Friends & Family Confessions

I miss her

We havent talked for 2-3 months now, but I still love and miss her so much. Im too afraid to start talking to her again because she might not miss me. She was such a big part of my life and still is in some way.
I just wish I could say Happy Birthday I miss you so much without the entire school watching. It hurts me to know things wont be the way... (more)

I hate her.

3 months or so ago, I had a best friend. In Science, she burnt me with a pair of tongs that had been in a bunsen burner fire on purpose, maliciously. I yelped, and glared at her, but never told. I had a scar on my arm for ages, and only recently has it faded.
But I'm not glad. I want it back. It was physical proof that my ex-best friend was a... (more)

Family is over rated

I have 3 brothers and 2 sisters
between the 6 of us there are four different fathers
I never met my real dad. I was the big secret his wife and children never knew about
I was molested by my older brother and sister when i was 7 or so.
my mother was very abusive and use to beat me with extension cords,and belts..all the (more)

Hate.

I know it may sound like a moody, convenient way to vent (after all, I'm only 14 - and a girl, at that). But I assure you, it's the solid truth.
Let's start with my peers. Now, I know every human has their imperfections and such, but I just feel my classmates are the most ignorant, completely dispicable people I think I have ever had to dwell... (more)

They Always Want My Sisters.

I have two sisters that are incredibly beautiful and I hate it.
Friends and Family tell them how beautiful they are, but they only tell me that I'm "talented with art".
Random women complement their beauty and tell them right in front of me how absolutely gorgeous they are and how they should model.
Guys are constantly stalking them and trying... (more)

Afraid to confront dad

A few weeks ago my dad, his friend, and I were talking about how in six years i'll graduate college and be a Pharmacist. My dad's friend Mike said "In sixteen years, she'll have a big family in a fancy house, and you (my dad) can live there and get taken care of all the time." Then my dad said something like "If I make it 16 years." He's been a... (more)

Why doesn't anyone love me?

All my life I've had problems with my father. We never got along really. But the times he's been sick and has ended at the hospital I'm always there. Along side my mother. Yet last night I finally accepted that he doesn't love me. His loyalty lays with his sisters and brothers. His wife and kids come second. Weeks before my parent's 25... (more)

What my mother doesn't know

I am a 34 year old male that does not live at home. My mother is 52 and sometimes when she is not home I stop over and go through her dresser drawers and touch her bras and **, nighties. I then rub her ** on my (more)

Relapse

Today I relapsed by taking a half pill of ecstasy. Two weeks ago I took the other half. I'm so sorry for not telling you right away. I feel so guilty and ashamed. I am once again at the beginning of my road to recovery.

Technically it probably wasn't wrong

She was my grandfather's second wife and not my mother's mom but I always thought of her as my grandmother. So I probably shouldn't have had ** with her.

I need help

I hate my life sometimes. I feel like my parents are out to get me and they expect too much of me. I know i'm really smart (top 5 in a class of 300+) but it seems like they always expect 99s and 100s from everything i do. Now i just failed a business quiz and it was still the highest grade in the class. my parents dont give a (more)

I <3 you guys!

So i decided to tell my friends what i think of them so here i go =p
CORY!!! you are the most wonderful person ever! you always help me when i come to you for things. you are so caring and are yourself! and no matter what i tell you about me, you never judge me. and you dont think its weird that im attracted to bi guys haha well anyways, i love... (more)

I hope

I hope the cancer kills you.

I hate you

I hate you so much. I was stupid enough to believe you when you said you would never leave me. I was dumb enough to trust you. You spat on my trust, and left me to rot, but you don't care, your a **.

I hate my dad

I've always disliked my dad. Starting from the age of puberty, I got irritable by the things he did and it really never went away. I just found out he's addicted to smoking pot. Now, I hate him.

Your not my bestfriend anymore.

You, are not my bestfriend anymore. You stupid **. Your a lying coward. A sick sin. Lost. Cause. I really hate you, I gave you my everything. Trusted you. Trusted you **. You said forever. The momment I belived it. Spit in my face. I'll drive you to... (more)

Cuts

My three best friends are suffering from depression. So I cut myself, as a punishment, for not being able to do anything to make them feel better.
I lied and told you they were from my dog when you saw the scars. I didn't dare to tell you the truth because I was afraid you'd judge me, or deem me as a freak and walk away.
When I finally... (more)

My sister I hate. Her

My alway takes her side when I said I hate her my got my mad. My sister has always been the wow good girl and my daughter did this here's pictures. I hate her I wish she was never. Alive

Not gay

I have feelings for a male friend of mine, and I'm also a male. But not feelings like you'd think. I in no way want to have a sexual relationship with him. I just want him to be my best friend. kind of like the brother I never had. And it ** because its not "socially acceptable" to love your... (more)

No longer best friends forever.

I had a best friend and I thought that it would be forever, but now I know that it will not be. I was always the one tring, i was always the one makeing sure that she is ok and help her though her problems but the minture that her problems were fixed, she wanted nothing to do with me, I did not matter any more. She would put her boyfriend before... (more)

Before I die...

Before I die... I want my family to love the "gay" me just half as much as the me I pretended to be for 18 years.

Should I tell them?

My younger siblings don't want me to know where they're living because they're afraid I'll tell my dad (which I wouldn't). It is a bit of a pet peeve of mine for someone to hide something from me on the basis of a faulty assumption, so one night when I'd had a bit to drink, I went online to find the address. It took me less than 2 minutes (it's... (more)

Man! I feel like a woman!

I am MTF transgendered. There are a few family members I would like to confess my womanhood to, but I just can't bring myself to do it. :-|

The lies I tell

I lie to everyone. Whenever my family comes up, I tell them made up stories that would make my family seem normal when in reality, my family is a disaster.
I can't remember my dad since he disappeared when I was 8 or 9, my brother is in jail for a number of charges, half of my extended family is a bunch of alcoholics, and my mother is mentally... (more)

Help!!

When I was 7 or 8 my girl cousin started touching me inappropriate when ever I was around her. She fingered me ** my **... I think you get what I mean. I'm like 11 now and she still does it to me. What should I do.

Ummm

My BFF treats the guy who's madly in love with her like **. I've never met him, but he calls her pretty all the time, plus pet names like babe. He deserves so much better.

Jelousy

Im alone all through my pregnacy friends arent even around to be here for my exiting time in life, my man doesnt seam intrested in anything to do with the baby. but i have a friend who doesnt have to work, her mans very exited, cooks cleans does pretty much anything for her. they have the baby room set up with all the things to go with it. and i... (more)

Mask

I have the biggest inferiority complex in the world.

Waking up with my friend

My best female friend is in her 30s, very good looking, blonde and slim. She knows I'm a ** guy and I've confessed to her that I fancy her and that I sometimes ** while thinking of her. She was first a bit weirded out (I don't blame her!) but... (more)

A letter to my Mother..

Thanks for running out on us again.
Its really quite lovely when you go through one of your spurs, where everybody hates you, and you decide to run out at - what is it, 2am? - into the street, taking nothing but yourself with you. No notes, not even your phone. Because you think that your life is just this epic tragedy, and everyone is against... (more)

Venting Session

For the past couple months, I've been isolating myself from everyone I'm close to. It's not that I'm mad at them or dislike them anymore, and I don't think I'm depressed. I'm still my happy normal self for the most part, I just haven't wanted to be around people all the time. Every once in a while I'll hang out with friends on weekends but most of... (more)

I don't get you

I don't get my little sister and sometimes i just don't like her at all. she tried to cut herself well it was more like scratches and i wanted to smack her in the head. she acts like no one understands her and her world is a mess but she get's spoilt and we ask her every day how her day was and all we get is a one word response, we've taken her... (more)

You make me smile

I loved you from the first time you made me smile, i still love you even after this long and i will always love you till my last breath. things didn't turn out the way i wanted them to be but i'm happy now and i'm glad i stil have you in my life even if its just as friends.

Not sure what to do..

I have a best friend and have had one for all of my high school years. She was my other half, my sister, she thought my thoughts and finished my sentences. Now she moved away for college and i have no clue what happened to her.
Her views changed on everything so quickly, she doenst keep in touch with her friends from here anymore and when she... (more)

Help

Someone help me. I'm so tired of life. I want to die. I'm only 14. Help.

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