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I worship Satan
I'm 29 and married. We go to a local community church called Unity. I have two small children (5 and 3).
My husband's away for business a fair amount (he's a software consultant), and when he's gone, I wait for the children to go to sleep, light a black candle I bought at Walmart, and then worship Satan. I tell him to come into my heart, that I give him my soul without reservations, that I want to go to ** and serve him.
And it's all true. I love my husband, but our ** life is so... dull. I can't stand it. He is _so_ practical and conservative. I got him to go out to the bar a few months ago (my mother was babysitting the kids), and I tried to get some kind of response and just couldn't. I pointed at a ** redhead who was smoking and said "whoa, that's pretty **" (I would _love_ permission to start smoking) and he just said "that's dumb, doesn't she know they cause cancer?" Well of course we do dumbfuck, but we want to have some FUN.
I don't know what to do. I do love my husband, and he's a good father. But I hate living this goody-two-shoes life. I'd like for us to explore more sexually, to try a few other things (go to Colorado and smoke some dope on a vacation). And I hate Jesus and his endless suffering/meek **.
So I worship Satan. I get naked, light the black candle and say some prayers. And I ALWAYS feel better But I need to decide what do do. I love my family, but I cannot live this life!
I agree. It's simple. The devil worshiper knows GOD is who he says he is. Satan worshiper are getting prepared for the antichrist to take charge and they know everything in the bible is true. Yet they lie and convince those who are weak minded and narcissistic that GOD does not exsisit. All in a effort to win souls. The devil worshiper sells his soul to the devil and yet he has nothing to offer but his soul and demons posses them. Demons don't want to be told what to do and eventually makes that person his slave in his possession of their body. He invites other demons to possess them and torments them until they die. Then they set to burn in a lake of fire for all of eternity with millions of other souls and the devil himself. There is not reigning in **. It's a lie. He is a lier. It's what he does. There is only suffering. Nothing more or less. Fire, screams, suffering, hunger, and missery.
Again, how do YOU know any of This?
They don't say much when you ask the hard questions