I habe Rumatoid arthritis and fibromygia. I started smoking in 2010 at work it was the odd cigarette with. Colleges then i started to get withdraw system when i was not at work.
So on the way to work three months into starting i went into the newsagents and bought three packet i right away felt guilty. I before entering work i stood outside and smoked two cigarette one after the other. I have never done that before.
Then up in the locker room i was in my handbag looking for my idea badge when the three packet of cigarette fell out. One of my coullege was so shocked. He thought i was only a casual smoker. I said that i just bought the three packets out of madness. He said their is no such thing as madness if you are a smoker. He said welcome to the world of being a smoker. I was pleased. He encouraged me to smoke during my break. I just loved the atmosphere of being around the smokers at work.