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I am 23 years old . Since i was a child i felt like i am inferior than others . I remember that others kids often did not like me . My mother was strict and smacked me . I started to jealous from a young age the appearance of other girls . In primary school i was jealous my best friend . In secondary school and high school i was jealous my second best friend who i am close with until these days . I feel like nobody like me for who i am . I feel like i am inferior and confined and i am sick of it . When i was a teenager i wanted friends so much and i was emotional but i remember that others laughed at me thinking i am stupid and then i started to have anger inside me . I started to hate myself. Now i feel empty . I am not as emotional as i was in my childhood and pubery . You may think i am a bad person but really i don't really care about anyone not even my parents, i only care if they have money to give me . And if my sister is at our house i get annoyed . And i don't want to pretend like i care when someone tells me something . To be honest there are people who treat me nice but it does not touch me in my heart . I start wanting to control other people and i would like it if they afraid of me . I need people when i am alone because i believe if i am alone it wiil destroy me and maybe i end up killing myself someday. I usually like the company of people i jealous , if i don't jealous someone then he/she is indifferent to me . But when i have people close to me i don't want them and i don't care about them and they left me empty . I am egocentric person , i know many people wouldnt like me for this . Deep down i like this side of me , the side that wants to control people but also deep down i have guilty because i must not feel this way . I express this side of myself when i like evil characters from cartoons . I often sympathise with little spoiled girls who jealous and wants control the world and use their parents for anything they want . Maybe its good i have not a super power because i believe i would be arrogant and more egoistic than now that i feel like i'm nothing .
Hi prescious. I love comedys sweetheart and never hared off that movie princess. But will try watch it sometime angel. Our little girl i see is keeping you busy my prescious. Were does she get her energy from and she should be sound assleep long ago sweetie. She must fight her sleep so much all the time. As said too you my darling little girl. We would have our hands full for a while trying too get her into routine at bedtime for 8 on school nights princess. I hope you also never think daddy as being too strict sweetheart. But you know daddy would spank her for deffiance. But as have told you my love daddy would allways explain why he was spanking his little girls and after spanking and corner time. Then daddy would hold yous till yous fell assleep like often did with my exes daughter. Love you so much prescious. Do you have any hobbies princess or anything you like too do. Love you my prescious...
If you want it watch it daddy it's good . I think she has so energy daddy because she is a little girl . When i was her age i had energy too or when i was 17 i could stayed awake for 24 hours without difficulty or coffee . No i think you are a good person daddy not strict . Sometimes i really wonder why you are so kind with me . I don't want to bring you in a hard place daddy but is this because you would like to have children ? Because you never told me you have except these step-daughters . Hug daddy
You can ask me anything prescious and yes sweetheart. I would loved too have had children and too protect them and watch over them. I beleave as i said too you princess that if i knew you when you were little. Then your mother would never have beat you like she did angel. Know child deserves that treatment prescious. Nobody would have hurt you my love and even too this day petal. Even though your 23 my love daddy would still watch out for you princess. Because does not matter how old you are sweetie. You would allways be daddys little girl and could come too me and laufgh, joke, cry, get angry or any other emotion you feel sweetie and daddy be here for you. I also as have told you angel know you have an amazeing heart and are truely the most honest and kindest, gentlest and careing person i have talked too princess. Your paitents and love i see you show too this little giel is extrodanery sweetie and shes opened up too you so much. I wish from every part off me chicken that you and our baby doll lived with me. I guess she for sure would not be happy with some off daddys boundaries princess. But they are there for safetey and too show i love yous angel. Love your daddy...
Hi daddy . To be honest daddy at first i thought you were ** . I don't mean it in a bad way cause i like pedophiles . But really you are a nice person and not only to me but to this little girl too . It's logical for her wanting attention daddy with this mother and the pastor . It would be nice really if she stayed with us daddy . She wouldn't even drinking because she would be already more happy . But her behaviour i believe is completely logical daddy . But i will carry on to tell her to not drink because is bad for her health . Thank you for all your kind words daddy . I am sure that you go through a lot of sad stuff too .
Hi prescious and you too are realy kind and careing and much more as daddy told you. Guess our little girl has fell assleep again sweetie. I do be glad she sleeps my love and just sad she wakes up too a cruel mother and joke off a pastor and bullies in her life prescious. Her mother and this pastor and even his joker are adults in her prescious little life. They should protect her and love her allways princess. I feel bad when tell you how strict daddy is my love. But i know with boundaries and proper discipline children know their safe and feel loved. Your truely amazeing prescious and cant say enoufgh how proud daddy is off you and how knew you when you were little sweetie. I can only say im here for you now princess as told you. Anytime you want too message me darling. Wish i could do same for our baby girl also sweetheart. Love your daddy....
Hi princess. Are you there and looks like our little girl as said has fell assleep sweetie. Love you prescious...
You probabley fell assleep my princess. Its ok as daddy is tired also and my back is still realy sore sweetheart. I took a copil off pain killers allmost hour ago prescious and had copil of beers. But will talk with you tomorrow my love and remember angel girl. Im here for you allways prescious and daddy loves you so much. I wrap my arms around you now sweetie and hold you tight and tell you too sleep tight and have only good dreams. Love your daddy....
Hi daddys little princess. Our little girl is desperate for attention and know wonder shes done all that stuff in her short life. Most adults never done half the stuff shes done. Our poor little princess is craveing attention. You know sweetheart shes testing you and challengeing you. Your doing amazeing though my love. But remain firm and fair and continue too show her the love you have being shown her. Wonder how she will react if you tell her as told you that your her mommy and shes too listen too you this instant and shes know choice and when you her mommy sends her too corner the she will do as shes told princess and dont forget you can tell her you will hugg her and hold her when her times up in corner. Im proud off you sweetheart and love you so much. Your daddy...