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I am 23 years old . Since i was a child i felt like i am inferior than others . I remember that others kids often did not like me . My mother was strict and smacked me . I started to jealous from a young age the appearance of other girls . In primary school i was jealous my best friend . In secondary school and high school i was jealous my second best friend who i am close with until these days . I feel like nobody like me for who i am . I feel like i am inferior and confined and i am sick of it . When i was a teenager i wanted friends so much and i was emotional but i remember that others laughed at me thinking i am stupid and then i started to have anger inside me . I started to hate myself. Now i feel empty . I am not as emotional as i was in my childhood and pubery . You may think i am a bad person but really i don't really care about anyone not even my parents, i only care if they have money to give me . And if my sister is at our house i get annoyed . And i don't want to pretend like i care when someone tells me something . To be honest there are people who treat me nice but it does not touch me in my heart . I start wanting to control other people and i would like it if they afraid of me . I need people when i am alone because i believe if i am alone it wiil destroy me and maybe i end up killing myself someday. I usually like the company of people i jealous , if i don't jealous someone then he/she is indifferent to me . But when i have people close to me i don't want them and i don't care about them and they left me empty . I am egocentric person , i know many people wouldnt like me for this . Deep down i like this side of me , the side that wants to control people but also deep down i have guilty because i must not feel this way . I express this side of myself when i like evil characters from cartoons . I often sympathise with little spoiled girls who jealous and wants control the world and use their parents for anything they want . Maybe its good i have not a super power because i believe i would be arrogant and more egoistic than now that i feel like i'm nothing .
Hi my sweetie. Are you there my princess. How was school sweetheart. Love your daddy...
I am here daddy . It was good daddy . Tomorrow i will go to my psychologist daddy . Now i will watch some series comedy . It help me forget because I get absorbed by the series and forget myself .
What comedys do you like too watch prescious. Your such a sweetheart and i love you so much princess. Our baby is a bit stuborn sweetie and probabley need too be little bit firmer. But daddy is so proud off you my love and loves you so much. Wish i was with you now my baby ange....
Thank you daddy . I am watching a series comedy called Mom it was on 2013 .
I don't have a specific kind of comedy l like daddy . Do you like comedies daddy ?
Hi prescious. I love comedys sweetheart and never hared off that movie princess. But will try watch it sometime angel. Our little girl i see is keeping you busy my prescious. Were does she get her energy from and she should be sound assleep long ago sweetie. She must fight her sleep so much all the time. As said too you my darling little girl. We would have our hands full for a while trying too get her into routine at bedtime for 8 on school nights princess. I hope you also never think daddy as being too strict sweetheart. But you know daddy would spank her for deffiance. But as have told you my love daddy would allways explain why he was spanking his little girls and after spanking and corner time. Then daddy would hold yous till yous fell assleep like often did with my exes daughter. Love you so much prescious. Do you have any hobbies princess or anything you like too do. Love you my prescious...