Venting Confessions

Should of just ....

A few months back, I almost succeeded taking my own life. I was so close, but of course it just didn't happen. Obviously , since I am still here. I was in so much physical and mental pain, I wanted it all to go away. So I took some of my left over tramadols and bunch of ibuprofen ( a simple Google search would of told me, I wouldn't die at all... (more)

I want help

Hey, i rlly give up. I have had the worst week. I can barely get out of bed, i have barely eaten, i'm getting the worst headaches, i've lost motivation for everything and i have an urge to cry even though i never cry. No one has really noticed, my parents work all the time and i don't want them to worry about me. I just hate it here n i wanna just... (more)

Was never racist

I've never had a racist bone in my body but as I've gotten older and particularly since the BLM movement, I've found myself with racist thoughts. Black and Muslim people never stop moaning. They come to England for a better life but try to bring our country down to the level that the their country of origin. Why do that! They're trying to destroy... (more)

** stepdads

I ** hate my stepdad. So much so I usually call him Fucktoad and have dreams about slapping the ** out of him. He actually called the cops on me three times bc of fights my family members have had. One time he legit drove me to the police station... (more)

Authors

I read a lot of fanfiction, some which contain nonconsent.
As fiction, I've always been able to tolerate such content.
However, the fandom I'm in has gotten 2 new authors earlier this year. And they exclusively write extremely graphic and horrible, humiliating ** content. Now, i believe that... (more)

I relapsed

I cut for the first time in six months and I feel horrible, my head feels like a warzone and nothing helps. blood looks nice but I hate the stinging.

Smallest summary of events which made me this way✨

2017: A ‘friend’ of mine called me names a ton of times, made me cry once or more. However I thought this stuff was normal way back when I was in Pre-Primary so
2018: idk what happened but ✨trust issues✨
2019: beginning of me questioning my existence, started getting 💧sad💧 oh some major development of ✨more issues✨
2020: ✨issues✨ and... (more)

I'm an angry and envious American. I have every right to be

I'm trying to keep my cool and mentality in check, but I can't take it anymore. I envy the life of those outside the U.S. who gets to live in peace and opportunities. Americans deserve to have those, too, but Trump Fuckity Trump and the previous presidents don't believe Americans should have those qualities. They love to watch us suffer and so... (more)

I'm not sure what to title this

I have been in a really bad place mentally recently, but I know that when life goes back to normal I will feel better. I know I will get better, and I'm holding on for that :)

Girls r mean

I am only 14 but i feel like bad ** keeps getting thrown at me. I will not go into detail about all i have been through because some is a bit graphic and it says not to talk about that. But some simple stuff such as getting picked on because of my race, my facial features and my weight has always... (more)

Why me?

I really hate men.
Why me?
When i was young my mom was at work my dad use to molest me. In 4rth grade during recess to boys caught me in bathroom and pulled my pants down.
I grew up was out with my bf at time and got really drunk and ended up with some guys house and couldn’t remember anything but knew I had been (more)

The police kill more whites wrongly than blacks wrongly

The difference is we don't riot loot and burn the property of innocent people both black and white.

It's time!!!

It's time for Trump to go, but Biden is not much better, and may actually be worse in many, many ways. We don't have good choices. Our political system stinks to high heaven. I say we should DRAFT TIM SCOTT!!!

Are we or aren't we?

Are we gonna go to war with China or not? I don't get what we're waiting for!!

** hate chavs

Why oh why aren't we allowed to exterminate chavs? Or do like they tried to do in the Victorian era, and poison them slowly. Or put them on their own island in the middle of nowhere.
Why can't we let them choke on their tracksuits or choke on their cigs?
Just wish they'd die of alcohol poisoning since they're all (more)

The psychology of Chinese animal torture

I've read that one of the reasons the Chinese torture domesticated animals to death before cooking them is to make sure the meat is flush with adrenaline. Supposedly this improves the flavor but also is said to improve male Chinese virility. So, to all you psychologists out there, amateur or otherwise, what are the Chinese compensating for? ... (more)

My transition from Male to female

As of a few months ago I came out as transgender and as of 3 weeks ago I started my transition from Male to female hormones to become my true self as a transgender woman. Since then almost every one I knew has either turned thier backs to me and when they see me out in public they make obscene comments about me causing me to cry and causing my... (more)

Majorrrr rant lolz

Im only 14, but i already feel like there's a huge weight on my shoulders. It's my dream to become a famous actress and be known all over the world, but my parents just don't seem to get it. They just tell me to stop being silly or to grow up. I'm also scared. For the future. All that is expected of me is to finish school, go to college, get a... (more)

No one likes black girls. And still dont find them attractive

In high school back then no one even liked black girls...they would never come in conversation. Its like they did not even exist. Black people were always ugly in group of 17 people i hangout with.

No one likes pale humans, no one likes black humans.

Tan complexion with dark hair up.

Karen!!

Get a life. We all know you don't have one. Stop calling the police. You are mentally disturbed

Blacks no one likes you, hispanisha are not wanted...i kno whos c

Dislike whites also...that leaves..

Bye, Felicia!

Donald J. Trump . . . . . . . . . . One-term Wonder.

White society propaganda

Nope. whites say they made USA a country and everywhere they went beautiful. More like brainwashing, using, abusing, un-natural! Peace bye.

Can't believe it, but . . . . . . .

. . . . . . . . it looks to me like Trump will soon pardon Ghislaine Maxwell, the "associate" (read "madam") of Jeffrey Epstein who went out and got young girls for him. He's been busy saying nice things about Maxwell the past couple weeks or so, and wishing her good luck. Her trial is scheduled for July 2021, but he will pardon her well before... (more)

Fed up of life

I am trying hard to look sane, wearing good clothes, imagining and projecting everything is all fine. I am saying it is ** ** this life.
My wife looks like a dumb pile of ** lying down on the bed... (more)

Special

For a few years ive always felt special. i dont know exactly how to describe it but ive always felt like im different then anyone else and my mind just works different. its like sometimes im me and sometimes im not me? some days im just my usual self but there are those moments where im someone completely different. my childhood wasnt exactly the... (more)

Wearing pantys

I secretly put my wife’s ** when she’s gone. Makes me ** as **.

Dating and relationships confuse me.

I know as a guy it's expected of me to make the first move but in high school (I just graduated) I saw quite a few girls make the first move but not a single girl ever seemed the least bit interested in me. I don't really see myself as that much different than some of the other guys who scored the interest of some nice girls. I don't quite... (more)

Im thirsty

I miss the taste of blood
I miss the smell
I miss the color
I miss it all
My own wont do anymore
I miss the blood of nikolas
His blood type was O-
It was delicious
It had a rather iron ish taste I had grown a liking to.
But its gone now, forever.
Why do i look at someone and ask myself, what blood type could they be?
I take immense... (more)

You are the problem

I thought you were a good person. I was wrong! You completely ** up anyone’s lives that come into contact with you. You ** up the kids lives, yes YOU did. Yet you sit on your drunken ** throne posting all... (more)

These idiots at work

I was 22 and these morons were 19 and 20. They thought it would be fun to harass me. I was accosted by one idiot and after the encounter, I went to HR. The HR head asked me in their presence if I wanted him to fire them. I suggested he warn them to quit bothering people or get fired. To let it go this time.
I was again accosted out in the... (more)

Making things right

How can i make things right again? I have messed up so much and lost so many future opportunities

What"s wrong?

For weeks now I been getting the same screen over and over and over here every time I log on here. I can't post or comment or nothing. Is it me? Is it my computer? Did I do something wrong? What up, yo ?

BLM **

I'm sick of people pretending that blacks are not responsible for their own actions. They shoot up children then want to claim it's the white man's fault. **! I never had anything to do with slavery. Neither did my ancestors. Quit trying to blame me for your problems.

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