Love or abuse
I have been a victim of abuse, by my ex boyfriend. I have to say he is not the only one to blame. I do admit i have hurt him too, little slaps here and there either trying to defend myself or because he threatens things that no normal man who is in love with a womans should say. Never have i ever though hurt him enough to leave cuts or bruises like he has done to me. He has threatened killing my parents, vandilizing their home, suicide, and so much more. I know he may just be venting, but sometimes i wonder if he really is capable of those things. I am 18, and if my parents ever found out or saw all the bruises and bite marks on me, they would never let me see him again. I have contemplated contacting the police, because this is not the first time i have been abused. I get called a s*** and a b**** constatnly, when i know I'm not, but it still hurts comeing from a guy who i still love, despite all of this s***. He gets agrivated easy lately, but yet so do I because of all the stress. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to be with him, but I don't know if i can.