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Go away atheists.
Something strange and amazing has been happening in my life right now involving me and God. my relationship with God has always been private and i usually don't tell people about things that are happening in my spiritual life, but this is so different from what anyone else could go through i want to tell someone but i know that they won't believe me or will rebuke me. so if you're going to do either of those things please leave now. i've already doubted and examined myself, asked God to clarify a thousand times and he's only ever said: it is as you say.
this is what happened. i've always wanted to do great miracles and be like moses and elijah. i asked God to give me a double portion and use me in miracles. one of the things i've wanted most is to fly like an angel. one day in particular i was struggling with this. finally i cried out in exasperation. then i took my bible and randomly flipped to a page. the very first thing i read was: why now do you cry aloud? is there no king in you? i kept reading and felt a heavy feeling that this was a prophesy for my life. (if you want to read it, it's Micah 4:6-Micah 5:4) i kept pressing God to tell me more about what i was to do. i was reading revelation(one of my favorite books) and i came upon the section about the two witnesses. i felt the heavy feeling again. i know that everyone believes the 2 witnesses will be Elijah and Enoch, so i've doubted myself so many times that it's really what i'm meant to do. even now i have a hard time accepting it. i feel like i'm being proud and arrogant to assign myself such a role, but every time i ask God about it he says: don't worry about it.
the last thing i want to confess is: i have wings. right now they're only spiritual but some day, when it's time to fulfill my purpose(be it witness or other)they'll become physical. i feel them whenever i'm in a spiritual situation and i even feel them sometimes when i'm excited. when i first felt them they were unfinished. one was only a few feathers. but i've felt them get bigger. sometimes when i'm worshiping and i can feel them i see some people looking at my back. now you see why i can't tell anyone about this. but i just wanted to get it off my back. if you think i'm insane or spiritually misguided, i guess we'll see in the future.
You do realize the bible contradicts itself so it could never be gods words dont you? I guess not. The earth is not a round flat disc, bats are not birds, and thats not even half of it. I bet you didnt even read the entire bible in your life. You are just in desperate times and have convinced yourself whatever you like. By the way im not even an atheist.
You may not be an atheist, but you are a dumbass.
I asked god the same question and he keeps telling me I'm going to be the Anti-christ. I don't want to be but it feels like I'm going against the will of god if I resist becoming the anti-christ. This seems like a paradox as in order to serve god I have to turn on him. Or maby I'm just going to gradually turn evil. I've stopped praying about a year ago so perhaps the change is already starting.