Don’t wish upon

Last year I made a post in regards to me not being able to find a gf/wife. Let me refresh a bit about me my parents died in a fatal accident both wealthy sides and fully invested in properties around the world that I now manage. Technically I don’t need the money but I work like an average person would I went to school for a Associates and have been a chemical operator since the age of 21 I am now 24. I live with my childhood nana who’s tended to me ever since I was born. I didn’t need to go to school but I wanted to work for something. I work almost everyday to keep my mind off things like when I get home I can easily do anything I want so I try to live my life like an average middle class guy. I’ve struggled for years and years to make friends,meet woman, have a social circle because once they find out I’m filthy rich the just want to use me. I don’t wear expensive clothes or have an expensive car as a daily driver. With my job I purchased my first truck and still make monthly payments even though my Nana thinks I’m crazy weird. I’ve got tons of suggestions since my last post like going to rich people events and meet someone there,golf,movies,** etc. I’m tired of being single every time I meet a friend I don’t bring up the fact that I’m pretty much a millionaire until they find out it is when they ask for things like, let’s go here&here let me drive your car or something like that. I cut everyone off. I’ve tried too live too normal that I have a job,I do my own shopping at a regular heb and target& Whole Foods. Everywhere I go I see these average /normal families with wives and kids running around. Now a days it’s difficult to explain to someone I grew up in this lifestyle but I’m not a **. I donate yearly to different chatteries anonymously. My nana constantly says the right woman will come but it’s not just my dream wife also social circles people that will love me for what I am not because there’s a rolls Royce in my garage or because of what I have. Majority of the times I go on dates with woman but when I don’t mention my lifestyle they get upset or play the victim like why would you lie. Well I’m living a double life. I go to church every Sunday morning. It ** having all this money and cars,networks, not having to worry about bills or a monthly payment etc because at the end of the day I’m alone. I don’t understand how people say I wish I was rich. When I say beneath my breath I wish I had a wife, a family kids. I’ve come to the thought of adopting a child of my own my nana calls me crazy and ballistic. But I want a mini me walking around the house toys scattered everywhere in the mornings school trips and be proud to say after work I have to go with my son fishing jet ski or summer we’re going on a trip. It can be beneficial both for the kid and me. I can give someone a home but I can have that affection towards my son. It can be easy for me to adopt but I think I’m pushing it too far.!? Sometimes I have to go on bussiness trips so that gives me ease to think people of my class say to just marry someone that’s wealthy like me that would only cause trouble I’d write a prenup just to secure my finances and wills. Don’t wish upon wealth it’s the most depressing life when people change. You wake up one day and realize through out your child hood you’ve done everything every average human being would be saving up for to do once a year like a trip. Normal people save up for that there’s a motive there. I just want a woman to wake up next to I’m tired of living this double life it doesn’t bother me but I feel as if I can’t be honest with myself. I cry to my nana and wish I had my parents back. Maybe then someone would love me. The house is cold and dark, silent. The only thing keeping me distracted is my job the gym and my nana. Society ** if I dress average t shirt and shorts and tennis shoes drive a average lifted gmc meet a woman she finds out I’m wealthy they cut me off or become gold diggers. Any advice on what to do? Suggestions? Btw I’m a only child that’s even sadder.

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