Health Confessions

I tried to commit suicide

I ate a bunch of peach pits trying to commit suicide and then after changing my mind went to the ER and told them I didn't know peach seeds were poisonous. I made up a story about using the pits for an art project and the dr totally bought it. He was saying poison control was trying to convince him it was a suicide attempt but he said to them they... (more)

Naughty girl!

I am a full time chef at McDonalds, When know one is looking I put boogers and saliva into peoples burgers and watch them eat it...Usually I get so hot and I seek off into the toilets to **. I have also but **, Earwax and hair in it to! So hot! I... (more)

I am a Compulsive Liar

Hi everyone. My name is Nick. I'm 20 turning 21 in August. Today I recognized and admitted to myself that I am a compulsive liar. I am going to see my Psychologist on Monday but I don't think I can wait that long to speak about what a terrible person I am. I'm not a violent person. I'm not a drinker or a gambler, nor a smoker. I don't do drugs. I... (more)

Fat **

I have lost 45 pounds. I would still like to lose 60. I have lost all of the weight from anorexia, and the only thing I regret is that I didn't start doing it earlier.

Brocken

I am so brocken i feel as if i am breaking everyday i feel like my whole life just keeps getting worse and worse but no one can see it except me i keep smailing and i help everyone else with their problems but deep down im the one who needs the most help.....

PLEASE HELP ME!

My mum is doing drugs....How can I let her know that I know what she is doing! My life is a mess at the moment...She is my only family member left and I know drugs are dangerous and if she dies I will have to live with my abusive father for the next 6 years...I'm only 12 years old and I can't call the police because then I'll have to go to my... (more)

I don't even want to stop.

I cut myself. I cut my arms, hands, legs, ankles, thighs, the back of my neck, and my hips. It's embarrassing when people ask what happened, or why I did it to myself. I never know how to answer. I'm bipolar, which only makes things worse. When I get mad, i'll usually use anything sharp that I can get my hands on; things like scissors, knives... (more)

Schizophrenia....

Well i am a 15 year old female and in a few weeks im getting tested to see if i have schizophrenia... It is scary to think that i probably have it... Will effect my futur career, my futur relationships? My dad already hates the idea of it and sometimes doesnt even want to look at me when i tell him about it. He doesn't let me talk to the guidence... (more)

I Cant Stop

Its been a while since i stopped cutting, and i actually might have someone in my life who loves me for me. But till this day every time i am driving and cross a bridge, I want to jump the rail. or there is a curve in the highway and i just want to go straight into the median. Every time i shave my legs, i want to take the blades out and slice... (more)

23 and single and getting bald - will i die alone?

Since the past few years i hv been losing a lot of hair... seeing hair all over my place makes me feel extremely depressed.... as a result.. it is affecting my mood. i m not cheerful enough on my dates.... O God... i m getting bald. i m gonna die alone! sad... lonely.... alone. alone. alone.

I can't even succeed at dying

Last week I tried to kill myself. One day I took around 60 pills: strong painkillers and blood-pressure pills... It should have worked, but when nothing more than a head ache happened I took 50 more. I am still alive, and now I feel stupid, thinking over and over again what went wrong.
The worst thing is that I thought I had my suicidal... (more)

Surrounded by people but alone?

I live with my fiancé and see people at work everyday who all say they care yet I've been cutting for over a month and nobody's noticed, or cared enough to say anything. I don't know if this is because I hide the scars and cuts as much as I can but I've been in the kitchen at work where I can't wear jewellery and the only person who noticed was... (more)

BedBugs

That I have bed bugs. I can't afford to get my home treated and I am too embarrassed to tell my landlord. I don't know what to do. I can't sleep at night for fear of waking up & seeing bed bugs eating my children alive. What do I do? Please help me!

Cut

Last night i cut myself again after a very, very long time. it felt so right :(

Eating Disorder Fail

I hate myself, my body, the way I look.. everything about me. I'm stupid and I ** everything up. I want to be skinny. I wish I could stop eating or throw it up. But I can't even do that right. I'm such a failure. I want to kill myself, but I love my husband too much to make him go through that.

Suicide for $

I've planned out in my head how to commit suicide in such a way that no one would suspect a suicide so that I can pay for my family's health issues. I can't afford to pay any more for health insurance and it looks like my employer is increasing our contribution again. What kind of country is it in which I live where this ridiculous thought is... (more)

Smoking Weed

So I'm 14 and going into highschool. Yesterday I was hanging out with this guy I really like and 2 of his friends. We went to his friends house and they started smoking weed. I'm kinda a good kid. I had never tried drugs before or had **. I did drink but that's only once in awhile. So we were in his... (more)

Am I Obese?

I am a 15 year old girl 5'9" and weigh 192 lbs. am i obese?

Sick!

I throw up because it makes me feel skinny... I'll look in the mirror everyday feeling ugly and FAT and hope for someone to notice.

Depressed

I am so depressed, I just can't stop crying every night. I feel like no one cares about me. I feel so pathetic for even feeling like this. My heart just feels so sad, I had to write this I feel suffocated.

Blech

I'm getting drunk on a movie star's face. i try to go back to work and it's always, hey i know, let's watch it AGAIN. i haven't felt like this since i was twelve. ten years forward, i'm so like myself, it's absurd. really good actor though, so talented.

Obesity

I am an obese child. I am 5 foot 2, about 180 pounds or so, but only 12. I have always been chubby. My mom denies my weight problem when it is her fault. She won't by healthy food because we cannot afford it. For the same reason, she will not take me to a dietician. I have tried doing my own exercize, but I gain weight rather than loose it. I hate... (more)

Too Old To Cut?

I'm 20 years old. I started cutting when I was 15 or 16 and I stopped cutting after my life picked up a little and got in a relationship, about 17. I have recently been under a lot of stress. Supposed to be getting married in a year with no way to pay for it, having so much trouble saving. My fiance tries but he works but never has money, I pay... (more)

I think I have binge eating disorder

The last few months I have been stress eating - coming home and bingeing after dinner, several times a month, sometimes twice a week. Today I felt so overwhelmed and anxious and I binged, and then I made myself throw up. I stopped myself part way through. I had never done that before (purged.) I feel so ashamed that I did that. I know it's... (more)

Kinda sad

I have schizoaffective disorder. I'm finally on meds that get rid of 98% of the psychosis but now most opportunities have passed me by. I have 2 beautiful children that I'm really thankful for but I wish I could do more for them. I work a minimum wage job that does nothing but wear me down and give me enough to subsist. I could move away but... (more)

My confession I the worst of all

I've had 4 concussions. Heart problems. Asthma. Death threats. Suicidal. Thoughts. I have only 3 to 4 yrs left and I have told no one. I lost everyone I love. Things are messed up. I don't know what to do anymore

Facing a monster.

Just over a year ago, I was ** by my
friend's cousin.
Six months ago, I learned I had gotten HIV
from him.
I'm a boy.
No one knows except one other friend and
my family (and not even all of them know
yet). I don't know what to do or who to talk
to. The trial starts next week, and I'm
ashamed... (more)

Anorexia..

I'm scared. I think I may be going somewhat anorexic.. Whenever I don't get my way, or when something goes wrong, I completely stop eating. Then is the only time people start to listen.. It's why I do it. For that and the need to be skinny and pretty. I never told anybody, and nobody will ever know until I'm dead in the ER because of a long binge... (more)

Cold Steel Through Flesh...

Cold steel through flesh, warmth floods over my body and serenity takes me.
I am addicted to cutting. A lot of people don't understand such addictions auomatically labeling people such as myself as 'emo'. I do not, however, feel that we can be so loosely grouped together. I don't cut myself where people can see it nor do I tell people about... (more)

Why me

Im so mad , i got ** tested for mono im 15 and im supposed to be hanging out with this really hot kid and wanted to kiss him.. BUT NOPEE NOT ANYMORE BECAUSE I HAVE MONO.

Help

Im pregnant 11 weeks today but i cant help but feel like ive ruined my life as im only 19 i have a partner though our relationship is very much on the rocks.
Im so scared about being a mother and raising a child on my own i no there are plenty of people out there who have done it but i feels so depresed all the time it dosent help when my partner... (more)

Thanatophobic

I have this overwhelming fear of dying young. I'm surrounded by people telling me that i will. Because of these people, i now secretly have a major drinking problem, and it's this problem that's going to kill me

Might have HPV (an STD that causes Cancer)

I asked this question a while back (read this first please): http://www.confessionpost.com/12432/i-might-have-an-stdor-hiv
Update: I got tested and everything came back NEGATIVE (thank god!)
But the patches and sores on my tongue have not went away since. I keep developing cold sores and pain in my tongue. I don't know what's wrong with me... (more)

This truly **

A routine CT scan is showing that me pancreas head is swollen, and I've been experiencing mild pain the abdomen. I've to wait for a week to see a gastro specialist, who needs to figure out what the ** is going on.

Erm

That I'm mysteriously so ill I don't see my friends anymore. I've been off work for three months. I can't remember the last time I used the bathroom. I throw up everything I eat and drink. My family are horribly worried about my depression. I had to leave my boyfriend. I have no home, no money and sleep through nearly every day.
I don't... (more)

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