Allow my daughter to smoke
My husband and I are both heavy smokers. My 11 year old daughter was smoking in her room when I unexpectedly walked in on her. After the awkward moment passed, we talked and found out she has been smoking for nearly half a year and is addicted. I told her it was OK for her to smoke. I feel a bit guilty but not too much, for some reason. My husband flat out didn't care if she smoked or not. I wonder if I did the right thing. I know smoking isn't very healthy, but at her age, I guess it isn't doing all that much harm. Besides, how can I tell her not to smoke if I keep puffing away at 2 packs per day. Neither my husband nor I are about to quit. We love smoking too much for that. So instead I watch my little girl puffing away at the rate of 1 pack a day. She smokes like it's nothing. She reminds me of myself when I was around her age.
Lilly and Ren,
I'm coming home my holiday today. I've missed you too much. We stayed in a hotel on the Gold Coast in a non smoking f ucking room so every time we needed to smoke we had to go downstairs. I got my brother Renat to smoke while we were away but mum doesn't like him smoking. He's 13 and we're eleven, go figure that out.
Lilly I'll ring you tonight and I'll walk around to your place if we're home early enough.
Love Oskana
Oskana,
Happy you're coming home today. I haven't seen you all year except for our birthday party on NYE. Wasn't it a f ucking buzz. Everyone got wasted, we f ucked our ars es off and the ashtrays were so full with our cigarette butts. Thanks again for helping to clean up.
Stay over tonight and we'll have a "love-in"
Lilly xoxo
To my Lilly & Ren,
Sorry I not be here but this website is stupid sometimes. Also my mood as been bad cos of fuc#king school, I hate it so fuc#king much. With fuc#king little kids all day. I want home school but that's fuc#king banned in Sweden, I hate it.
I not talk much when I come home from school with Freja and Megan. I been bit#ch. I just cuddle with my baby Olivia, she makes me happy when I'm sad.
I'm sad that Belinda not like word cu#nt. I think people like to keep us as small girls for fuc#king forever. I'm not little anymore. People not like we smoke, we drink, we fu#ck grrrrrr. I'm bad bit#ch today. I'm sorry ** girls. I love you Lilly, I love you Ren. I wish to kiss and love your pus#sy so bad.
I hate Mark, if I meet him I kick him hard in his fuc#king ** for you if you like sweethearts.
Your bad bit#chy girl Izzy xxxxxxxx
Our dear B itch Izzy,
We love you soo much too darling, don't be sad. Post on here more often coz you make us soo happy. When do you have your school holidays in Sweden? We don't go back to school until the end of this month, so we've got 3 more weeks at home yet which is good coz we can smoke all we like. We're gonna stay at our boyfriend's place on Friday and Saturday night this weekend so we can f uck but Lily's boyfriend's mum makes them get out of bed early in the morning whereas my boyfriend's mum lets us sleep in but we f uck instead of sleeping.
I love you, you little b itch so stay in contact love.
Ren xxxxxxx
Lizzy,
I'm sad too to read that you're so sad. Why don't you talk to your mum and Freja, you have one of the best mums in the whole wide f ucking world and we want you to realize that sweetheart. There aren't too many mums like Megan and Belinda who DO treat us like adults and how many kids do you know in your class at school who are allowed to f uck, smoke and drink? I bet there aren't many honey. Your mum is gouing through a lot at the moment sweetheart and she needs your support. i know you've been excellent with Olivia and Freja has been a great help to your mum and Ren and I love you both for that.
The only reason our mum doesn't want us to use the word c unt is because of the trolls, she thinks it will encourage trolls to write nasty thing about the 3 of us. We can use the word c unt when we're being f ucked, she doesn't mind that.
I think we're all lining up to kick Mark in the f ucking b alls, he's a b@stard, Belinda mum, Ren and I hate him so much. But you can kick the c unt the first honey and I don't apologise for calling Mark that mum. Our bio mum is taking us away on a holiday next year and she's leaving Mark at home. We can all smoke in peace then, although Mark and our bio mum are smokers too.
Why don't you call Megan "mum" she's so lovely.
Ren didn't answer you when you said you want to kiss and love her pu*sy so bad, so honey you can ** my ** until I c um. I will ** you pu*sy and t its with all my might.
I love you too and I want you to write no matter how bad you feel.
Love from b itch Lilly xoxoxox
To r&l : even tho i am so much older (13.5y) u 2 girls are so much more experienced in s*x than me.actualy all of the experience i have so far have been bad fails.it makes me cry sometimes coz i want it so much and its just goneso bad so very bad and with both guys and girls.i wish i would be more like u in every ways but mostly in s*x coz its s*x that is so important. but i wanted u both to kno that the way u both talk in s*x makes me feel it in my c*nt. serious i can feel what u say all inside of me.and after i found your posts now my favrite word is c*nt and when you use it and i see it when u wrote it i get creamy so creamy.and so sometimes if i am alone in the apartment i can grind while i read u write u make me squirt.its all about u2 coz u2 are so s*xy. it makes me want to smoke and hard hard hard scisor u both.omg ur making me make a puddle in my chair right now!
Kaycey 13.5
Hi Kaycey,
I'm pleased to read that you're another girl posting that is allowed to smoke and have
s ex. To increase your chances of getting more s ex and hopefully find a lover whether that be a girl or a boy why don't you hold a s ex party at your place? My twin sis and I have done that with great success.
Our good Swedish friend, Izzy has got the knack of meeting a boy and then inviting him to her place to f uck him. During the past couple of days she even seduced him as he was a virgin before that and she got him to smoke. Remember we've got what boys want most and that's a p-u-s-s-y, so don't be shy.
And yes ** is great especially when we smoke but in the end we want a stiff
C-o-c-k to finish us off.
Lilly
Open this f ucking thread
Lilly
Dear Izzy Babe,
Hi Bubs, thank f uck we are home from our bio mum's. Belinda mum picked us up today. We had a good time with our mum but her bf Andrew is a sh it. Our bio mum said on Sunday night "Have you girls taken your Pill tonight yet?" Mark said what Pill, Mum said the safe s ex Pill. Then he went nuts. He said we're out of control for having s ex at our age and that we're tramps for smoking". Lilly said "what, do you want us to become pregnant and we're not going to give up smoking just for you?" Our bio mum then stuck up for us and they had an argument. She said "it's got nothing to do with him and that he's not our father". Then Mark said "Lilly and I call Belinda "Mum" but we don't call him dad". Our bio mum stuck up for us again and said "Belinda loves them dearly and takes great care of them at home and when they're sick and chastises them when they need it and you treat them badly."
But on the way home, Belinda mum said "we're going to stop for coffee and lunch and I'm going to give you both a correctional talk and you're not to have a cigarette until I finish speaking". Lilly and I looked at one another and I thought what the f uck did we do. Anyways we had sushi and a coffee and "mum" said "cut out using the "c unt" word you're using on Confessions, that should only be said in the bedroom when you're having ** and we're overdoing the "f uck" word way too much. You're inviting the trolls. I want you both to have a good time on here with Izzy and surely you can do that. Just reduce the use the f uck word a bit.
Then we had to ask her if it was okay for us to smoke and she said in a cranky voice "Yes". She said "we can call each other a b itch but if Megan objects then we're NOT to use it."
Love your b itch
Ren xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love Ren
Your mother's boyfriend is only being difficult because he's in ** with both of you and wants you for himself. He hates the idea of you giving it up to all these other guys (and girls, and each other) while he is sooo hungry for it and is not getting ANY. He's going to start insisting that you give it up. He'll never admit it but that's what he wants. By this point, his desire for you may be the only reason he stays with your mother. And I can promise you that all the dirty ** talk is driving him WILD, and he wants to hear more of it. (And btw, he also secretly loves your smoking, so smoke more around him and watch how he reacts.)
This post makes sense to Lilly and I in some ways although our bio mum told us she has a great s ex life with her bf Mark but when she was with our dad she had a much better s ex life. She said our dad is a great lover and this is where she feels a bit jealous of our mum Belinda .
When Belinda visits and Mark's there and Belinda smokes, we've noticed he can't take his eyes off her and has a hand in his pocket adjusting his d ick and Belinda mum told us he's not at all discrete about it either.
btw Belinda is a very, very attractive woman and smoking makes her so much more attractive and s exy.
Ren
Ren, I understand what you are saying, I really do, but there is more than just one thing at work here, as I see it. It's clear (at least to me) that he has a rather bad case of the fetish. That's not a bad thing, that he loves seeing attractive women smoke, but I still believe all of this revolves around you and Lilly, and has more to do with you two than it does Belinda or your biological mother. He is (imo) already aroused by thought of you and Lilly, and Belinda is just adding to that excitement with her smoking skills. That is to say, the erections are for you and Lilly. Not Belinda. As for his level of activity with your mother -- and this is the difficult part, for which I'll apologize in advance -- while she is the obvious beneficiary, she is NOT what is in his mind or his heart when he is hitting it. Please forgive my saying this, but I totally believe it: he is thinking of you and Lilly while he is doing her. He is imagining it is you girls, BOTH of you, the entire time, every time, and he wishes it were happening. It's you he loves, not your mother. And he's probably had those feelings for a very long time. I think if you look back at that situation, you'll find it clear. Could he not have done that without living with your mom and without making love with her? Of course, but he wouldn't have seen the two of you as often, or been as physically close to you as he has been, and so his fantasies of you would not have been as lively nor seemed as realistic. I'm sorry to have raised this idea, but Lilly and yourself are incredibly mature, so I think you can understand this and accept it. I firmly believe he is having an intimate relationship -- a group affair -- with you and Lilly, in his soul, and that drives everything he does. And everything he is.
I have shown mum - Belinda your posts and she agrees with everything you have to say. It seems to her that you've been a spy on the wall because that is EXACTLY what it is to her. She said she has only noticed this change in Mark since she knew Lilly and I smoked a year ago when we came to live with her and dad. It was her who allowed us to smoke and have s ex because we confessed both to her. She then told our bio mum and the rest of our family we smoke. Some know we have s ex, others don't and the ones that don't, have no right to know.
I remember when we started to smoke in public with her, we were having lunch and smoking in a smoking area of a restaurant. Lilly said, "those guys over there looking at us, I feel uncomfortable" mum said "feel privileged, you'll be in demand with boys and men as you get older, smoking is women power" we knew over the next few months what she was saying.
At home Lilly and I are mostly naked and make out on the lounge, exchanging smoky kisses while we smoke. Belinda too is mostly naked when she's home with us. Dad is sometimes naked but mostly in a pair of jocks. This is something we can't and won't do in Mark's presence. We only smoke.
Ren
Izzy,
I love you, you f ucking s exy little
f ucking b itch. Smoky kisses when we're having oral darling. Mmmmmm.
All my deepest love. I really mean deep, sugar t its.
F uck me.
Ren
Hi Lilly & Ren, sweet ** bi#tches.
Its middle of night here, woke up for ciggy but thought of you both. So i think write to you.Oh my girls so cool you fuc#ked all the boys at the party! That's fuc#king Hot! Love you both.
I met that boy today at coffee shop at 1, he's called Noah he's 14 and he fuc#king so cute n hot n funny. I took him home n go bedroom with him, we kissed n then I took my clothes off n started ** him, then he say stop cos he was worried about Megan I told him she doesn't fuc#king care n he was like oh we shud wait. Lilly & Ren guess what it was his first fuc#king time ha, he never fu#ck before ha. I said it be good n it was ok. So I got his clothes off n we fuc#ked, he was so quick ha, but it was fun n he was dead sweet, we even said sorry for being so quick, how fuc#king cute is that ha. Then we chill in bed then we play games on ps4, even Megan n Olivia say he was cute ha. He was funny to, I think I got new friend. Freja tell him not to love me cos I'm a bi#tch n hurt his heart ha. I said just friend to. Megan say all the time careful with boys cos they will fall in love wiv me ha. Oh he asked to try ciggy n he did ok but after he stood up n nearly fall dizzy ha. I ** him later then Freja n me took him home. Hes like a funny brother. Freja want fu#ck him next time ha. I love you both soo fu#cking much. I love also to say cu#nt n always call my pus#sy cu#nt. It's my fave word ha, but Megan hates it, she say nasty word ha.
What is Bourbon sisters? Is it nice for drink? So bad you can't kiss each other at your bio mom. I feel sad special if you hot for each other. I know I love kissing n holding Freja n fu#ck her.
Love your ** little cu nt Izzy xxxxx
Izzy,
That's really cute that you ** him and he WAS a virgin to s ex and smoking. Now he's hooked on you I bet. That's how it works, a boy's first f uck is always the one he remembers most and the fact that you got him to smoke will make it hard to forget you. But f uck him love, there are too many boy in this world to be ties to one
Lilly
Hi you s exy b itch sis Izzy.
I'm so pleased that you f ucked Noah and we're not listening to that lady named Irene. You have a great mum who lets you f uck boys just like Belinda lets us f uck who we want. Our mum lets Lilly and I f uck at her place but we don't do it when her creepy bf is home. We kiss and cuddle on the lounge though when he's there and we smoke when we do that.
Sis bourbon is something like whisky. It's Kentucky bourbon and it's yummy with coke. It tastes something like scotch and coke but nicer
Ren
Megan and Belinda,
You're fuckking disgusting mothers. How could you possibly allow your ten year old daughters to smoke, drink and have ** and it's apparent you approve of them swearing like a brickie's laborer. You've obviously seen their posts because you both post here.
My daughter is 15 and there is no way on this God's planet that I'd permit that kind of wayward parenting in my house.
Get fuckking with it.
Irene
Irene,
OMFG you’d be a f ucking boring mum. Ren, and Izzy I have the best mother EVER. We wear s exy hot f ucking clothes too.
This is 2019, you should get with it.
Happy New Year
Lilly
Irene,
So why it's ok for you to fuc#king swear? and don't call Megan or Belinda disgusting, who are you? fuc king nasty woman. I feel bad for your daughter with you for mother, nasty. Be nice and kind to everyone please!
Izzy
Izzy my little b itch sis,
It's a good thing you remembered to write about Irene f ucking swearing sweetheart. I was gonna write about that but forgot. If I were her daughter, I'd f ucking leave home and live with a married man just to p-is-s her off. Then I'd walk into her house totally f ucking drunk and smoking a ciggie.
One of your s lutty little c unts
Lilly xoxoxoxoxo
Lilly I know you were just being feisty and rebellious but I liked the way you described going out and becoming mistress to a married man and described yourself as a slutty little **. So **! Thanks for being that way! Have a great day!
Erica (another slutty little smoking ** LIKE YOU!)
Hey Erica,
I just saw this post. I'm pleased that you're another sl ut. Do you have lot of boys to f uck and do you smoke, get wasted and how old are you?
Lilly
Hi Belinda,
Thank you for your lovely message. Yes everything will be covered by their insurance and I will also be getting compensation too.
Izzy loves her two new sisters. She's been chatting about them a lot. She shows me the messages first before I read them here myself. She loves that Lilly and Ren are both so adult like herself and have shared experiences. I definitely think they would be extremely close if they ever met. Her Australian girlfriend's. Even Freja who has a special relationship with Izzy is happy for her. I was worried she might feel left out but I should have known better. Some of the words they use are very direct but I find them very loving and passionate to.
We have very different weather's hun currently you have boiling hot weather where as it's freezing most days here.
As Izzy said to the girls I didn't choose to go shopping with them, but they came back with lovely clothes.
How are your baby twin girls? Hope they doing well. I'm sure both are absolutely gorgeous. I'm sure Lilly & Ren adore them. Hope they are sleeping well at nights. They all lucky to have an amazing mother.
Take care honey. Megan **
Hi Megan,
I don't begrudge you one krona you'll be receiving as compensation and hopefully it will be very rewarding.
The love that Izzy has for the girls is returned, they talk about her as though they're all sleeping and having breakfast together which is just so lovely. To share their experiences is something to behold. I've suggested to them they include Freja where possible and I had words with them about omitting to ask what clothes she bought. Sometimes it's cruel of kids when they simply don't think to ask a question and have a recipient such as Freja to partake. I'm not perturbed at the language that the kids use. As one fellow said, that language is used on prime time television in Sydney. It may have been Graham that wrote it.
The babies are doing very well thanks Megan, they're developing their own characteristics and have just started to turn over from their tummies to their backs. They started that the same day. It's amazing how the anatomy of each know they're twins. The same applies with Ren and Lilly, they both started menstruation, growth spurts and developed larger boo ooobs together. Like Ren and Lilly, the babies too, are identical. I have registered them into Ren and Lilly's private school here in Sydney although by the time the babies are 5, the older twins will be in senior years of high school.
Lilly rang me last night from her mum's and said mum your sister, Megan left you a message on confessions.
So here's wishing you well, sis
Belinda **
Belinda & Megan,
You both sound sooo fuc*king hottt. You are mothers I'd like to f*uck. You ** fuc*king milfs.
You both must smoke when I'm fuc*king you too
Huh you keep your dirty tongue, fingers and d ick away from our mums who are Belinda and Megan.
They'll both give up smoking even if ur the last guy on earth that they'll have smoking ** with
Izzy and Ren,
That guy who wants to f uck our mums is probably a 70 year old grandpa and Izzy's mum Megan is only about 24 and Belinda mum is only 26. It'd be so, so funny watching him f uck anyways.
You know Izzy sometimes Ren and I call each other a little c*nt but it's always in an affectionate way.
Love little b itch, Lilly **
Hi Lilly & Ren, my ** sweethearts, love you both.
Oh Fu ck I need to go to one of your party's they sound hot n so much fun. Did you both fu ck boys at party?
Hope you have a good time with your bio mom, don't let her freaky boyfriend scare ya.
I feel so close to both you ** hot bitc#hes and I mean that lovingly. I feel like we are one and share same thoughts. Hot to meet girls like my age who are same as me and don't act like child like other our ages. We would have amazing ** n I want to kiss and taste both of you all over so much hmmmm.
Freja is 16 and she smokes, before she come live with us she smoke maybe 5 to 10 a day now over 20 a day. She's so sweet and caring, she had bad relationship with her mom before so that's why she moved in. But now she is friends with her mom again now. So that's really cool!
I tell you about our shopping day in my next post. I love both of you. Your girl Izzy xxxx
Hi Ren & Lilly my love girlfriend's,
So the other day me, Freja and Olivia went in to city on the train with our Christmas money. I really want Megan to come with us but she fu cking hates her wheelchair n people see her in it.
We got some proper cool ** clothes. Me and Freja got both got lots of clothes, my fave is a short ** dress, n this top n ripped jeans. I got some ankle boots with big heels- I fuc king love shoes with heels. I have lots of shoes. Me and Freja got matching nighty from Victoria secrets and we got Megan a bag from there also.
Oh fu ck ** sisters we got my Olivia some gorgeous clothes. Her new clothes are so **#king super cute, we got her so much, we even spent some of our money on her cos the clothes were just to fu#cking cute for her age n she was such a good girl all day even when she was outside in the cold with us when we were having our cigarettes she was ok. Think we got more excited for her clothes than our own. You would both love my baby girl Olivia she's so cute n funny.
On the train on the way home we met this boy who was cute he's 14 got blonde hair n blue eyes, his hair is long for boys but it looks good, he was quiet at first cos he was on his own, he had nice smile when we talk. I got his number and I'm meet him tomorrow in coffee shop near me. I hope then take him home for fu ck. I let you both know if it was good or .....
Kiss each other for me, give lots of smokey kisses to each other n love always.
Love you both always, your Izzy xxxxx
Hi Izzy darling,
We got ripped Jeans, boots and cigarettes for Christmas from our bio mum and she bought us one of the bottles of bourbon each we got.
Four year little girls are soo soo f ucking cute, I bet Olivia is soo adorable Lilly and I want to cuddle her.
So you corrupted your cousin, Freja by getting her to smoke more and your mum told my mum that you seduced her. How f ucking hott is that? Haha Lilly and I love it.
A friend of mum's had Lilly and I corrupt her daughter Hayley to smoke about the middle of last year. She was only 4 and she turns 5 this month. She was walking around with an unlit cigarette so her mum thought it was a good thing to get her started. The sad thing is she's addicted because she's inhaling and her mum is single and lives on f ucking welfare and can't afford to buy her as many cigarettes as she needs. How
f ucked up is that?
I love us three calling each other b itches,
It's kinda badass.
Love you b itc
From your b itch
Renae (Ren)
Sweet, wet dreams babes xoxo
Hiya OUR dearest Izzy,
Firstly I have to address Ren. She's the one who wanted to tell you about our birthday party that was held on New Year's Eve but she hasn't done that. She was probably too drunk to even remember saying that to you on New Year's Day so I'll tell you. It was fun. Mum told kids not to buy us presents because they are all at school but a few bough stuff for us from those cheap stores that have cheap party things. One guy bought Ren a pair of earrings shaped like a co ck and a friend of his bought me a pair of co ck shaped earrings. The others all put in to buy us plastic nurses and plastic police women uniforms. Although it was a skinny dipping party kids also put their money together to buy a felt type dart board with a felt ball. Around the board they wrote things like "give me a f uck", "** my t its" "** me," "An al" "Swallow" "
Give me a smoky kiss" and other things. Ren and I had to throw the felt ball and if it stuck to "f uck me" for example we had to pick a guy for s ex but we couldn't pick the same guy again for
anything else. Our aunt Narelle, or who we call aunt is Belinda was
p*i*s*s*i*n*g herself laughing.
We've going to our biological mums today and stay with her for a couple of days. She gets on well with Belinda and dad but we hate her boyfriend. There is something creepy about him. He says he hates us wearing short shorts and smoking but he always stares at us. Dad had words with him last time we visited and if he starts anything with us this time dad said just ring him and he'll bring come and get us and bring us home.
Hmmm I love you too babe, we'll have to get a bigger f ucking bed for all three of us.
Love Lilly xxxooo
Hey Izzy,
I meant to say Narelle is Belinda's sister. We call her aunt.
Love Lilly xxooxx
Hi my darling Iizzy,
So, so happy to read your messages. We went shopping the day you went. What clothes did you buy? I bet you look soo
f ucking hott and s exy in whatever you bought and wear but I'd be just as happy for you to wear nothing and you and I could scissor, drink smoke kiss and f uck all day long. I bought a pair of watermelon colour short shorts (the colour is actually called punch) and I got a white top. Lilly got a pair of black short shorts and a black and dark brown top. They are the same brand and we like each others choice so we can wear each other's clothes.
How old is Freja and does she smoke?
I love you babes.
Look after each other sweetie, all of you. Love Ren xoxo
Izzy hun,
Lilly didn't answer your question so I'll do that. Both Lilly and I f ucked all the guys who attended our birthday party by playing the dart board game. Then all the other girls were f ucked by guys after they threw the felt ball at the felt dart board.
If I ever meet you I'm gonna pour cream and strawberries all over your body. Then give you a big f ucking sweetie.
It's not the same here with our bio mum as it is with Belinda. We walk around the house naked with her but we can't here. Belinda and dad a cool about it and we know deep down our dad isn't really looking at us. We feel we can't do that in our bio mums place because of mum's boyfriend. At home Lilly and I hold hands and kiss when we're smoking and watching television until Belinda notices we're getting h orny then she sends us to bed so we can f uck one another.
Oh f uck that's what you, me and Lilly will soon be doing my sweetheart.
Love B itch Ren xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hi Megan,
You poor little duckie, I cannot even imagine how your life has been turned upside down by the car accident, it must have been horrific. For how long are you wheelchair bound and for how long do you need to undergo physio?.
You must feel so helpless in not being able to carry out simple daily chores.
Izzy touched briefly on her troubled time when she wrote to the girls. I told them not to harp on it as Izzy doesn't need to be embarrassed by it. Izzy has turned that around now, this is illustrated by the fact that she unselfishly elected to be at home with you on NYE by midnight rather than stay at the party. Aside my babies haven't grown up yet so I'm not one to talk. Likewise the twins haven't reached the dreaded age of 14. Studies have shown this is the most difficult time for parents. I'm hoping they prove me wrong. Although Izzy, Ren and Lilly smoke, drink and have s ex rest assured they're NOT as bad as kids who don't engage in these adult activities. I have heard kids their age speak in a disgusting manner to their parents, telling them to get f ucked or f uck off. Sometimes it takes something like your accident, to reignite the love and attention between you and Izzy. i love her that and for the unconditional love she has for Olivia. Most older girls have an influence over our younger daughters. You may recall that Ren and Lilly were enticed to smoke, drink alcohol and have s ex by a girlfriend, Natalie, when that girl was 9 and the twins were 6, all without education and I was livid. That girl's mother had a house full of girls and guys forever present and it was virtually a whorehouse. Natalie is almost 15 and a heroin addict now, so I've forbidden the twins to hang with her. I've had a difficult time with Lilly which I'll share with you later. At this stage, let's just say, I'm not real real proud of her. Love to you all and get on the road to a speedier recovery girl
Belinda **
Belinda,
Thank you for your good wishes, my recovery has been long, but starting to see some positive signs. I've started using a walking frame in the past week and although it takes a whole lot of effort I'm getting there. It was a driver of a big truck who had some kind of health issue which caused him to swerve from one side of the road to the other hitting my car. I hold no malice towards the driver but so thankful my girls were not with me at the time. But for a full recovery even with physio it's going to be over a year with one further and hopefully last operation in March/April time.
But it's forced me to think about priorities in my life and realise what's important. I've been working far to much, leaving home at 8am in the morning and getting home after 6pm leaving Zak's mom to look after the girls was so wrong. No wonder my baby Olivia sometimes looks to Izzy more than me. Izzy shouldn't have had all that responsibility even if she loves it. So I've made changes in my business, so even when I'm well I will be home all the time.
All my 3 girls are amazing, yes I have gained a extra daughter in my niece Freja who lives with us fulltime now, she's such a lovely influence on Izzy. Even if Izzy has seduced her haha. But they have such a nice close loving relationship where they give each other space when they have fun with others. (cont...)
I agree that Izzy, Ren & Lilly are all amazing girls, yes they all engage in adult activities but I think they are all mature enough for this and I'm sure all 3 appreciate it. Such a shame about Natalie, hope she can turn the corner.
Also I have to say cigarettes have helped me so much to keep sane over the past year. Especially when I've been in pain, they have helped me relax. Luckily Freja is able to buy our cigs. Both me and Izzy are smoking more than ever but still loving our cigs.
Finally thank your girls from me for making Izzy feel so loved from them, you should be so proud of them, fine young ladies. I'm sure Izzy feels she can be her true self when she's communicating with them. Take care honey. Megan x
Hi Meagan
I would feel hostile toward the truck driver had he known he had a medical condition before
the accident. I hope his insurer is looking after you together with the repair or pay out of a total loss of your car. I’d be so ** if they truck driver was aware of his/her medical condition before the accident. Then there is your lost wages to consider. When did the accident happen? It seems a long road to recovery honey but rest assured we’re with you every STEP of the way.
Yes, thankfully the kids were not with you, you work long hours as do I to provide well for your family.
Ren referred to Izzy as her sister when we were shopping yesterday. She was texting herself notes to as a reminder to tell izzy some things for next time she posted on here. I had to ask her twice to hand me the clothes she chose so I was able to pay the cashier. She just looked at me blankly and said mum I’m writing stuff to write to my Swedish gf. Both Ren and Lilly have this underlying quest to be her lifetime friend. Izzy told me you were shopping yesterday as did we. We stopped for lunch in the middle of Sydney for a cigarette and coffee and the conversation quickly turned to your welfare and the kids love for Izzy. How odd is it that they haven’t met and they have this admiration and sexual attraction toward each another? We shopped at H&M and when the cashier heard Ren say she was preparing text for her Swedish gf, the cashier said that company is Swedish and it has branches in Sydney (which we knew), Paris, New York and London. However the clothes in Australia are different at the moment because it’s summer here and it’s so hot with temperatures over 100 degrees every day.
Get well soon hon
Belinda
…..sweet darling renae……. i know you are not straight lesbian and i would never try to make you one....even tho i would love it if you were …… cuz i love you the way you are now...….but i would love to be able to takecare of you while you do not feelgood from the party..... i would hold you inmy arms and legs and let you sleep there as much as you would want...… and i would kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss the place you said was soooo sore......i would kiss that place on the inside and the outsideof it until it was all better …...thatwould be my job in your life......and if you wanted a guy to kiss it (but so NOT the one who made it sore!) i would let him because i know you love them too......but you would know that you could alwayscome to me to take care of you and never tell you no and never tall nobody what had happened......but for me to always do the things that you wanted done andthat you needed...… i know your youngerthen me but only maybe 4yr but i also know that your smarter then me and more mature.....but i could totally take good care of you and i would...…..happy new year sweet darling renae…...and please get well.....
Awww, thank you for your sweet post. It could have made me soo wet had I allowed it but I'm totally in love with Izzy right now as far as a gf goes. She is the one I want to kiss me better down there because I know that full blown s ex with her will come into it and I love her
..its okay lover..... i will wait for you......whenever you decide you want me i will totally belong to you....
….sweet renae…...omg....after reading lilly's post from earlier today now i know she has taken izzy…..that made me so happy to read it...… i can't tell you how happy...… i know oskana is still with you and you own her......but please please please please take me too...…….. own me and my life and my body ......i promise to be good so good and to never ever get in her way.....i don't want all of your ......i just want to be a part of your life......even if its only your ** life...….omg i am so happy that lilly has izzy and you are sure ** enough for several girls..... take me.....
EFF ME
EFF ME
EFF ME
….oh renae darling...….
EFF ME MORE
DON'T EVER STOP EFFING ME
i will be so good......
…...btw …. i forgot to say it but i hope you know it but i will say it anyway...…. i love you..... and …
PLEASE KEEP EFFING ME!
Ren,
Hi my beautiful ** girl, oh fu ck girl I know I would love to kiss you there so much, I would love you there so much. Even Freja knows how much I smile and feel love when I read your and your ** sis's messages, she say it very lovely. Yes we need to make love lot Ren!.
Me,Freja & Olivia had so much fun today, we buy with our christmas money lots of pretty n ** clothes n shoe in the city today.
You and Lilly make me happy face always. Love your girl Isabella! (Izzy) xxxxx