My wish
I wish that you could see these posts I wish that you saw them and automatically realized that it was me. It hurts to think everything that I say on here is exactly the words I'm too cowardous to say to a therapist. Hurts more thinking I could say it too you.
In love with a celebrity
I have been in a one sided relationship with a celebrity for about 23 years. I thought, since i would never meet him in person, whats the harm in nurturing it and i did. Now i am at a point where it is driving me crazy and i dont know what to do about it. I cant get him off my mind. He’s 49 and I’m 31. He was only 26 when i fell for him but i was... (more)
I couldn't help it I fell for him
I met this guy who later on becomes my FWB (whom I started developing feelings for) we had that thing going on for a while but then he gets in a relationship with my best friend, even while he was in a relationship he wanted to still be FWB but I felt so guilty towards my best friend so I cut off contact with him. He would hit me up from time to... (more)
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My father got yelled at by a young pretty girl
I was sitting down in a fast food restaurant with my aged father and there was a lull in our conversation. I was concentrating on the food when this girl walked up to our table and yelled "I don't appreciate being eye ** by an old ** like you" then... (more)
I fell for someone that doesn't want any relationship at all
He is everything I want in a guy. I can see his flaws but honestly everyone has those and I really think he is the closest I would find. We can talk for hours, we are both chill about talking honestly. But he said he doesn't want/look for relationships unless he really knows the person...My friend how will you ever get to know someone if you don't... (more)
I was kicked in the ** for stealing a beer
A month ago i tried to steal a beer bottle in my underwear waistband from a small convenience shop near Delhi but the owner and his friends saw and held me by the arms and legs and kicked me in the ** 3 times. the pain was excruciating agony, they told me to run, i did, but curled up on the floor on... (more)
Sexual Anxiety
I avoid ** and conversations about it as it makes me uncomfortable. I don't know why, but I've never wanted it even though I enjoy it when it happens. Now my husband and I have relationship problems because of it. I'm afraid I'll never get past this and one day he'll leave me.
Different
Dear, different. Last we spoke you told me you're different.....God damnit I know you are different! I've always thought you were different that's the whole freaking point! I love your different. I love you different. I love you.
My dream girl
I haven't seen you in about 5 years. Last we talked I noticed you've changed I noticed you are a little more closed off. Understandably. I'm concerned that because of the hurt you are not the you I fell in love with. I had a dream of you last night you were still the sweet calm loving girl I knew. I hope your in there I could really use the you I... (more)
More feelings
I enjoy the feeling of strength over my half-brother that being so fiercely angry towards him gives me, that thinking and feeling the things I do and writing them out gives me.
Don't be like me don't kill the spiders they're probably good ppl
I'm so ** stupid. I killed another spider today. They're all huge, for what it's worth, but every single time I kill one I feel bad about it after. I go "what if it didn't actually wanna hurt me"? And "what if I didn't kill it?" And then lo and behold the next time I see one I make a show out of... (more)
I can't stand it
I've always been ashamed for making decisions for myself and I've also been taught all my life to give my everything up to anyone,even if i needed it more.
For the best example,one day i was at school, starving as i had 4 classes left and only an apple (an small apple because they give free apples to kids in my school),i was planning to eat it... (more)
The Life Story of a Teenage Criminal
I was born to two extremely troubled individuals. The father never spoke much to me, and (according to my mother) she touched my ** before I even turned 8 because she "found touching her child's cute ** comforting." She also showered me despite my... (more)
I had ** with my husbands best friend
I’m 32 years old and have been with my husband since 2012. He has cheated on me numerous times over the past decade while I was the epitome of loyalty. Id catch him and he’d say sorry. We share 3 kids, mortgages, businesses and of course many bills. For the longest he would neglect me, verbally abuse me and I felt I always walked on eggshells. It... (more)
I feel like an awful parent
Today at bed time my kid wouldn't hold still to get their PJs on. Every time I tried to pick them up they would go limp, every time I tried to stand them up they buckled their knees, laughing the whole time. The laughing ** me off so bad. I tried telling them it was bed time and that is wasn't a... (more)
Comforting feeling when I listen to two songs.
There are two songs that I listen to that always has a calming effect on me when I listen to them. The first one is on YouTube and is three hours of spiritual ascension music. Listening to that if I have a bad day immediately gets me calm. The second song is Eva Trout's "Soup Kitchen". Strangely, every time I hear that song, it makes me feel like... (more)
I had a bad dream. A dinosaur was after me.
I had a nightmare that a dinosaur was chasing me. I ran into a large office building and I thought I had escaped but as the elevator reached the top floor waiting for me outside the door was a small smiling dinosaur. I woke up thankfully.
Para meu amor joao pedro
Eu te amo muito e quero que nosso relacionamento dê certo, mas tem algo me incomodando e acho que deveríamos conversar sobre. sua namorada, beatriz
Lazy bed wetter
I actually like wearing diapers. It's comforting in a way. When I wake in the night and need to pee I just let it flow.
OffSpring
I have bipolar disorder. My hypersexuality is problematic. I am also in my early forties without offspring. I am in a relationship, but I think about sleeping with other women constantly. I also want a child with a black woman and a ginger. I do not want to end my current relationship. My gf has menopause. I hate myself for this, but the thoughts... (more)
Presbyterians preach pre destination but say prayer is good
If everything is pre destined then why pray? It won't change anything. The concept of sin beng pre destined by God himself is odious to me. It means God caused you to do it but you get the blame. To ** you go. Hey its OK God pre destined it.
I still like him
I use to like this boy, he was my first crush and biggest one ever yet. Oh god did i like him, he made me laugh and i could tell him whatever i wanted. But during that time he liked someone, i remember the ill feeling i would get when he talked about her, but i liked him so much i wanted him to be happy. I made it obvious i liked him, one night... (more)
I’m so tired
I just got into my dream university and school is ending in three weeks. Yet I feel so tired. I don’t know why I feel like this but I really don’t want to be here anymore. I’m sick of myself. I know I won’t do anything but I hate feeling like this. I can’t do it anymore. I want to cry so bad.
My ex is a piece of **
I hate him so much
Classmate confessed, i don't know what to do
There's this classmate of mine that I've once had a crush on that just confessed to me. I'm not interested in anyone at the moment and I don't know what to tell them. I'm having mixed feelings right now. I also can't ignore them since we're working on a business summative together. We've interacted multiple times together over the year and I've... (more)
Crosswalk
I could’ve hit a pedestrian with her child a year ago. i was in a rush and didn’t see them crossing the crosswalk. it was close. nobody got hurt but she rightfully yelled at me. i’m so scared some nights of what would’ve happened if they were even closer. i shouldn’t drive.
Empathy is a weakness
I think empathy has caused us an a society to prioritize feelings over logic and reason. I think America is a great example of this. They are so worried about how small minorites are treated that they no longer worry about or protect the majority. they care too much to the point that not caring enough is considered to be wrong or evil.
I spoke to... (more)
Nobody actually knows me.
Nobody in my life. Not my brother, sisters, parents, best "friends", "friends" know my real personality. And to tell the truth. I hate them all. I dont know why. I think im crazy. I think they talk about me behind my back. I dont think anyone will know the real me. And I resent them all for not trying to find it. My outlook on life is growing more... (more)
I can't stop thinking about showing my wife off to my best friend
So I am picturing my best friend and I in our master bedroom - maybe I'm showing him some video or something. Meanwhile, my wife is in the shower (the one attached to our master bedroom). We hear the water stop and a few minutes go by. Then the door lock pops open and she opens the door. She peeks out and we see she's wrapped in a towel and has... (more)
It ** **
** all of this. Why couldn't you tell me you loved me when it ** mattered. Why couldn't you tell me you loved me when I could do something about it. Why did you tell me you loved me when we both moved on. I wish you never told me. I'd rather move on... (more)
It's a little disappointing
I'm an Asian American dating a Japanese man one year older than me. He's studying abroad here in America to be come a pilot, while I'm working and going to school. I know it's not easy that he's in a different country studying aviation in English, and I kind of hate that I understand that. He's working hard to focus on achieving his dream, yet I... (more)
Everyone in my life has an easier time getting laid than me
I can't understand how people getting laid works. I've had ** a bunch of times, several different partners, some of them I was with for a year or so, but that was all before the pandemic or within the first week of it. I've had two different sexual encounters with women since then and neither of them... (more)
Truth of existence
I love the world that God made, but living in this world is pain. I hate intrusive people, and fear death, but feel like the end is better than hope. Hope makes you want to believe, and when all that hope is destroyed, you are left feeling like a ** sucker.
Hehe haha
She killed me and it ** because a part of me will always belong to her. ive moved on and i dont miss her but it ** because im the way that i am because of her and that gets in the way of starting a new friendship or relationship with anyone.
"I hate america" - tweeted from iphone14
How dare you dont use my pronouns?? As a black hispanic lgbtq minor, they are.. they are... (full of tears) forcing me to.. WORK!!???? 30hours per week.. i.. i cant stand it.. my freedom my existence is under attack and whitehouse must do something about my comfort. Im sick and tired of living with other peoples decisions. or even so, being FORCED... (more)