I thot ok. It was really odd at first. But the ** skin is so smooth and soft and the ** just rolled around in my mouth until he said he liked the other better. So I did what he asked and it was kind of nice. It made him feel good and even cry happy cries and hug me really tight which felt nice. He is strong. When it finally happened after a half hour he just stiffened up and held really tight so it was hard to breath and he pushed in really far as his pee stuff kept squirting down my throat. I just swallowed as fast as I could so it wouldn’t mess up my sheets. He had been playing nice with my ** and it felt pretty hard and almost painful. He excused himself and went into the bathroom and came back with some baby oil and told me he wanted to show me how I could make “Lacey’ feel good to but I needed to practice first in him. I almost said no because I’m a regular boy and never did this. But my therapist had said several times that it’s important that if someone feels really strongly about something that it’s not nice to make them feel like it’s wrong. He showed me how to face him and do a really nice thing to his sister by following his instructions. We talked about it I told him I wasn’t sure but he really hoped I would be cool. So after talking and kissing and more rubbing he put his bottom on a pillow and showed how to kneel between his legs while facing him and said to think about his sister. It was really weird and with only barely 4 inches at most it was hard to stay in and do what he wanted. It felt really not like his sister hugging me at all but his lips seemed familiar like hers. That’s what I thought about for about an hour until I could feel that way again. It really felt pretty good but it wore me out. He wanted to whisper and cuddle all night so I couldn’t sleep much. He still sleeps over sometimes and he likes to sleep with me and Lacey on sleepovers. I still haven’t done that with Lacey because we’re not ready but her brother ‘Troy’ thinks he has taught ma enough that when we are ready that I can make it feel good for her.
So a really weird week but I think it’s okay because he seems happy and feeling good about himself and self-image really is important for younger guys. ‘Lacey’ thinks we are cute but I think she prefers when I snuggle with her because Troy can kind of be pushy and get between us..not always in the cute way.
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