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Im losing my sense of reality please help

I need help i just took some 2 tabs of LSd and i think my computer is evil. so im using my phone but i think my phone is on fire. im scared what should i do i feel funny i cant tell wats real anymore im freakin out please help?

When we don't exist

I have a great life. House, Car, an amazing girlfriend, the best familia I can ask for, some great friends, and a believer in Jesus Christ. Yet with all these things, I feel so alone in a crowded room. I've overcome countless urges to end my life. But they've gotten stronger recently. I feel like if I give in. No one will miss me, and the ones who... (more)

Why Is Everybody So Miserable?

I've read a few pages on this site, and I've gotta say, just about everybody is sad, or depressed, or some other bad feeling. I'd love to know why everybody is so unhappy now, have people always been this unhappy? What happened in these last 10, 15 years to make people so unable to cope?

Should I or Should I Not?

I have a best friend.. I really thought that he would be the one. That's until I found out that he, is actually a girl. I was really disappointed when my classmates told me. I was new to the school, so I had to idea.. That didn't stop me from talking to her, but I still feel awkward when I talk to her through Facebook or texting, or even face to... (more)

I didn stop him i just watched

I watched the chester as he coaxed the cute little girl into the woods with candy than he grabbed her covering her mouth i eased closer as he unzipped her dress she sobbed as he slide her dress off but was too afraid to move she must've been about 6 maybe 7 the chester grinned as he took off her pantys now im 18 and have (more)

Blood on the ground

I enjoy and even get off on it when a convict gets cut beaten stabbed but the best is when a young punk gets ** the sound he makes he gets his first ** up the ** how he begs me to stop the others as they take... (more)

What should i do?

Im falling for my bestfriends boyfriend0.0 what should i xo?

Suicide

I just decided last night that I was going to kill myself this weekend. Today someone jumped off a dormitory building at my college, and all I can think about is that now my suicide won't have as big of an impact as I wanted.

I feel almost guilty because...

I have so much confidence.
As a young woman of almost 18, I love my body, love my face, and love my personality.
I do get a lot of compliments on all three of these, but I used to hate myself. It took a while to garner this much confidence. But with so many other women hating themselves, their looks, their figures--it almost makes me feel like... (more)

I'm done

I'm going to kill myself. Nothing is going right in my life. I have been depressed for about 6 months now and nothing is ever going to get any better. I don't have any friends. I don't have a job. I'm not going to school. I have a boyfriend who never loved me. He lied to me for over a year now. I feel so unwanted and unloved. I'm an awful person... (more)

Identity Dissorder

Hello, my name is Nicky. I'm a 16 year old girl with a mental disorder called Dissociative identity disorder, a large case of it. I am 6 different people according to my peers and family. I have studied this issue and I don't know what to do, I have no memory of changing into any of these personas and only what my family (mostly my father and... (more)

LIAR

I'm a good liar. A REALLY good liar. But sometimes I don't want to be, I want... NEED, somebody to see through my lies. To ask what's wrong. To hold me. To let me cry. To tell me it'll be alright. To help ME with homework. To tell ME I need more sleep, to eat more, that I'm not fat and ugly and stupid and useless. I have friends, I have a... (more)

Stupid Society

I am virgin and I like it

It's taken me a long time to come to terms with...

I'm a girl. I'm training to be a doctor because I have a fetish for amputees.

I can't stand fat people

I cannot stand fat people. It's a recent development. I think that it is mainly because a lot of the women I work with are big, not just a bit of extra weight they are stright up fat. They make fun of me constantly for eating things like shredded wheat and soy milk, for only eating half of restaurant portions, for ordering veggies instad of fres... (more)

Rosy days are over

I am a person with no true friend.
I am the girl who got ** by her boyfriend, influenced to have the pregnancy terminated even though I didn't want to.
I am the mother of his children.
I am waiting for my third child but second living one.
I am told I am the source of my husband's unhappiness.
I... (more)

Addiction

I think i am addicted to cutting. I had not in months but it just felt...wrong. it felt like something was missing. this relapse started out with just scratching myself and then i started using needles. i have to play it off like it was a cat scratch. I think he knew it wasnt. The sad thing is im embarrased, but i want to do it again so bad...

I Think Jersey Shore Is Stupid

That show is sooo stupid. All they do is party, get drunk, hookup with strangers and get in fights. They are so immature. They need to take a break from all that partying. Snooki is just dumb, like seriously. It's all fun and games for her and she never takes anything seriously. And I hate Sammi. She's so snobby. They are gonna get an STD because... (more)

Let's play.

You made me the monster I am. Now you kill it, or it kills you. This is the game, YOU wanted to play. I'm coming for you.

I don't answer my phone

I hate answering my phone. A phone ringing is an invitation to connect, not an obligation to connect. I just don't wanna talk right now. And I know I've put many friends off because of this.

Way too lost.

I get these really bad spells where I almost pass out and I get really horribly nauseous/cold/all that. They're pretty much the worse I've ever felt. The last time I had one I started talking to God in my head, promising him that I'd "turn" straight if he made it stop. That I'd stop living how I've been living and go on being how He wanted me to... (more)

Am I pathetic?

I was ** when I was 8 years old. My parents ignore me. My brother treats me like **. I barely have any friends here. My mom keeps moving. She doesn't listen to me. My dad cheats on my stepmom. ALL THE TIME. And he lies about everything. He won't even... (more)

Anon

I have lost pretty much all social contact with the world since 2008. And now it has been dwindling down to basic immediate family. I wasn't always a recluse. Something must have happened; mediocre choices, comfort, or apathy. Sometimes I think it's been all three, but at different times. I've always said that my solitude was my choice. I didn't... (more)

Autumn and Ava

There is never a day that I do not think about my daughters. I had a miscarriage almost 2 years ago, i was 3 months pregnant and 3 days. When I saw my babies lying on the bathroom floor i cried, and my mother picked them up with a paper towel and threw them into the trash. I have never forgotten that, and I don't think I ever will. I miss... (more)

I HATE WHEN PEOPLE MAKE NOISE WHEN THEY EAT

I just cannot stand when I can hear someone chewing their food. It sounds sooo disgusting. It really irks my nerves. I feel like strangling the person who's doing it and sometimes I just wanna die and I feel like banging my head on the table and jumping out the window,that's how bad I can't stand it. Its so distracing and I can't concentrate when... (more)

Bugs

Last night a bug crawled into my ear and started digging, i am trying to figure out what type of bug it is. It is a brown bug about 1/2 a millimete in size. It's brown, and if you smoosh it, it leaves a smell(stink) on your **, counter, whatever it was touching when it was killed, the smell stinks... (more)

I'm not ok

And I don't know what to do.

I can't take this anymore

For years I've been the one that everybody talks to. Like I'm the one that's supposed to solve all their problems. Well, last night, I finaaly got to overwhelmed. I cried and cried because I don't know what to believe. My dad and others told me my mum cheated on him. I've always been angry at her for that. But now I'm not so sure. The tables are... (more)

My dirty lil fetish

I'm female I getoff big time to watching guys getoff to ** I often look around the web to find videos of it but have a hard time finding them.

I miss paul...

There was this guy paul who wrote this confession called "Monica, my sister"
i gave him advice on stuff and enjoyed his posts...
but he hasn't been making any posts...
i wonder what happened to paul... did monica find out his secret? paul if you're reading this, it's Val and i miss you... it's kinda lonely without you..
i'm gonna give... (more)

Fearful

People I live with are very dominant in nature.They completely don't believe me.I want to run away from them.I am just like a slave to them, I have no other option.They keep on torturing me vocally,physically,mentally.They don't care for me even a little.I have no way out of this.

"To be or Not to be"

I'll make it short and sweet. It's not wanting to do away with my life. Just this feeling of "Why was I born, this **!" STEP@N

Song

Know any songs with a lot cursing in it?

Exposing myself

I am constantly exposing myself to strangers whenever I can. It is turning into a compulsion and it's the only thing that really turns me on anymore. It started when I was younger. I always wear bras even though I have very small **. In high school, my friend told me after class that a boy was... (more)

How I learned to Hate myself

I have a problem, it's a big proble, or so I think since I became aware of it at age four and have been plagued by it ever since.
This problem is that I was born without a ** and perceived myself as underprivileged ever since I had my very first conceptions of social construction, at the age of... (more)

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