Venting Confessions

No one gets me

No matter how hard I try to come out of my shell I just can't, when I do I get hurt. Only a few people know the real me and know about the skeletons in my closet. Every boyfriend I have had runs away when they find out how I can't shake off my past, how I never have a good day, and how little things can crush my mood. I have only been in love once... (more)

Other people

I know that i rant too much, that i argue what words are defined as, that i get upset so easily, that i can't handle being picked on, that it overwhelms me. Right now i feel like i can't do anything right, that everyone is out to get me. It seems that people just can't let others be happy, let them enjoy, that also there must be sarcasm and... (more)

I want to be pregnant...

I really want to become pregnant. My husband and I have been married for 3 & 1/2 years. We have been trying for over a year. I know it's normal for this to take time, but I am really becoming frustrated. I am beginning to hate people around me that have children. I especially despise all of these teenagers who act so rash about having (more)

You make me angry

I hate how you talk ** about me. you call me a pig. you call me a ** fat **. you say i live like a ** piece of (more)

My sister's new boyfriend

I am the oldest of two sisters. We're as different as there can be... But we've always looked a lot alike. She's a lot more outgoing and social than I am, goes out a lot and has many, many friends. I am shy and smarter, rather stay in watching documentaries or indy films than go out. I read a lot, so I talk about things that many people find... (more)

The Devil can be defeated

Recently i confessed one of my many sins. I have no Church to go to, I have no Pastor to talk to. So i found this site and i thought that I would recieve some positive feed back from true God loving individuals . There are people that are so miserable that they pray off our confessions , They try to make u feel bad , make u feel wrothless but... (more)

Talking to my friends crush

I am talking to my friends Crush. She doesn't know and if she did she would kill me. He started hitting on me first and I just went with it. I know its wrong but the part of him ** after me makes me want to keep talking to him.

Everything!!

Since 5 years of age, I've been bullied to suicidal point. Through primary school I was a loner and hated by all. From year 8 to 10, it became worse. I was even bullied by the teachers for being an "attention seeker" for cutting from depression.
A few months ago, I found out I have many mental issues which include; manic depression, high anxiety... (more)

My heart hurts

I'm not normally a lovey-dovey type of girl, and normally I'm perfectly stoic and composed. But I'm so lonely. I've never had a Boyfriend or girlfriend and I'm bi. I've got so much love and no one to give it to.

Scarred

My father was a drinker. one night he goes off crazier than usual. My mother gets the kitchen knife to defend herself. He doesn't like that. Not. One. Bit. So, me watching, he takes the knife to her, laughing while he does it. He turns to me, and he says, "Why so serious?" He comes at me with the knife, "Why so serious?" He sticks the blade in my... (more)

Smokers

I hate smokers. They make me sick. I just want to see them suffer. Thinking about hurting smokers makes me feel great.

Best friend

My best friend kissed a Japanese exchange student who was here for a week. He "did it for her" because she showed interest in him and he didn't want to let her down. She's back in Japan now, she sends him letters. He doesn't think what he did was wrong. He didn't tell his girlfriend.

Rude

I was rude to a person who was a customer. i just didn't want to be bothered. she comes into my work and asks if we have these books. i am not barnes and noble i don't care about others readings list if the book is that important order it on line or go to a library that cares we don't. she filled out a customer comment card and i pulled it out... (more)

MORONS!

SHUT UP! If you are one of those mother-fricking-morons who write comments saying how much of a frickin moron that person is, please just go freakin crawl into a hole and die, you moron. Simple as that.

This is going to hurt

I know you don't understand and you probably won't. I'm afraid to tell you because I know you are going to be very upset. It is going to rip you apart inside and I'm really sorry for that. I just want to be single for a while.
It's not you, your a fantastic person. Your so sweet to me and I really appreciate that. I'm just not ready to settle... (more)

I don't mean to complain

Honestly, in many ways my life **. My dad's a drug addict whom I never met. My step-dad and mom are both bipolar and emotionally abusive. My step-dad also is a cop and treats me like a criminal any time I'm even the slightest bit out of line. By slightest bit out of line, I mean the one day I got... (more)

People.

I hate people sometimes. Like, honestly. I wish I could turn all people into something harmless, like goldfish.....Not really, but still. It's usually just this stupid ** that people get over obsessive about. Like, on Facebook. When girls do that stupid "Truth is...." stuff, there lying lie, all the... (more)

Alone?

That i feel alone and lifeless. The only way i seem to enjoy my life is when im getting wasted and hook up with guys. Why do i need that to feel complete? Sometimes i get into a really deep depression but no one knows, and i have thought really bad thoughts. I recently contemplated cutting myself.. i don't know what is wrong with me i should be... (more)

You can't handle the truth

That I am utterly sick and friken tired of having to try and me sooooo nice to everyone especially my two sisters when NO ONE appreciates me for who I am.
Being around my sisters feels like 3's a crowd and I'm just some kind of chaperone or tag along. What the ** is going on!?!?! I am your f@cken... (more)

My life is a mess...

I am a 16 year old girl and sometimes, when I look in the mirror, I hate myself. Not because I'm ugly or anything, I just can't believe that I've become this kind of person.
I smoke and drink regularly, at least a few times a day. I only go to school at most 2 times a week. I have 17+ tattoos and 24 piercings. I lost my virginity at 13 and have... (more)

Racist Parents

I'm a 16 year old Asian girl. My parents are the traditional conservative strict Asian parents. They expect me to be a good girl that gets great grades and gets into a good college. I live in a very hispanic neighborhood with a very low graduation rate and my parents expect me to outshine the hispanics in terms of grades.
My parents are... (more)

WOW... Really?

Today started out great ad turned deadly. Me and a couple of my friends smoked some mojo, for those who dont know what it is, its another form of weed, just legal. Anywho i dont recommend smoking it after what happened to me today. This kid i was with was tripping ** it and ended up punching a 4... (more)

I feel so alone when I'm so angry

I can't stand the person who lies to me, pretending to be good- while twisting my patience until it's pure hate. Do they know they are the way they are, or just too bullyish to care?

Tired

I'm tired of feeling unimportant. It ** to wake up every morning knowing I have to face it :/

My Life Is.. Pathetic

First off, before I even start with any of this, I do actually want some type of attention from this, but not in the way of "PAY ATTENTION TO ME, WOE IS ME, PITY ME". I.. need help. I think. I'm 16, fat, I don't think I'm attractive, I'm lazy, and I live in a trailer park. There is NO privacy here whatsoever, I only have half of the education I... (more)

My English Teacher is INSANE.

She told me I would make drama club. 6 parts, 7 people. I was the ONLY ONE WHO DIDN'T MAKE IT. Why? Because 3 FREAKIN YEARS AGO I TOLD HER NEPHEW I LIKED HIM. Today she told me she really likes me as a student. WHAT THE ** IS WRONG WITH THIS WOMAN!?!?

Friend wants more

18 year old guy, for the past 90 days an older friend of mine has been after me to let him ** me. Two weeks ago on a saturday night I gave in and let him, and ever since then anytime he comes around he wants more. When I let him he says why do you try to put it off, you know you like and want it. He... (more)

Just a vent

I've been depressed for years. I've taken alot of bullcrap since forever. I've been bullied, verbally abused, left alone, physically abused, and **. All things that I can't vent to anyone except online people about because all those things that I listed above were acts done by people I trusted and... (more)

Stresss

My crush never went away. it's been three years. nbd, just high school. also, i reeeeaaallly want to find a decent formal date. i've never gone alone! :(.

Mid-life **

...that if it were not for my college courses going so well, I'd have nothing really going for me, and would consider the sweet final release of shooting myself in the head, rather than waiting for death years later all alone.

You're outta my leauge

That in the beginning i was really excited to start a new school, but once we all got to know eachother, i realized that at this prep school all the girls are gorgeous, all the boys are hot, and that anyone who isn't will never be in a relationship.
Teagan
Thomas
Calvin
Harry
all like someone else... (more)

I hate my business partners

I had this business partner who I made some investments with and in the crash of 2008 he lost a lot of the money. That's not the hating part. Its how he acted after. Now hes broke, and I understand he has to survive but now I find out he travels all over the place and is living pretty well and when I ask him for help on the investment that I took... (more)

My fault?

Last night around 8, I got a call from a friend I always thought was a bit on the annoying side. Despite not doing anything particularly important, I didn't want to talk to her, so I didn't answer my phone. She called two more times consecutively, which only made me all the more determined not to answer, and then she stopped; though annoyed, I... (more)

FML, why even bother? :-)

I used to think that being in this marriage, I would eventually kill myself but somehow make it look like an accident. If I could make it work, then the kids would be financially set, life would go on, and I wouldn't have to suffer anymore. I dreaded going home, because what would I be coming home to? I think sometimes that we have to play with... (more)

Why can't I stop

No one knows. The constant struggle I feel. I feel completely out of control. I hide my true feelings from everyone. I have to be strong, but I feel like dying inside. I don't know what to do. Why must I binge and binge and binge. Then I think of my next plan. I decide to either take laxatives, starve myself, or throw up. Why am a cow? Why can't... (more)

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