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Allow my daughter to smoke
My husband and I are both heavy smokers. My 11 year old daughter was smoking in her room when I unexpectedly walked in on her. After the awkward moment passed, we talked and found out she has been smoking for nearly half a year and is addicted. I told her it was OK for her to smoke. I feel a bit guilty but not too much, for some reason. My husband flat out didn't care if she smoked or not. I wonder if I did the right thing. I know smoking isn't very healthy, but at her age, I guess it isn't doing all that much harm. Besides, how can I tell her not to smoke if I keep puffing away at 2 packs per day. Neither my husband nor I are about to quit. We love smoking too much for that. So instead I watch my little girl puffing away at the rate of 1 pack a day. She smokes like it's nothing. She reminds me of myself when I was around her age.
Aidan,
Don't be sorry. When we're wearing our shorts we have our cigarette between our index ** and second ** of our right hand with our right thumb in our pocket. This leaves our left hand free. Hence my mum was able to smell cigarette smoke from the ciggy on the c unt of my shorts and she's a smoker.
Secondly I'd love Belinda to kiss me passionately. She's one stunningly beautiful looking woman, has a great figure and **.
She's a former school teacher and 26 years of age. The education department writes to her every year to go back. She's made application to homeschool. Ren, Lilly and me so that we can smoke and she got approved in less than a week. Naturally she didn't use our smoking for her reason.
Belinda owns a hairdressing salon and make up parlour in partnership with her girlfriend and the business is doing extremely well. Because Belinda is so attractive, they have a lot of male clients too and a lot of them have manicures and pedicures as well as haircuts
The problem is she's not going to consider that until next year. Her and her partner has a pair of baby twins nearly 8 months old and they have a big mortgage cos they've added two more bedrooms and an additional bathroom which are part of a two storey house now with ocean views.
Oskana
Hi Aidan,
I will finish what I was telling you about later and I'm debating with myself as to whether I should tell you something else which is really f ucking me up at the moment.
Oskana
Darling Oskana,
I'm sorry that you're experiencing that internal conflict, although I must say that is yet another sign of your maturity and intellect: most people, of any age, make no effort whatsoever to monitor (much less, restrain) their thoughts or urges, or to maintain any kind of consistency. You've already displayed that rare nature and ability here, and this goes beyond even that. Since I don't know what's troubling you, I would merely suggest that you not write about it for a while, since there is no immediate need to do so, and let your thoughts catch up to one another and crystallize a bit before expressing them. I'll be here, assuming this website doesn't blink out altogether (which always seems possible, I'm afraid), to support you in any event.
Aidan
P.S.: As for school, any option that allows you greater freedom, or greater room for your intellectual growth, would get my encouragement.
Hi Aidan,
I've been in conflict with myself as to whether or not I should tell you something. The only reason I've been hesitant is that Lilly had a dreadful experience with an older man earlier in the year. She was an emotional wreck, not that he hurt her physically but emotionally. I mean not that she fell in love with him but that he was a bast@rd. I can't say anymore than that on here.
This is what I've been fighting with myself and I may regret saying it but SOMETIMES I want you to f uck me. I want to get a little bit tiddly, not drunk when you f uck me and I want to smoke and talk so f ucking dirty when you f uck me you have no idea. But I'm afraid of having mentioned that that you'll be on the next plane to Sydney and track me down and that freaks the f uck out of me. Perhaps this is where my immaturity lies.
Oskana ** oo **
Dear Ossie,
That is not at all immature: it's natural, and it's healthy. You have to always think of yourself first in any new situation, and preserve your safety and sanity. And your heart. I'm sorry that Lilly had such a bad experience, but I certainly understand that, when something bad happens to a friend, it can feel like it's happened to us, as well. So, hold on to that lesson, learn from it, and use it in your own life.
I'm incredibly flattered that you've had those impulses, although I have no intention of attempting to use any of them against you (or in my favor). I have no illusions of anything happening between us (those odds are extremely long anyway), but if it ever did, it would only be when you decided it was right and it was time. I would never just show up and try to persuade you that it was an act of love. Yes, I do love you, but "love" is about wanting what's best for the other person, and not what's best for ourselves.
The things you said just above were sooooo hot and delicious and wonderful: I cannot even begin to describe how good they make me feel. But I didn't interpret them in any way that might result in me trying to find you without invitation. If we ever meet, it will only be at your wish, and only after talking about it. In the meantime, relax. Enjoy yourself. And please please please know that I am not any kind of threat, physically or emotionally or otherwise.
Have a good weekend.
Love,
Aidan
Continued to Aidan,
Belinda said she'll give the baby twin girls the same privilege she gives Lilly and Ren by allowing them to smoke and at an early age so they too can be homeschooled without worrying they'll crave cigarettes when they start school.
She is weighing up the costs of keeping Lilly and Ren at school as opposed to homeschooling them. If she sells her share of the business, she won't need to pay rent in the double shop front she has with her business partner in the shopping Mall here. There wont be product to buy. On the other hand she'll lose a significant salary she pays herself as a wage. School fees next year in our first year of high school at the private school we attend will increase to $23,0000 each but because there are two siblings attending, Belinda and their dad will save 15% ($6,900) but that's still $39,100 they'll have to pay. Then there are text books, one summer blazer, one winter blazer, three summer tunics and three winter tunics each, plus a few pairs of school regulation stockings and shoes plus our hats (winter and summer). Then there is our sports wear, tennis rackets, sports tunics and runners. The most f ucked up thing is that our school changes it's uniform just slightly every year so parents are expected to pay for new uniforms. How f ucked is that?
If Belinda homeschools me and that will happen if she homeschools Lilly and Ren my mum and dad will save a fortune and I can smoke more too. That means mum and dad can pay Belinda for my tutoring.
There's still something I want to say but I can't get it out yet.
Oskana