Other Confessions

Racism Hatred increases when the economy is bad

I am raised American but am etnic Chinese from Cambodia. My business of 26 years is destroyed by competition from mainland Chinese. They don't pay taxes, not even the $25 city business registration fee. I am sadden to come to the conclusion that capitalism can not work for everyone. It must be a zero sum game. Everyone is angry because the... (more)

Confession

When I was eleven, I kissed my baby sitter. She was fifteen at the time. It was my first kiss and my fist lesbian kiss.

I hate Russians with a fiery passion

I hate Russians! I don't mean people of Russian decent but people raised in Russia. I fucken' hate every thing about them! russians are the cheapest, rudest ** I have ever met !! And it's not just one, it's EVERY Russian . They smell like they just got out of a swimming pool of cologne too, and I... (more)

I've returned to the closet

I used to be openly gay and proud, but after what happened in Orlando, I went back into the closet and have decided to completely renounce my homosexuality altogether and do everything possible to turn straight.
Say what you want, but my mind is fully made up. I don't feel safe being gay anymore.
This is something I have to do. My life is... (more)

Friendship

I just read this NYT article on reciprocity of friendships, decided that none of my friendships have much depth and therefore obviously I will die alone and unloved.

Amber Alerts

I don't care if some stranger's kid is missing.

Apathetic About Living

I'm not depressed, happy, or even angry. If anything, I feel tired and worn out.
There's this hollow feeling inside that I can't shake. It's been this way for so many years. I'm unable to recall a time when I've felt truly happy and content. My life isn't awful and I have a wonderful mother who's supported me and kept me going this far.
I... (more)

Am I sound like a 'weeaboo' even thought I am half-blood Chinese

I am a fashion student and one day, I decided to go to Japan and work there as a fashion designer because most of my clothing was kind of girly, cute type like the Japanese clothing brand Liz Lisa, Tralala or Ank Rouge.
I do love anime but I'm not always able to watch it because I was busy with my vocal traning. (I love yodeling, and love the... (more)

** my mind

I'm a bubbly 13 year old girl, but I have violent tendencies. Sometimes, when I'm drying the dishes, and have to dry a knife, I get this overwhelming urge to stab either my mom or dad with the knife. I'm losing control. Help.

Really not interested in living anymore

I will live, for others, but I just wish I would die pf something soon. People are so ugly. I don't want to be in this world anymore.

I want to get bigger and I need help

I confess that I am fat and I want to be fatter. When I was younger I would stuff pillows and stuffed animals down my clothes, and now that just isn't satisfying anymore. I normally wear a XL shirt but to make me feel bigger I will put on a youth large and it's so tight!
Drop me so contact info so that way you might be able to help me get... (more)

I did it again

I did it again.. I don't use razors but dull blades,sissors,pins they cause the pain and the marks fade faster so I don't get caught.. no one knows this please don't be like me because sometimes if I go at it enough...it does leave a mark and I wear my wrist band constantly...I have been doing this since I was 10 and now I cant stand my self..who... (more)

I am getting bigger

I have been dating a girl for about 8 months and when we started dating I was about 185 pounds. And she is big herself, but within those 8 months I have gained 70 pounds!! I am not saying that i don't like it, but I am bigger than her and she loves it. She always tells me that I need to keep growing. Now that I am 255 pounds my (more)

Secret crossdresser

Although I have had ** with other females throughout my life.
I found the clothes they wore a sexual turn on.
And with my first girlfriend who was also my cousin.
I used to wear her tights/** of white and her dresses whenever I could.
Although I am... (more)

Suicide

I'm giving up. I can't fight on anymore. I'm sorry. I love you so, so much, but I'm too weak to keep going and keep fighting for my life. Goodbye. I'll be gone, gone tonight.

I don't miss him, but i do

I miss one of my ex boyfriends. He was my childhood best friend. We grew up together, we got into a relationship then some issues had happened we broke up then we got together back again. Until we finally broke up and we couldn't even stay friends ever again. He recently got married to a girl who used to be with us at the same school. I hate her... (more)

Goodbye.

I can't take anymore. I'm giving up. Listen, I've fought for my life ever since I was 7. Eight years later, that battle isn't over. I wish all of my 30+ suicide attempts have succeeded. You told me to keep going. You were my best friend. But now you don't care anymore. You think that life without me would be much more pleasant than calling me your... (more)

Masturbation

Everytime i shower i lift my legs and turn on a jet spray on my ** and it massages my ** until i ** sumtime i ** my self while doin it

Why?

Today is my birthday. My ex called and asked what I was doing I replied nothing because he is always trying to be in my business; wants to know everything. He then proceeded to go on and on about how he's letting his girlfriend sleep in because "she deserves it". He made me do everything including yard work when we were together - he was... (more)

I love her.

Lindsay Lohan is the smartest and most beautiful and most talented woman in the world. I hate that she is always attacked by the media. I really do hate it, and I hate them for making her a target of their envy.

Please forgive me dear God

I masturbated twice and I used mind projection with women at work I was prideful selfish I had resentment I was disrespectful to an authority over me at work had worldly sorrow I complained to God I passed judgement and I used profanity

Fear of ghosts

I know that there is no scientific proof that ghosts exist and that hallucinations are behind most of the so called sightings. everything scientific says the existence of spooks is not possible.
Still I cannot cross a graveyard at night and I hate being alone in a house at night.
I'm one of those unfortunent people who are paranoid and... (more)

Serpent

Thinking about ex guru putting spell on my son serpent that can eat at testicles. I pray I stop thinking about ex guru cause he's crazy he would please pray he stops.

Life smokes

Once you get to know me I am a very hard habit to break ..I thought it was true for me only to realise I am so wrong . In reality it **..

I LOVE A GIRL'S FEET

I just have such a huge thing for a pretty girl's feet and I wish so much some sweet babe would rub her wonderful beautiful pretty feet all over my face and then rock me off with her pretty feet.

Storyline

Hey guys, I'm starting a manga, just for myself. So, there's a character named Maria in this, and she's VERY mentally unstable (DID, bipolar, sociopathic, borderline, paranoid, schizophrenic). She also self-harms. So are there any creative ways for her to injure herself, for the story (She's an artist)? Thanks, Kiseki.

Bow before Him!

Bow before Obama! BOW!!!

Oops I did it again

So I smoked crack last night. I'm doing it right now, infact. When I'm done, I'm going to go to sleep. I used to use cocaine every single day, but my nose is ruined in the inside. I get some great stuff, but would have to clean my nose out daily to get anything up there. I use crack a few times a week. I used to dabble in it years ago, but now am... (more)

How people are...

A womans worth is determined by her appearance, a mans by his wallet. Sad but true.

Misogynists

Should all get together, live together, sleep with each other and be happy.

Lonely Suicidal Girl

I hate myself so much I think about killing myself on a daily basis. I've always been too scared to do it because of worrying about ppl I leave behind. But today I took a step back and looked around. No one cares for me personally. So no one would care if I died. Including myself. So tonight I've decided it's time for me to take leave of this... (more)

Suicide thoughts

Many times i think of what is the use of living and think about how it would be to just end it. when I was younger (I am in my mid 40's now) i was still enthusiastic and energetic about life, new experiences and doing wonderful things.
the more i have learned about how corrupt the world actually is we live in, and I mean full blown corrupt... (more)

Forgive me

I have killed several small animals by pinning their arms and legs to sharpened sticks I have made, and break each bone in their body with my thumb and forefinger.

Weight on head

I avtar got weight on head thinking of kaam with kutha thinking of breathing heavily thinking of decaying spirit no honka no weight no thinking of bucha kaam

I want to get addicted to drugs. I'm Embarrassed about smoking

I am 16 and I want to do drugs like cocaine, smack, etc, I want to get that 'high feeling' and I don't care abut the consequences. Tobacco isn't enough I need just anything that is stronger. I want to get addicted.
However my mum caught me smoking and I was just so embarrassed about it, not getting caught but actually smoking. I don't know why... (more)

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