Venting Confessions

If my mom died I would commit suicide

She is one of the only people who cares I hope she doesn't die because then I will too

I hate romance

I confess it just seems a lot of hard work has to be put into trying to distinguishes whether or not a gal likes you or not and its really fustrating because you glance at her and she glances back at you. Its boring from my point of view it always has to be the guy that makes the first move in a traditional sense its too much to (more)

Keep getting a hole in my left sock but not my right one.

Honestly, this should also be under "other" and "strange" because that's what it is although it's actually making me mad. For the past two weeks I've had something unusual happening. Firstly, I have always worn 11 1/2 shoes so my feet have not grown but, for some unknown reason, my left sock has begun to feel like it's bunching up whenever I put... (more)

Fired for not doing and fired for doing

It was me and my boss, and the HR representative. I was fired. For not agreeing to do something immoral. I was not a good fit, he told me. No, I wasn't a good fit, I don't have ** with the boss.
I had a hard time finding another job that paid anything like the one I got fired from. I finally... (more)

I am done

I have been thinking about hurting myself for a long time. its started when i was diagnosed with tuberculosis and it got worse after my surgery. now all i think about how people would be affected if i am not here and how many people i will let down and how my parents and family would be sad. all i think nowdays is the notes i might have to leave... (more)

....

I hate myself with a stronger passion than any love I feel for anything or anyone. I'm only still alive because the sum of trauma my sudden death or disappearence would cause is enough a guilt-weight to coerce me to live my days - but the perspective of a time when I mean nothing to anyone is very relieving.

I'm an **

I am a retarded piece of ** I berate people for no ** reason I act like I'm on drugs at school I want people to reprimand me for everything I have done I hate ** life life is a (more)

Family

Someday I’m going to write a book about all you m/frs

I can't ignore myself anymore

I've been ignoring painful topics and how I really feel about them for years. I'm in therapy now and one of the tasks I'm working on is articulating how I feel. This is a ramble, my thoughts might not sound finished. I have a very strong urge to share this because I just want someone world to know how I feel:
It's hard to be ok with my past... (more)

Jealous of people

Jealous of people with happy families. people with a sense of belonging in a place. people with hometowns. people who didn't move 20+ times in their childhood. people who have always had something to eat. people who don't constantly get asked about their origins. people who can get through a day without experiencing bad anxiety. people who's... (more)

I think I'm bipolar

At school I act like a meth addict and at home I act like a depressed person and I what to be happy but idk wtf any ** more

Vaccinated morons

I think the vaccinated are idiots in the first part of 2021 when vaccines were just miraculously being made to "cure" us from covid i knew somethin was up it takes years to make vaccines they undergo research plus the difference between covid vax and regular vax is that reg vax introduces a small portion of bacteria into the body, the body then... (more)

My perspective

I am in my early 20's I have autism live with my mom but i have a job I have low self esteem miserable my parents broke up over a decade ago my mother is disabled physically from arthritis my father has always been absent most of the time, when i was a kid i use to be much more happier until i left elementary for several months in secondary school... (more)

Bringing back boyhood wishes

I took my petite fit (36D) wife to fantasy fest. We went to have her body painted. She stood completely naked in a bit so private area.
The artist told her to turn so he could start on her **. When she did I noticed there was a dad and son watching from the doorway. The boy was about 8 years old... (more)

I hate my life

My friend got ** for no reason my family is ** scycotic my friends are like family I have hurt one emotionally telling her I would kys I wish at times for people to hurt me I have therapy but idk I even hit myself one time I almost put my grandma in... (more)

A MOMENT WHEN EVERYTHING CHANGED

When I was 17 I was in the back seat of a Civic that was hit broadside by a truck. My friends in the front seat died, I spent a year in and out of hospitals. For several months I was cared for by professional nurses before being sent home to recuperate. My mother had to quit her job because I needed 24 hour care.
The guy who ran the red light... (more)

How do i stop bullying people?

I (14M) am absolutely addicted to bullying (cyber-bullying in particular. I know i'm a **, dw) and it's gotten to the point where it's like an instinctual reaction for me to diss anyone who shows any signs of emotional vulnerability. I barely feel any remorse, the only reason I want to stop is... (more)

I wish I was dead

I'm so ** done with life everyone's a stupid ** ** who only cares about themselves including me ** my family except my mom I have thoughts of sadistically... (more)

Shadow self

At times there are people who really ** annoy the ** ** out of me, yet despite that I almost never crack this social mask we all wear this muzzle we all have that keeps us all in check, psychological... (more)

these

** everybody that has treated me like **! All of you ** get away with it! Why shouldn't I just beat you all down? I'll take you to ** with me!
There... (more)

I hate my dormmate

I live in a dormitory with two guys. as per college policy i can't switch dorms or force one of them to move out if there is no violation of 'student conduct rulebook' rules. But this ** never ** stops talking, even if noone wants to talk. if... (more)

Darkness follows me even when I try to be good

I am trying to get stuff from my past off my back so to speak, so I’ve been doing what I can in person and others anonymously. Even when I’m telling the truth because of my personality, people assume I’m lying or joking.
I’ve made my bed on some of them while others I just hang my head and give up. I’m used to it but it doesn’t mean this... (more)

Idk what to title this tw// suicide mention

I am not the best writer but I am done with everything. My life, from an outsider's point of view, is great. I have a partner, 2 cute dogs, good education, living a comfortable life, good grades, on a good life-path, popular online, with a (mostly) good family, etc. However, since I was born I have had chronic anxiety issues, and with time and... (more)

Stupid girl

You evil little B. You used your ex’s bank account to send money to yourself on Venmo, and told the police it was an accident. I’m the only one who has the pictures that you wanted and CANNOT be replaced. I was actually holding them for you! You are a horrible person. You better fix what you did, or you’ll never see those pics again!

Obligation and its finest

To my older sister,
This are the words I want to said in front of your face.
first of all FU for leaving your kids to me and our parents for fckn sake I was 15 at that time and you give all the responsibilities of taking care your kids they were barely 2 and 3 yrs old.
FU for giving me all the burden of paying your debts you left when you... (more)

Hi Gary

I truly do miss you doing my maintenance! 😘

We've allowed women to be corrupted and now I'm done with the BS

In this day and age every guy should assume that every woman is either an angry feminist or a ruthless gold digger, and any guy with half a brain should take steps to protect himself from the satanic evil that feminism has always been.
It's not that I don't like women. They still can make great pay for play friends with benefits. It's... (more)

Hey Murray

It's been less than 24 hours since our online argument where you decided to comment on my comment - lambasting what I had advised this woman about her roommate issues. You firmly believe that the man should never have to move and it is always the woman that must find her own place because you believe men have all rights everything. Patriarchal... (more)

I'm miserable

I'm almost 40 years old, have no trade or degree yet. I'm alone, and lonely. My dog is either the dumbest dog ever or he just doesn't care to listen to me. He's depressed. I'm depressed. I can't find a job that my poor health can tolerate. I have no money and no future prospects. My parents love me and I love them but I'm in my mid-life and I'm... (more)

Kill me

I want to overdose

Two guys who were rude to me in the past will be dead by now

In both 1995 and 2007 an old man was very rude to me. I take pleasure in knowing that they'll both be dead by now. There were some other old people in my life who have been unkind to be, I'm also glad they're dead, but specifically those guys come to mind right now.

Hit me

I want my parents to spank me

Verbally assaulted in public

I'm finishing up my masters in creative writing this semester and starting my doctorate next year. i was having lunch with a friend when a young guy maybe 19 or 20 interrupted us and said i was 'pretty' tried to talk and asked for my phone number. wtf. i told him know one does that. my friend say to him we a couple. we are not. lol he started to... (more)

I hate it when my coworkers and managers talk to me.

For the past few weeks, I have begun to find myself hating having my coworkers and managers talking to me. I don't know why but, when they're talking to me, I find myself getting angry and want to tell them to shut up. What really confuses me is that I have no problem talking to customers, employees from other business' or even my own family but... (more)

With all the rage about open gay life do I come out of the closet

I am sitting on the fence. I have since early puberty enjoyed ** with another boy, then, and a man, now. I have been age centric, same age men. I am in the closet and have kept my behavior under control and out of sight. I have no mannerisms and don't associate with obvious gay men. I come across as... (more)

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