Husband leaving me - wasted my life
My husband is leaving me. There is no chance to repair the relationship. I have been the fault, a workaholic. I didn’t put him first. He said the love is dead from years of neglect. And I have been blind or avoiding the situation at home for so long. I continued going about life and feeling like it would resolve itself. Now that it’s over, the regret and remorse of wasting his time and life is overwhelming. It’s too late, and despite how much I love him and want to be with him, I don’t deserve to ask for another chance. I know, people always try to change when it’s too late. Sitting here looking back on what I’ve ruined and given up for basically a good career and healthy bank account is sad, pathetic. I had love and ruined it. Mostly I’m upset by how he feels he’s been robbed of years. I feel sick and like I’ve been hit by a train. Being sorry doesn’t even cut it. He deserved better and I failed him. How do years pass and one day you just wake up and realize you’ve given up the most precious gift someone can give to you- their time? I hate myself and I hate that I’ve done this to him.