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I drank too much last night
I drank 4 bottles of wine last night and I hate that I am a binge drinking alcoholic, I wish I could stop.
I want to be thin, I'm BEGGING for some attention
So this is me being desperate. I spend all my time on Tumblr looking up "thinspiration" and running. All of my friends are completely aware that I don't eat much of anything but they don't really say anything about it. My boyfriend says he wishes I'd eat normally but never pushes it any further. In a way, that upsets me more than the fact that I'm... (more)
I confess I have sinned
Well I had abusive parents as a kid, and they made me very unhappy. And somehow for a few times I acted like they acted when they were angry and I hit a chicken once, a cat once when she hurt my hand with her claws, a dog 3 times, and a cat. Is this unforgivable? I would never hurt an innocent animal again under any circumstances. I'm really sorry... (more)
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I found my wife is cheating on me. I saw the chat but she doesn't know that I found it. She is seeing a big guy. I saw his photos and his...
We were watching ** where this pretty young lady was giving a ** to a beautiful and massive **. My wife asked what I thought of...
Well.it was very good and like.all ** I give i swallowed. Later that night a guy came to my bunk and said hey will you let me **...
I'm uncircumcised does anyone actually like this
She gets all excited seeing me give ** and she likes it more if she can get me one to ** and one to ** her sissy wife. I love...
If I don't keep my nails short, I bury them on my back...
(Beware, I hope this confession doesn't gross you too much, Dear Reader).
I started hurting myself since I was 11. Yes, I still do. Whenever I feel frustrated/stressed/depressed/obsessed I start doing it. It all started with one tiny pimple, but I kept doing it even on the healthy parts of the skin. At the beginning it was a conscious act, but... (more)
God help me
That i am addicted to spice. there is a new drug out on the market that u can smoke like marajuana and has mediocre effects of the like. well, ive been smoking it for a year and a half. i first started when i was wrapped up in probation and cudnt smoke weed. i found that i cud get away with smoking it despite the numerous ua's i was taking. well... (more)
Fat or curvy?
I've always been a lot... bigger than most of my friends. I hate looking in the mirror everyday and seeing that this person is me. I hate wearing shorts and swim suits. My friends say that i'm overreacting, but they've never had this problem. Guys only look at me because my ** are about twice the... (more)
Confessions in a psychologists office
How have you been?
...
I've been good.
...
How was your trip?
...
It came and went.
But was it good?
Yes, good.
...
We haven't met in a while.
Yeah. I know.
Why?
...
I don't know,
...
...
Life has been busy.
The last time we met do you remember what we talked about?
No.
When do you graduate?
25th.
Of may?
In may.
...
Did... (more)
Recuring Bulimic
I just can not stand myself. I have a great family, husband and kids who all love me. We are poor as can be due to a lay off. Yet I can not seem to stop binging and purging. Day after day I find an excuse. I don't work due to anxiety and depression. Yet I will have to this summer if he can't find work in his field. It will be hard. If I just can... (more)
My parents are sending me to the hospital if..
My parents are sending me to the hospital if I go below 110 pounds. I'm 5'6" and 110 pounds right now, I don't think it's fair if they send me to a hospital if I lose a few more pounds. I'm not sick so I don't see the harm of what I'm doing! Do you think this is fair? I'm 16 btw and my doctor already suggested I go to the hospital. Ugh. THATS NOT... (more)
I'm pregnant
I'm 21, in urban India, and after all that fantastic sexual liberation for women that emergency contraception was supposed to bring, I'm pregnant. We did it unprotected, but I knew there were no infections etc, and I had already planned to take the morning after pill. And I did. Except it didn't work. So now it's been exactly one month since the... (more)
Weight
I have this problem. I want to lose weight so much and no one understand. While I'm writing this, I'm also crying. It may sound stupid, but I ** hate this feeling.
If I could throw it up, I would. But I'm scared.
I'm about a size 12/14 and I weight about 11 & a half stone.
I always end... (more)
Sixth time today
I am about to go throw up for the sixth time today. I am not bulimic. I am not bulimic. I am not bulimic, I am not bulimic. I am not bulimic. I am not bulimic. I am not bulimic. I think it may be time to re-evaluate this claim, but I'm not bulimic. I'm not bulimic. I' not bulimic. I'm not bulimic. I am not bulimic. I'm not bulimic. ... (more)
Prom!
I got my prom dress weeks ago, but now I'm gaining weight. I'm scared I won't fit in it, so I've started throwing up my meals haha. I can't gain any weight, this dress is perfect!
Weight
So I'm only twelve. And i just started seventh grade this year. I used to not care about how I looked. Never did my hair never cared about fashion trends. No makeup. Everything was about sports, friends, school, and occasionally boys...but now I've changed. I've become more girly. I'm up to date with fashion trends. Im still not into make up all... (more)
Pills.
First of all, I should mention, I'm 16, female, a lesbian and I'm bipolar and schizophrenic.
I overdosed on my depression pills last night, in an attempt to get over the depression of a heart-wrenchingly painful situation involving the girl I love.
It wasn't the first time I've overdosed.
I hate this.
I begged for God to take my soul... (more)
Scared
I have a mole on my back, I've always had it, but these past few years it's started growing, and spreading. I wasn't too worried about it until I scratched it in the shower on accident, the pain was indescribable, I feel to my knees. Two years ago I was sick, to the point where I couldn't eat a single thing, I was stuck on liquids and ultimately... (more)
Leave recovery. Lose weight.
It's what I've wanted to do since I started. And everyone's gonna worry. But I need to be me again.
Pointless
I can't leave my house. I am 27 and had a heart attack thanks to bulimia and anxiety. All I want to do is move away. That or stab stake knives through my wrists and saw until I have no more blood left.
Nothing is helping. Therapy isn't. Friends aren't. And the platitudes of strangers just make me more unhappy.
I'm not sure how I'm going to... (more)
My face is falling off! What should i do?
I tried to pierce my lip with a shotgun and my face started to fall off...
Addicted to not feeling depressed?
I was wasted all weekend and it was the only time I've felt truly at peace all month. This scares me.
What now?
About three months ago was was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis the scary thing is that i am only 18 years old and therefore below the average age. i dont feel any different from how i did a couple of years ago yet i knw that in the future everything will be different. i have no idea whether ill be able to walk in a few year or how other people... (more)
My Step son is Sick
My step son is sick. He has brain cancer. he isnt going to make it and its tearing my Husband up!!! I dont know what to do or say to make things better. I dont want to loose him either but me standing beside my husbands side threw all of this going help him get over his son's death? Will he push me away or look for comfort in someone else? I cant... (more)
I need someone to help me! Please..
I need someone to seriously help me overcome my bulimia. I've gone from 135lbs to 117lbs and I'm 5'6". I'm getting extremely sick and I seriously just need someone to get me through this, to give me motivation! I'm a 16 year old girl. I can do email or text or anything I just need help..
I Sleep Too Much
I sleep like a baby does. :[
I'll get over 8 hours, then I'll go through the day and after a while I'll feel tired. If I have the day off work I noticed I'll take a nap somewhere in the middle of the day for at least 4 hours. Then fall asleep at night and get a ton of sleep as if the nap never happened.
I eat normally and take vitamins so... (more)
I Wanna See Bones
I wanna be anorexic, ** it. I wanna be skinny like a walking coat hanger. I wanna see my bones for once. I know the healthy way to lose weight is diet and exercise, but I don't wanna be just thinner I wanna be skinny.
Diapered teen
I'm 20 years old and I'm a bed wetter. Until I was 17 I'd never woken up in a dry bed, I didn't go to sleepovers when I was a kid, or on school camps. After I turn 17 it seemed to just 'dry up' over night, it was great, I could have a real girlfriend and we could sleep in same bed without her getting wet. So that's wht I did, i got a girl friend... (more)
I'm not eating because I want to be skinny.
I'm 4'11 and I used to weigh 110 lbs. My mom encouraged me to lose weight, so I ate less snacks and I walked places. Then I weighed 100 lbs and that's a "perfectly healthy weight". But I decided I wanted to be like all of the girls in the magazines.
I made my meals smaller, but I still ate all three. I lost weight. People started telling me how... (more)
I am sick. Really sick all the time.
I am a very sick girl. I obsessively try to hide it because I don't want people to a) worry or b) think I'm a hypochondriac. I hide in my bedroom and spend 15-18 hours sleeping.
My actual diagnosis are:
Hypomanic Bipolar Disorder
Major, treatment resistant Depressive Disorder
General Anxiety Disorder
Social Anxiety... (more)
IM NEVER GONNA DRINK
My mums a drunk, I don't want to be like her.
I feel like I need to let this out...
I've had an eating disorder for 5 years and im 16. Tonight I finally stood up and wrote "no more suffering" on my scale and threw it away. I threw away my thinspo books and magazines and my razors. Im taking a step forward, I wont let a disease control my life anymore. I've never been happier(:
I physically beat myself up..
I cut and im bulimic but it doesn't seem good enough.. I punch myself until im screaming at myself to stop, I bite myself until I bleed I throw things at myself.. I don't think im good enough for anything so I have to hurt. Im a 16 year old girl with parents who expect me to be perfect.. sometimes I wish I could beat myself to death..
A crazy time
To whomever may read this.
My past mistakes have caught up with me as lately I cannot stop thinking about them. In 2007 I had just turned 18 and I did something crazy and to this day I do not know why I did it.
I went out on a date with a friend of my brothers, who I wasn't very interested in but I thought it could be fun. We had a few... (more)
I always wanted
I always wanted to be a girl. I've always been a girl at heart. I am using hypnotherapy to increase the size of my **. Whether it works or doesn't I don't care it makes me feel good
When i sleep i feel stoned like im losing my mind
Only started happening after i first smoked weed at 16 or whatever, and havent really smoked since.. But sometimes when i toss and turn at night (half awake) my mind is full of deranged thoughts like theres someone else's thoughts in my head - they make no sense and really ** me off.
Also whenever i... (more)
I hate food.
Every time I eat, or even think about eating, I have an anxiety attack and feel like I have to throw up. Food doesn't taste good to me anymore. I can maybe take 2 bites, and then I have a panic attack and have to stop eating before I get sick. Most of what I DO take in, goes right through me, due to IBS. I've dropped about 10 pounds in the... (more)