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Comforting feeling when I listen to two songs.

There are two songs that I listen to that always has a calming effect on me when I listen to them. The first one is on YouTube and is three hours of spiritual ascension music. Listening to that if I have a bad day immediately gets me calm. The second song is Eva Trout's "Soup Kitchen". Strangely, every time I hear that song, it makes me feel like... (more)

I had a bad dream. A dinosaur was after me.

I had a nightmare that a dinosaur was chasing me. I ran into a large office building and I thought I had escaped but as the elevator reached the top floor waiting for me outside the door was a small smiling dinosaur. I woke up thankfully.

Truth of existence

I love the world that God made, but living in this world is pain. I hate intrusive people, and fear death, but feel like the end is better than hope. Hope makes you want to believe, and when all that hope is destroyed, you are left feeling like a ** sucker.

"I hate america" - tweeted from iphone14

How dare you dont use my pronouns?? As a black hispanic lgbtq minor, they are.. they are... (full of tears) forcing me to.. WORK!!???? 30hours per week.. i.. i cant stand it.. my freedom my existence is under attack and whitehouse must do something about my comfort. Im sick and tired of living with other peoples decisions. or even so, being FORCED... (more)

I feel stuck

I feel stuck in my life, I'm 20 years old and I haven't achieved/done much aside from getting an associate's degree. I haven't even started working or learned how to drive and know that I need to, desperately. I can't find the motivation nor the energy to do what I need to do, I'm just stuck here rotting. I have (more)

Deliberate botched execution in Mississippi

A guy who had kidnapped, ** and then strangled to death a three year old girl was in Mississippi's gas chamber. The executioner didn't put a full amount of poison gas to immediately kill this murderer. It took twenty agonizing minutes for the child **... (more)

Fiancée secretly feeding me

When I first met my now Fiancée, I was about 145 pounds or so with abs and was very lean and ripped. Over the next five years she has fed me more and more and more openly admitted that she enjoys my new body that I have gotten. Fast forward to now I am 255 pounds and have put on over 15 inches just to my belly and surprisingly love it.

Please help-

This is something I really need to get off my chest.. so um I got jumped by three African American women and two males who where harassing me at school (four months) and I ofc did all the proper stuff like report them / ignore them/ tell Evey adult ever. And no one listened to me then they jumped me at lunch and robbed me and ripped my hair out... (more)

Saddle

My wife is also my saddle,

Being above ground as opposed to being below ground

I had to endure insults from a drug addict who said my lifestyle was not as good as his. I disagreed. He would take PCP and be on top of the world one day and down in the gutter the next. He got girlfriends but I didn't want to bring a girl into the environment with him around.
He died in 2015 I'm still alive. Who had the best lifestyle? ... (more)

Confession

REGRET......after getting married and moving several states away we settled in for a job that it would keep him there for at least 5 years...His company paid a good salary and benefits.. things were going awesome... till he found out i had an affair with a local ......he told to get out of his life..
I had a horrified time dealing with that... (more)

I miss kiwifarms

Kiwi farms is down getting DDOSed....many such cases! Very sad!!!

Missing name

Hello, I have been here for a while and it seems like I lost my name some days ago. Has anyone seen it? I need it really fast since I have to go to school tomorrow, and also I am hungry and want to go downstairs to get some snacks, and I probably need my name to do that. The name belongs to a girl, aged 18, horoscope Sagittarius, her favorite... (more)

I wish life had a reset button.

My entire life has been and still is complete misery. My parents would beat me when I was a child, my mom worse then my dad but my dad had a temper that was more then enough to make any child afraid of him. When I was at school, from first grade to graduation. I was relentlessly bullied. I would try to tell my dad but, he wouldn't listen to me... (more)

A little peace

Hello I just want to say to any who are so hurt right now, that there is peace and joy in the struggle, the people on here I see you are hurting...and its hurting me and its hurting most importantly God and Jesus he loves and cares for you...you might ask "how so?" well he laid his life down for you, so that you could be comforted in the times of... (more)

A Weird Idea for an Anime...

I'm a fan of many mangas and animes. I life Pokemon and Spy X Family. The mangas and the animes. I had a weird idea for an anime. What if there was an anime about Adult Babies? It starts of with a young adult boy trying to make it in the big city as something normal, like a waiter.
He doesn't have any friends, just aquantinces. He secretly has... (more)

I will never return to California. I live in Georgia.

Every relative I have in California has died. My only living relatives are my Uncle and some cousins all of whom live in Georgia.

Home is a place you call home

I’m planning on leaving my family to move to the Netherlands so I can find myself and find my friend. I don’t know if I should tell them when the time come or leave it as a mystery. I don’t know how to bring it up or anything. Any suggestions on what I should do?

I don't want to do anything anymore.

That's it. Plain and simple. I just don't want to do anything at all. I no longer want to listen to music, play video games, watch TV, watch movies and I don't even want to go to work anymore. And if anyone says that I should look for another job, well, that's the thing. I don't want to find another job either. I've simply got no desire to do... (more)

Many regrets that I never acted on.

I've had many fantasies when I was younger and still do now that I'm am adult. When I was a kid, I would fantasize about stabbing my dad to death. I often fantasized about cutting off my mom's hands because she wouldn't stop touching anything that was mine. I've often thought about going into my older sisters bedroom and having (more)

Caned my gf

When I was 20 I had a girlfriend who lived at home with her mum. Her father had passed away some years earlier. Her mum was quite strict with her. One thing her mom did was made the daughter wear control briefs. I had never heard of them and she enjoyed showing me and letting me feel. Her mum made her wear them because the theory was that they... (more)

I want to get a black woman pregnant.

I am white and for my whole life, my dad has made racial slurs towards many different ethnicities. Black people being the most targeted. When I was younger and I would ask him for help with something, he would respond with, "What do I look like to you? Your g*****n n****r slave?" Or, If I asked him where he got something he bought he would say... (more)

Two secrets

I worked an 8 hour shift, today, i have another one tomorrow, i get up, do as much college work as i can, go to work, get home, shower, do more college work, and try to sleep, even though i cant. i go to college every day I'm not working.
this isn't a secret, its just my routine. the secret bit is that she doesn't know I'm doing it all so we can... (more)

My PCP using friend

You were not a friend. You screamed at me for not hanging out with you when you were high on PCP. You thought I thought I was better than and and guess what I was. I had a crappy job but that was more than you had. I was not a thief like you were. I paid the rent but you tired to take over. You were a terrible person.
I was able to get... (more)

I wished I had it done year's ago

Since I had both of my ** piece,
I have now notice that my ** are more fuller and prominent and they are more noticeable when I'm wearing a Tee shirt, In some strange way, I feel excited if they are notice by people, that now I want to lose... (more)

My dad wants me to have a funeral. I don't.

My entire life, my dad has made my choices for me. When I was younger, my mom was friends with an old woman on the other side of town. One day, my mom said that her and me would spend a Saturday night with her. On the way home, I told my mom I wasn't going to do it. She said I was and I stood by my decision and said no. When my dad found out, he... (more)

I had a bad trip on drugs

The panic attack caused by this drug was so bad that I swore that if I ever came down I'd never use that ** again. It took the whole of 25 hours for me to start feeling better and the rest of the 48 hours for the feeling to go completely away.
I said never again and by God I didn't ever use a... (more)

I'm a survivor

I turned 76 a few days ago and most of my friends have died. Some looked a lot healthier than I am. I have asthma and they didn't but they died and I survived. It was mostly heart attacks that did them in. Obesity and smoking accounted for a lot of the deaths.
I don't have many years of life left but I am here and they are there. I miss... (more)

Killing myself

Am I normal? Every day I think about killing myself. A person once said to me "If there's such a place as Heaven, this is **". Maybe someday I will find the guts to kill myself. Although thoughts of suicide do not make one suicidal, well, not today.

Alone

Sometimes I think I have always felt alone my entire life.
I felt alone as a child and in my relationships, even when I was married I felt alone
When I was in the Army I felt alone, even with friends around me I still feel alone.
I have always had this emptiness, this void around me, and I still don't understand what it’s supposed to look like... (more)

Parents may know about my feederism

My boyfriend and I found out we had feederism at young ages, he found out a few years before me, and he is the reason I found out I have it. Me and him met through mutual friends, and we both were very imaginative people (we still are). The mutual friends we had liked to write and so did we(it was just writing for fun, nothing that could or would... (more)

Female Teacher Brings Girls In Men's Showers

I was taking a shower after a work out at the gym, When a female staff member from the gym and a teacher from the girls school came in with about 5 female students asking if I minded them being there, telling me that they’re sorry their have to use the men’s as the female locker room is out off use at the moment as there is a problem with it. So... (more)

Boy Scouts and girls scouts co-Ed camping trip.

Our Boy Scouts troop and a camping trip with a Girl Scouts troop. This was done has neither troop could get enough adult volunteers to do the trip on their own. Our tents were in a circle formation. With adult tents where the start and end of each group was. In the middle was our cooking area and tarts for eating and gathering together. Some of... (more)

Kill All Women

I Hate all women all they do is complain and act like Men are useless well guess what women it's you who's the problem. Women this world would be better if all of you were dead In fact I plan on making it my life mission to rid this entire planet of all women. Death to all of you.

I think i am going crazy

I always freak out over stupid things and sometimes make my wife of 20 year cry, i do not mean it and after i say it i hate myself, I sometimes think shes has an affair because she has to travel for the Company She owns part of,and she Loves me to no end but i get these crazy thoughts and they get out of control,I feel i Might lose her one Day... (more)

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