It’s ok to let your child smoke at a young age

Freja

Thank you, you beautiful soul for allowing me to have Izzy as a girlfriend.

I love you so much for that honey.

Kisses cuddles and don't forget I want to f uck you too cos I like the idea of you being 5 years older than me.

Ren <3

Izzy honey,
It kinda f ucks me up a bit, I introduced Oskana to Lilly but she took more of a liking to Lilly than me and she f ucks Lilly more than me. Although she tells me she loves me the same, I have my doubts. I'm really, really happy I've got you as a girlfriend and someone I'd like to care for and to hold close to me, kiss, cuddle and f uck. I was crying yesterday cos I thought I f ucked up our relationship together but mum was so so good to me before she went to work and talked to me about it and told me I've got a bit of work to do to work on our relationship. She gave me a loving cuddle and a few kisses on the cheek, made me a stiff alcoholic drink and lit me a cigarette.

Bubs thank you for the birthdates, are you able to give me Megan's too, her words were lovely yesterday?

I hope you don't mind me calling you bubs, you're my little sis and c unt and I say the word bubs in a lovingly manner.

I will write about the festival later sweetheart and give Freja a kiss on all her lips haha and I'm pleased she's pregnant. Lilly and I would love to get pregnant right now. We've made up already and she told Oskana she was f ucking me only Last night and I slept with Lilly in her bed and Oskana slept in bed. It was the closest Lilly and I felt for a long time, we told each other of our love so many times when we f ucked. It must have been a 100 times. It was the best f uck we ever had and Lilly told Oskana that this morning. Mum is going to meet the guys on Tuesday night and we'll take things from there. She's still not all that happy about it though
I love you b itch
Forever Ren xxxxxxxx

Beautiful Ren,
Good morning beautiful girl, I hope Hayley as a nice birthday party and gets nice presents. I'm glad she's got Belinda and you 3 beautiful girls to look out for her cos her own mom doesn't.

Thank you for being nice to Freja and writing back to her. I think it's the best news that she is pregnant, she will be the best mom ever. She is so sweet to Olivia and such a nice caring person.

Freja talked about your and my relationship, she knows I love her but also she knows I'm in love with you also even though we haven't met for real yet. She says we are are so alike and make a cute couple. Not many girlfriend's would be ok with their girlfriend being in love with another girl but Freja is. But she worries that Lilly and Oskana will feel left out, I hope they don't cos I love them to and want to fu#ck them to.

My birthday is 28th August, Freja birthday is 4th May and Olivia birthday is 26th October.

Ok so what's the latest with the 19yo men? You and Lilly going to fu#ck them? I wish I could!

Little Olivia is still doing great with her smoking, I'm so proud of her and she's happy Freja is going to have a baby, she promises Freja lots of kisses when she gets home.

I love you Ren, Lilly my Queen bi#tch and Oskana lots of kisses to you both.

Your girl Izzy xxxxxxxx

Dear Freja,
It's about 7am on Sunday morning here. Because your excited about your pregnancy we're equally excited for you too sweetheart and hope everything goes well with it.

You'll get a lot of pleasure out of the baby as we do. As soon as our babies are home from childcare we pick them up and play with them, kiss and cuddle them and it's not always easy for us not to smoke when we're doing that because we need cigarettes when we first come home. We can fully understand the apprehension and anxiety you've experienced over the past. We're writing collectively here, Lilly, Oskana and me. Wow, just f ucking wow, it's good news too that we are able to unite as sisters and lovers and this time show we mean it to you. We want to remain friends with you Freja. Mum told us last night that she read every thread between all of us between breaks at work yesterday and those included this blog and the other Confessions site. She told us that not once did we ask you Freja about your relationships with guys, your birthdate or whether you were interested in getting a pair of boots and leathers, she said this showed we are very self centred and we lacked empathy because we only cared about own needs and wants. She was angry, more so than on Friday when she went to work knowing we're going to have
s ex with the 19 year old guys.

Cont
So we've given mum two days of h ell while she was trying to work. Another thing that gave mum the sh its was that we asked Izzy or her her date of birth but not yours. She said we've got a birthday book, put Megan's in it, Freja's in it and Olivia's in it so we're asking you and Izzy and for those dates please,.We've got Izzy's birthdate already. Lilly and I told mum they were the questions we wanted to ask. She told us we're talking online, you can't see our body language or read our mind, the fact is we DIDN'T ask and that's the most hurtful piece of any puzzle.
More later honey.
We've got this birthday party of Hayley's to organise and mum said
in light of what was going on yesterday she said we're hopeful of further repairing our relationship with you and Izzy today and she'll ensure the party is over by 3pm Sydney time so we can write more.
Love Ren xxxxxxx

Hi Ren, Lilly & Oksana,
I just want to say I'm really sorry for my actions. I'm sorry for what I wrote. I will understand totally if you beautiful girls don't want to talk to me any more but please keep chatting to Izzy you make her happy and I know she's buzzing to have 3 new se xy hot friends.

Ok so what's her problem, why she so angry I think your asking. Firstly I am really protective towards Izzy, maybe overly protective, sorry Izzy, sorry Ren.

Secondly I have fu cked up, a few days I found out I am pregnant. I am so angry with myself for being so stupid and I am so scared, these last few days I didn't know what to do. I'm not like Izzy I didn't want a baby, I always thought Izzy would have our babies. I finally told my mom yesterday in tears and I still didn't know what I was going to do. This morning mom took me for a scan and I so my tiny baby for the first time and I knew then I could never get rid of my baby. I am going to keep my baby, I am about 10 weeks pregnant.

Then I face timed Izzy, she cud see I been crying but I was smiling too, I showed her the screen that showed my baby, she was like really? Then she started crying too, I thought she was sad but they were happy tears thank God. She is more excited then me but we both happy about the news. I wanted Izzy to tell you girls but she say I should do it.
Love you guys and I am really really sorry again.
** ** ** Freja & bump

Also my 'period' a few weeks ago which was really light was probably spotting instead according to the doctor, oops I messed up there hehe.

Also I just want to say both my mom and Auntie Megan have been amazing and supportive. I love them both.

But most of all I love our lovely Izzy.

** ** ** Freja & bump

Ren,
I wish I could give you the biggest hug ever! I want to fu#ck you to babe.

Hey se#xy girl don't fall out with your lover Lilly, she loves and cares about you so fu#cking much. Your part of each other and I know you love her too.

Hope you had a amazing time at the music festival even tho you were a bad girl and shouldn't have gone but if I was there I was ave gone with you ha. Hope you kept safe babe.

I talked to Freja on phone last night she feels really bad for what she write, she feels stupid, she's really sorry if she's upset Lilly and Oksana but most of all she's sorry she upset you Ren cos she knows how close me and you have become. I love you Ren.

It's not for me to speak for Freja just want you to know her head is messed up right now and she's hurting and it's not my fault or any of you se#xy girls fault. She thinks so much of you all.

I hope I can make you smile again baby. I love being your little cu#nt

Izzy xxxxxxx

Hi Izzy honey,

Your post is the best I've received for a long while. I love you pet.
I feel much better having read your post sweetheart. Mum gave us a lecture about how we really didn't include Freja all that much, she said she could tell it was a half-hearted attempt by us and it's cruel. Not only was mum furious about us not obtaining Freja's date of birth there are other things that she made us aware of.

I don't feel like doing this birthday party at all now for Hayley, we've all had a
f ucked up time and I want to share my time with you, Lilly, Freja and Oskana just to mend things more or less and get back to the way we really were only this time we're to have more respect for Freja. Maybe it was hard to show her true feelings, I don't know, but why should we feel that way? i don't know.

Your my b itch honey bun and I love you dearly,
Ren xxxx

Izzy,

I need a big hug from you sweetheart and I want to ** you too babe.

Love Ren xxxxxx

Lilly
I'm at the music festival I admit to that, despite mum telling us we can't go, she said that last night before all this sh it started. Don't you remember the last thing I said when I walked out the door was I'll be home later. Mum can get me ready last. I'll be home at 5.15. Our table for dinner is reserved for 7.30 when the fireworks start.

I'm not feeling sorry for myself, I wanted to be alone. I did my share of housework before I left so I don't feel guilty one bit.

Now who's being b itchy. I hate today and you have to agree I've got every right to feel that way about you.

I love you but you're exhausting me today.

Ren xxxxxxxx

Izzy and Megan,
I don't know from where Ren has been posting this afternoon, she isn't at home. She talked about going to the music festival at Centennial Park in the city. That started at 2pm,its now almost 3pm in Sydney. Mum said we weren't allowed to go because of drugs getting into the venue, besides she can't get in cos she isn't 18. Ren said she'll stand outside and listen to the music just to unwind. She's had way too much to drink today so that may make her rebel somewhat. People still sell drugs outside the gate. Mum is coming home at 3pm (in a couple of minutes) to do our hair and finish our make-up. She put false eye lashes and false fingernails on us last night including Oskana. Ren doesn't want to come out tonight but mum is going to make her and not sit at home feeling sorry for herself.
Mum said she isn't going to her boyfriend's place tonight, like she wants and that she's coming with us.
Lilly

Hey girls its Megan here,
Stop beating yourselves up, no one has done anything wrong and that includes Freja.
I bet some other girls of your age think life is so easy you got freedoms (smoking, drinking, having ** etc) they could only dream of. When actually the reality is more complicated than that. I passionately believe you girls are young adults, but being an adult has extra responsibilities doesn't it girls?. Also you got the pressure you put on yourselves to always be looking good, I know Izzy spends hours each week on her appearance, eyebrows and nails on point, then you have all the usual thing's other girls go through with hormones, your bodies and moods constantly changing, then you got school on top of that and then you have relationships. Then people wonder why cigs help you girls so much huh. So disagreements are bound to happen girls its part of life. Freja is an amazing girl but don't take what she say to heart she's just got some issues at the mo to deal with. I don't know if she will come back and chat with you or not that's up to her, but don't hate her cos she's Izzy's gf and I know you love Izzy.
Ren I know Izzy truly cares about you and she'd hate to think of you upset. Of course she loves Lilly and Oksana too but she's got a special bond with you.
Take care of yourselves you fabulous ladies and stay safe. Also give my love to Belinda and the baby twins.
Megan **

Megan,

I'm not saying Freja has done anything wrong. I'm blaming me.
I want Freja to come back. I love her and I appreciate she needs some space atm.

I went f ucking crazy about Izzy this morning, if she didn't forgive me I really don't know what I would have done. I love her so, so much sometimes it hurts cos I can't kiss her or touch her physically.

Your words are comforting, we girls don't realise how privileged we are. You and mum allow us to have s ex, drink and smoke. We should appreciate those attributes about you more than anything else.

Mum said this morning that Lilly and I should have responded more to Freja's posts. She said it's like comprehension. Read the entire content, have empathy and reply. She said she's read all the posts on here between us and she's asked us to lift our game. She wants Freja to come back without feeling embarrassed and we're not to ask questions. If Freja wants to remain reserved and quiet about it. Mum said that's her prerogative.

Love Renae x x

Freja,
I cannot understand why you're f ucked off with Oskana and me. Ren wrote that not us. As Ren said we love you and we want to remain friends and lovers on here.

I know you don't like Ren now, that's okay. Ren and Oskana both have friends in real life that I don't like. Stay enemies with Ren , that's your business but why us honey?
Ren wrote to Bonny, Claire and Daniella just now and told them to f uck off cos they have added to the problem you and Ren have.

I still love Ren, she is my twin and we are inseparable in so many ways so you may have to take that into consideration but I'm f ucked off with her. Now she is getting drunk cos mum has gone to work but will be home earlier than usual to take Oskana,me and Ren out to dinner tonight. Although Ren said at this stage she doesn't want to go, she might go to her boyfriend's place instead but she's not sure. Her head is f ucked right now.

All my love to you Freja
Lilly xoxo

Izzy,
I'm so so happy you wrote back sweetheart I was crying so much that mum made me a strong bourbon and coke and told me to sit down, take a few deep breaths and have a few cigs. I wanted her to write to your mum so you and I and Freja can repair our loving relationship but she said I'm to do my best. She said we were both in the wrong that was until you said you were playing around with Olivia in your last post. Now mum is blaming it all on me and maybe so. We still love Freja I mean that but she doesn't want anything to do with us now and she told those f ucking who res Bonny, Claire and Daniella they are welcome to us bi thes.

Now Lilly and Oskana are blaming me for wrecking their friendship with them between you and Freja. I feel like f ucking sh it.

I'm sorry too for upsetting my twin and Oskana.

Love to you and Freja
Ren

Ren,
I still love you. So please don't get upset and I'm not mad with you at all. Freja is just really protective of me and she has some problems of her own and we apart right now. She thinks you and Lilly think bad of us sometimes and she don't feel part of our se#xy group anymore.
When I say I tease Olivia I was just tickling her and then play fighting, we was having fun, I never mean with her, she's my baby girl.
Freja just doesn't want anyone to think bad of me, I don't want anyone to think bad of Freja or even you. Ren I think your amazing I feel like we are the same, but your a lot more grown up and sensible than me ha, a bit like Freja really. I know you wasn't putting me down sweetheart you were just trying to help me. You, Lilly and Oskana are so fu#cking awesome and hot girls. Please don't be mad with Freja, she just looking after her girl and yours.

Love you all lots, from your little bi#tch
Isabella xxxxxx

And Izzy,
I said I know you love Olivia but I just wanted you to stop teasing her babe.
Love Ren xxxxx

Izzy,
I'm sorry if I upset you honey but it looks like Freja doesn't want anything to do with us anymore. I was upset coz you said you teased Olivia and she's only a little girl. I still love you and I said that in my last post to you.
Let me know if you love me and Lilly and maybe Oskana too.

I'm really hurt now and I was going to use your love to help me through school.

Freja and Izzy
As for Bonny, Claire and Danielle, we don't f ucking want them, we don't need them. We don't have any f ucking interest in then. You will notice we chose to ignore them just like we did on the other confessions post.

I apologize for hurting you both.

Love Ren