Venting Confessions

Other people's lives.

Sometimes, i wish i was obama's daughter,famous, gay,super talented, a vampire, a mermaid, my best friend, my mom, my dog, anything or anyone because you can only live once, and i don't know what kinda of life i wanna live. then i realize, no one else will ever live my life, and i feel like the luckiest person ever.

Just you wait.

So I’m sitting in the KH lab and I decide to take a break from the overdue homework I’ve been completing, and by completing I mean doodling along the margins of the worksheets. Honestly, to anyone else this may seem like a typical classroom situation. And in theory, it is. There’s the group of girls, sitting around the teacher questioning her... (more)

Bad memories about my wedding

One friend make something for my wedding and I thought it was a gift until two weeks afterwards I received an invoice. Wow, had no idea it was going to cost that much.
Also, my best two friends made me chug two amaretto sours. Why they thought that would get me drunk in two minutes, who the **... (more)

Addiction....

I am 19 years old. I have been on my own since I was 11. I had ** for the first time at 14. I have been smoking cigarettes for 6 years. I have been doing cocaine in large doses daily for the past 4 years. I OD for the first time when I was a freshman in highschool. I have been stabbed twice. I have been... (more)

Why would i want to forget.

Every day I find myself thinking about those nights... the two nights you ** me. the two nights i fell asleep confused, and hurt. the two nights that will haunt me forever. You said you loved me ... and because of you, i can tell when people are lying a lot more. & for that , i do thank you... but... (more)

Trying to hold on

I just turned 18. my best friend committed suicide 2 months ago. most days i want to follow in her footsteps, we talked about it a lot. that sounds ** up, and i guess it was.
i love the rest of my friends, but i feel like all theirlive's are moving while im stuck in this black hole i cant get out... (more)

Happy?

I feel truely happy for the first time in two years. I should be glad, right? But I keep wishing myself to be miserable, because when I was I wrote some amazing poetry. I wish I had my gift back.

GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE LOSER!!!

You think they had that party to spite you. Maybe they did but it's so silly- the FIRST thing you did was assume they were doing it on purpose to spite YOU. Maybe they were celebrating- celebrating the fact that you're out of their life for good. And why shouldn't they? What did you do that was so great? You're so blind- you think you're God but... (more)

My life

I am blessed in many ways i had a baby born very premature weighing only 2 pounds at birth. and she survived and not only survived but has no health issues and lives a wonderful life now 5 years old and goin to kindergarden.. but i feel as tho since i was blessed with that (which that is the most important thing to me)i am not blessed with... (more)

Depressed and confused

You won't take me to a therapist because you say you can help me just as well. Yet,you literally don't talk when I'm venting to you. Your being selfish. Get me the help I need or I'm leaving you next week. I love you.forever.

So..

I have already gotten used to the idea of us being over, I cant go back now. Lets be best friends. i love you, but youre not ready. Lets wait. Lets live. And reunite in the future. I love you

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Paradox

My customer service job makes me lose faith in humanity.... However, I am studying to be a therapist........ I hope I get over this!

i hate my life

between my job and my family i just want to kill myself... but i wont do it because ive gone through a loved one comitting suicide and i couldnt do that to anyone.,,
i just want to quit, i dont even want to get out of bed anymore.
my job is too demanding, allways keeping me busy it leaves very little time for my personal life.
my wife is... (more)

How could you?

That was supposed to be the most AMAZING night of my life. It was my 18th birthday, we were going to see my favorite band, I was with my favorite girls, and we were heading to Detroit. Everything was amazing. Until you decided to get completely wasted after the concert. You know I don't drink and that I hate alcohol with a flaming passion. How do... (more)

Scared to leave

I don't like leaving my home town because of the town's fire/EMS service...compared to other neighboring communities my town is tops...I'm scared if something happens when I am in neighboring town that I won't be taken care of properly

This is.

I am 20 years old and I am an alcoholic. I get it now. I cant feel good, or nothing, without drinking.

I'm angry

It's nice how when you don't want life to change, it does- RADICALLY. When you hate where you are and the people you're around, it's the same unending **. Like life can't stand to see you happy for one ** second. I have so much rage. Like- leave me... (more)

Why?

I just want away from him. I just want some financial income and stability of my own. If i had that, he wouldn't be such a ** to me. That's all I ask for. That's all I pray. But no. No, why should I not have to suffer? After all, nobody else is feeling the pain, so it can't possibly hurt that... (more)

You've forgotten

You may hate me but you think I won't go where I'm wanted. Someone out there wants me. And that'll ** you off, wont it? Just like a man- hate it but don't want no one else to have it.

I am Conk

I have conked confessions.net hard, the admin dude blocked the word conk so i now have to resorted to pseudo forms like c0nk, c.o.n.k etc. sometimes i even Tonk the site. -Conk The Hagaber

It was my birthday...

I am 22 now, over a year has gone by. on my 21st birthday i wanted to take out my friends, i was going to buy rounds of drinks. i even skipped going to a meeting with my team to take you guys out. instead you wanted to get weed, but i am not mad at that. In fact, i really didn't mind that. i was fine with giving you a ride to pick it up, just... (more)

have you noticed?

White trashy people always get insurance money? Either from someone dying or getting hurt at work or getting into car accidents or slipping in peepee at the Meglomart?
They always get this money then they go buy Camaros or campers or jet skis or motorcycles- but they never get their hair or teeth fixed?
I'm not being snotty, I'm genuinely... (more)

Descending into madness

I feel guilty about not making any money and helping you with the bills. I want to. I want to make so much money I can pay you back and GO HOME. But nothing is working. Everything is going wrong. WRONG. I think about it everyday. The stress is killing me. I'm asking God what is up his ** and why... (more)

Annoying Housemate

I have grown to hate nearly everything about my housemate. I actually hate talking to her, I hate even being in the same room as her and every little thing about her irritates me.
I was secretly quite smug when her boyfriend dumped her because she always used to gloat about having a boyfriend to me when I was single and now its the other way... (more)

fat

i fee like such a fatty all the time. i weigh 126 and im 16. i hate being this way.

todays d day

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkkkk !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just cant handle this ** anxiety anymore !! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Horrible

I hate you, mother, for keeping a ** in broad daylight for me to see.
I am addicted to using a ** and use it whenever no one is home.
I hate you, mother, for not finding out, and if you do know, for not confronting me about it or throwing it out.
It... (more)

I'm bored

I'm bored. When I'm bored I drink too much. The is a lot of alcoholism in my family-- my husband knows how I drink and doesn't think I'm an alcoholic but I worry I might become one. I really like chardonney. I could drink it all the time. I never drive when I drink even a little and I get "drunk" once or twice a night. I'm an elder's wive at our... (more)

This will be a long one!

I hate my sister. Not even in a sibling rivalry, sort of angry, type of way, I mean I REALLY hate her. I hate everything about her. She is a selfish, self absorbed ** who doesnt deserve the air she breathes. I wish I had never met her and I cant wait until I can get away from her and cut her out of... (more)

I can see why people kill

I work hard all day. Not just at work, but at home, at every moment during the day. I try my best to make everyone happy. When I can't make people happy, I get complained to. I get it in the neck. And I feel so despair that people can't just work together and get along.
And it frustrates me to the point of madness. Quite often I daydream... (more)

hate

I HATE ALL PEOPLE.

I h8 my stepmom so dam much!

dis ** getz on my last nrvs all da tym...!God dam dat fat azz **! I hope she dies! duck her!Da onlii reason my dad mariid her cuz bcuz Of her fat azz! I MEAN she wud ask me ly da mos stupdest questions she already know da ansa 2 and dat shyt b gttn On... (more)

WASN'T THE CANCER

My mom died 2 months ago today.
Everyone was so sad that after battling leukemia for a year she finally passed away.
She fought so hard they all said at her funeral.
Guess no one knows she told me she wanted to kill herself the day before the found her dead on the couch
I am 17 years old female, recently homeless
I wonder everyday why i... (more)

Erik Taylor is a **

Erik Taylor is a **. He should be locked up forever

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