Venting Confessions

My life

I'm standing where I stood 10 yrs back..I don't find any improvement with my life inspite of working hard for it..Feeling hopeless and depressed.But, I'm happy for the things I possess..

So I'm an addict. It all started so innocently. I had a toothache and someone gave me a strong painkiller to take away the pain. That was five yes ago. I want to go to detox so badly but am afraid. I found a place that sounds good. 24 hour help, etc. My dreams are still intact, but I have to get clean to work on them first. I believe I can make... (more)

I am working on getting customers

But do you have to pick at me? I know people want to hate me. I am a nice person but I am getting sick of being jerked around by women who say they want my help then never call back, or by men who make out I am older then them or uglier then them. men who abuse me and all I ever hear is how I am not good enough from others. all I ever hear is... (more)

Sallies talks over me and thinks she is cool

She shows off in her car driving a lot, and she keep talking the same conversation picking at me cuz of my medications and sometimes I just wish she was hit down like I have been. If she had a few young aggressive strong women kick and hit her spine and be fist planted a few times when no one was watching and know how it feels to be told "if you... (more)

I am so lonely

I am so lonely. I wish I had a wife or girlfriend but I am ugly, poor, shy, inexperienced and also have a micropenis just for added measure. I think some people put on this earth are just meant to be alone. I am one of them. I am worthless.

My Daughter's **

My daughter's ** is so big, if it went away I'd be happy. The ** nearly got is detained at the train station. It made my daughter look a fool at her prom. It choose to break the rules of our home on multiple occasions over a single weekend. It comes from a... (more)

Why?

I did it.
He poked and prodded and pointed and laughed.
For one full year he stood beside me
Not with me or for me but beside me
No one has ever been with me and waned to be with me
The mother that I killed through birth was forsaken long ago by the father I never knew
Those that picked over the rubble of my life to be never wanted the... (more)

Perception and diversity issues?

A woman said to me I am all over the place doing this and that. and I thought well don't you, your off here and there dropping kids off to school running meetings and social and bookings and you have to find out their addresses too! and what, don't school kids do a variety of subjects per day they don't just sit and do 2 years of maths and then 3... (more)

Why people

I read on the news that there are now something like 87 different genders......... WTF!?! why cant we go back to the 1940/1950 where being straight was normal and gay/bi people were considered sick in the head. i mean come on people. why are you like this. theres no need for this many genders. only 2. male and female...and they are straight.

Wwe ruined childhool TMNT 2

Ya know as a kid that grew up in the 1980s TMNT was great and when the trailer for TMNT 2 aired during the super bowl I was excited to see a piece of my childhood on screen.. Until now I just saw the newest trailer for this trash can film, How hard is it to do CGI characters the right way come on this is (more)

No more

Take care of your own kids. I am sick of feeding them, driving them everywhere - you don't do ** for them. I am your friend not their aunt, grandmother, mother. I wouldn't even mind so much if your eldest wasn't constantly trying to make my kid look bad for (more)

Why should I go without so much?

I have been asked to do a fashion show and I only want to give away the rubbish I don't like. I have gone without looking beautiful most of my life and no one helped me much when I was young and needed help with clothes and education and confidence.

Nutrimet life

I can't just buy a few brochures and 1 or 2 products and they make it sound so easy you can get this or that. sorry but I don't want to go to New York, I want to go to Paris anyway and I will snub my nose up at the offer sals. the products are great but the company and owners and managers sux. I like nutrimet products but their are a lot of... (more)

In life.. We are all watched!!!!

No matter what ,just realize that someone somewhere is watching your every move! Financially especially. Since financial decisions rule our future ...one can become homeless pretty easy. When u go on a downward spiral of bad decisions. People don't care VB because they want their money?!!!! You aren't worth (more)

I want to take a bus

To a little town and change my hair, my name, everything... I want to make up stories about my past. I want to be someone else now.

My boyfriend is more sensitive than me

There's nothing wrong with sensitive men. All men are once you get beneath the surface... But I swear my boyfriend is too much for me. He gets offended by every little thing I do and say. Meanwhile, he can do and say just as he pleases. I don't know what his problem is. Then he gets the nerve to call me impatient. PFT! It takes a LOT of patience... (more)

Resilience

Not very resilient as I thought I could be.
I am at the point of WHATEVER floats your boat -- and perceptive people can quickly pick up on that vibe.
I cannot give up at this point - it's been such a long, arduous battle.
Although,I feel I am just running on empty.
It is friggin' exhausting.
But I still care. Who am I kidding.
I still do... (more)

I hate people with kids and say "your lucky you don't have kids"

NO I am not lucky and chances are you don't even deserve them! YOU SURE DON'T DESERVE YOUR HUSBANDS!

Why I need to win the trailer with groceries

I could use to extra food goods and I really need a trailer and register it and use it for some someone on a regular basis to pick up rubbish to dump it or send it. I can hire it out for usage and make some money. I have a number of needs and uses for it to help me save money. I don't own a car and I have no real means of removing rubbish and I... (more)

My Crappy Neighbors and ** Landlord

I hate my neighbors down below my apartment. All they do is complain about my family using my bathroom. When they can't say anything, they are just as noisy all night long. None of them have jobs and drink all ** day. They never just shut up at night. All I say, Two of my neighbors downstairs are... (more)

I don't know who I am

And I don't know how to figure it out.

Am I Wrong?

Is it wrong of me to not feel bad, or, give a ** about someone's Go Fund Me effort to pay for a funeral for a young guy who OD'd? Is it bad of me to think "Should have thought of this possibility before, a-hole"?
The guy's friends are supportive, even though the obit reads "lost his battle with... (more)

The Red book

I don't tend to get angry at people when they can see me. I try not to express negative emotions so that my parents won't be worried about me. Sometimes there are days where I can't take it anymore, the weeks of torment finally get to me and I snap.
I don't hit someone. I don't shout or scream at them. I never react extremely in any way. I... (more)

Untitled

Wowww Coachella sounds like so much fun. Not. A bunch of aging hipsters listening to Guns N Posers and checking out who they wanna ** next. Fun. It sounds so.. Boring and predictable. Bring back Lollapaloozas, the first two were great! Anyways, I haven't smoked crack in two nights. I feel pretty good... (more)

I hate being a single father

I have 3 kids and I love them, but I'm over being a single dad. It's beyond stressful, they all want different things at the same ** time, all the time. I have no chance in the dating pool because who wants a single man with 3 kids? No one. ** my... (more)

Step Mom and sometimes I want to give him back

I married the love of my life 7 years ago. I adore him even today however, he came with a 3 year old son. Okay, cool I did that part time mom thing for 5 years. Then all the sudden his full mom left. I mean for real she just left him. like a good parent we got full custody of him and gave it a go. Being a full time parent (more)

Alien Abduction

I wish Justin Bieber, Kanye West and all the Kardashians would get abducted by aliens and never heard from again. They're miserable human beings that should be removed from the gene pool.

You're weak

I can't believe I fell for someone so ** weak. You are not a man. A real man takes responsibility for his actions. A real man holds himself accountable. What do you do? Blame everything and everyone for your actions. A real man makes compromise in a relationship. He doesn't say "Take it or leave... (more)

I hate that I'm too cowardly to kill myself

What is the point.

I hate being a parent

I never thought I would feel this way, I love my two kids with everything. But I absolutely hate parenting. I had my first child at 21(I'm 25 now)and I didn't know how much stress it would bring. My boyfriend and I we're excited but after a while I lost my identity. After we had our son this feeling had gotten worse. I wake up most days dreading... (more)

How could you just dump me like that?

After everything I've done for you and all the ** I've taken from you because you're going through a hard time then flipping out on me when I get upset. How can you just decide to not talk to to me? I gave you everything. I used all my energy and sacrificed my time for you... Was I nothing to you... (more)

Countdown to co-worker's maternity leave!

I can't wait for my co-worker to go on maternity leave! Only 30 more working days! Woo Hoo! Hopefully she'll be gone for at least 2 months (with no health problems w/ her or the baby)! I've met the sweet woman who's going to be filling in, & she's a lot nicer & easier to get along with. I wish Caitlyn would stay from now on & the other woman would... (more)

Annoying mother-in-law

I used to go to the walking trail in town & stay all day just to avoid my mother-in-law. I'd leave at 9:30am & not return until around 4:30 - 5 in the evening. I'd pack a lunch & put it in a cooler & eat at the park, & then walk for hours instead of having to put up with her. At least I lost weight & was in the best shape I'd ever been in! I had... (more)

Resignation or existential crisis

I have hurt people on my quest to be happy. and now know that mental illness is such that I can't stay consistently connected to myself. And I fear that know matta how much I love or think I love ... I may never touch happiness for more than an hour. I have let my girlfriend move in because I felt the pressure mounting and now I'm suffocating and... (more)

A note

"I really need you" ** you.

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