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No hope ?

I was betrayd by those who I LOVE. Now I SEE NO joy in nothing. I'm just skeleton who walks near people. I died inside. I'm not a kid who falls in love thirteen and says ahh love it hurts me. I loved that person soo much and she betrayd me :/ the secret is that I tried to commit suicide. The worst thing about that. That even after a year I have... (more)

Desperate

I am an eighteen year old female student in England. I have been in a relationship for two years today, I am studying a subject I am fascinated by at a university I love.
I also have undiagnosed depression.
I cannot go to a doctor to get help because it would have implications for going to university, I am making myself physically sick because... (more)

Lies! Lies! They're All Lies!

I lie to protect myself. Some people say I seem enigmatic. I'm mysterious cause I don't even know myself. I'm a walking lie and there's absolutely no soul in the universe that I don't trust. I even lie to myself. I guess appearing "mysterious" is a nice perk. This image is all I have and cling to. The moment I lose it is the moment I will kill... (more)

I AM SORRY

I am sorry for everything that I have ever done from birth to present day. My life has been nothing but one big failure in everyway possible. I am an embarrassment to mother, father, aunt, uncle, kids, grandkids, neighbors, co-workers, and even god. That is if you believe in that type of thing. Which I do not. If there was a god he would kill me... (more)

My Girlfriend likes to sleep in my bedroom..

It all started when my Girlfriend was so tired and possibly sick. We came from school and training because we were Varsity players. That night, she was so sleepy and floppy that i was worried and took her home. When we got there, there was no one in the house. So I let her sleep before I leave(Her parents know i'm her boyfriend and trusts me... (more)

@ the mall.

I've been thinking of a guy I just saw at the mall the other day. Me and my friends were walking out of a store when he approached and said " my friend likes you. " he smiled and walked away. He was so cute :3 I hope to find him again.

I have to do this......

I am bisexual...........wow that felt good to say. I havn't really said it out loud because there is noone I can say it to. My parents would pretend to be understanding but then get into a big arguement with eachother about what they did wrong when they raised me and then they would sit me down and tell me that since I am bi I should just stick to... (more)

Whered you guys go

All my real friends are gone they all moved away or are to busy to just hang out and talk. 2 are whipped by their girlfriends and the other transfered schools now im all alone surrounded by people who pretend to know me, but are nothing more than aquaintances all my real friends are gone and i wish things could be like last year and we could just... (more)

Total Failure

Three days ago, I tried to kill myself for the second time. I wanted to cut my veins, but it hurt, so I got a bottle of wine and started drinking (thought that it wouldn't hurt as much pain if I did so). I drank so fast that the bottle was empty within minutes. I was crying and was about to break the bottle to cut myself with the glass, when I... (more)

Uhhh

I want to off myself because I hurt the person I love most. I do not deserve to be alive. I'm a monster and I belong in the dirt, where I can't hurt or be a burden to anyone anymore. Please let me kill myself already.

The Pictures

You have the box of pictures of your life. She's in it. I'm not. We don't have pictures like that. When I see them, it reminds me of how much I'm not supposed to be here with you. She is. She is the one you're supposed to be with. We'll never be as happy as you two were. You'll never have any real affection for my kids like you do hers.
Why... (more)

Confused

I'm 16 yrs old. im a girl
i had ** w/ my sister a hundred times she's 19. and still doing it.
i gave my brother a ** when he was 7 and i was 10
i tried stripping online w/ an unknown person.
i watch (more)

I only wanted 5 minutes

It's well known I've suffered with depression since my mid teens. I've always been the go to guy to give advice or support my friends and family. I've listene to stories ranging from death of parents, ** and self harm. Recently I've been having bad thoughts and every person I've spoken to has been to... (more)

Pending failure

As I read the categories here, I realize that I may have a confession in every category. Throughout my life, I can claim little success. My Modus Operandi is to wait until disaster is about to alight until I take any action. It is only recently and, after the passing of my 4 month old granddaughter that I have done anything of value in my... (more)

Changed

So everyone says I've changed but not in the good way... I feel like I'm disappointing my loved ones because of my bad habits but they're too fun to stop....

Please Someone Help Me With This...

OK, So I am a Senior in high school this year and i am so confused on what to do with life after high school. I know my parents want me to go to college and would be BEYOND disappointed if i didn't, but apart of me wants to break out of this shell i have and break the simple cycle of life and become an actress. So what, what should i do? Go to... (more)

At the end of my rope

I try my hardest to make people think I am a good honest person and earn their trust to make up for the fact that I really think I am a horrible human being. I don't deserve human interaction. I am a manipulative, awful abusive person.

Dang

That I have not been living my life as a Christian man should. I have been ** like crazy, i dip all the time, and i haven't been getting in God's Word like I should be. When i was 12 i molested my 8 year old cousin. he is now 12 and i am 16. since then i have become a Christian and my life has... (more)

Confessionnn

So i love this guy to death but my ex keeps getting in his face. i dont know what to do my ex thinks he owns my life still.. and the guy i like thinks so too. We like eachother but im not sure if the guy i like Wants to date or just get some hes a total sweetie but idk anymore. i dont know how to trust I live in Canada so Idk my ex wasnt handsome... (more)

Fatty.

A few days ago, an old Russian guy snapped his fingers at me while I was serving a table and said "Fatty, over here." I didn't know what to do, so I listened to him and then ran into the kitchen and told one of my best friends. Two guys overheard. One started cursing up a storm and went to get our boss to kick them out, and the other was trying... (more)

Confessions.

Confessions, in a nut shell.
I love to **.
I do so every week.
I love **.
I love anime.
I love spanking.
I hate dogs barking, and want to strangle or beat them.
I want to believe in god.
I don't think I do.
I avoid church.
I am fat... (more)

I don't want to be the quiet kid anymore.

I am a 16 year old kid in HS. I am too quiet nowadays. About 4 years ago I closed my self off from other people for the most part and have become awkward. I lost so many people that I never wanted to lose. I miss so many of them. People tried to get me to talk and I just didn't really talk so eventually they stopped talking to me. I don't want to... (more)

I wish I wasn't me.

Nothing ever goes right. I will never fall in love. I am ugly. I am dumb. I want to die.

Holy

Even though I'm an Atheist, I light those candles to the Virgin of Guadalupe, because it comforts me to pretend someone listens to my prayers.

Suicide

I think about it all the time.. I've been obsessed with it since I was 9 years old when I was getting molested and **. My wife told me today that she wants a divorce, I feel more and more like doing it every day. I already have planned out how I'm going to do it but I just have not gotten a date. I... (more)

Crash

I hit a car today when trying to park. I then went and parked on the other side of the car-park and didn't leave a note. No one saw me.

Going home for christmas

A few months ago I moved in with my now ex boyfriend. We have decided to continue to live together despite the break up. I recently I told him I wasn't going to my family for christmas because there was a good chance I have to work but the truth is that I am terrified that he will change his mind and make me stay there.

My bad

I text and drive.

Im thinking about running away..

What should I prepare for?

SHUT THE ** UP!!!!!!!!

I truly hate coming to this website and reading posts about people then in the comments there's stuff that says " go eat ** you lying **, FAKE!, dude your messed up, go see a theripst you need held 138" it angers me. We come to this site to confess the... (more)

Only thing for me

Weed is the best hands down. no other high compares.

Once is too many but a thousand is never enough...

I don't know what time it is when I wake, drenched in sweat, my skin crawling, alternating chills, gut wrenching nausea. I'm holding back bile rising in the back of my throat. My insides are twisting, churning, burning. My skin is ice cold and fiery hot at the same time. Every bone in my pathetic, tattered body is aching as if I'd been kicked down... (more)

Yeah so i hope someone reads this

I feel so empty. im thinking of killing myself. im just real sick of it i mean i cant even open up to anyone and tell them how i feel and belived me iv tryed. my perents dont care and my bestfriends to busy ** other guys to even give it a second thought yet she wont get of my (more)

I needed to post it somewhere...

I just can’t do it anymore.
I lost my step dad.
I lost my sister.
I lost my best friend.
I basically lost my life.
It’s been nearly a year, and I’ve been doing so well with that fake smile of mine, but you can only go along for so long before everything hits you all in one go. I can’t live like this. I have no trust in anyone any more. I... (more)

I want to be emotionless

I don't want to have emotions. I want to be emotionless or emotionally numb. Sometimes I try to be emotionless but my emotions just get to me. I try to listen to depressing songs to make me emotionless and I try to not care about anything. I just feel that if I'm emotionless, then nothing can affect me,nothing can hurt me. I don't want to care... (more)

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