Venting Confessions

You.

I miss you.
I need you.
I love you.
I just want you to notice me
and need me like i need you.
i need you to show me that you care and love me.
I need you to Not ignore me.
I know that I start fights.
But so do you.
I'm sorry .
but i just want to die right now dear.
I love how you think i need a life.
I have one.
I just need... (more)

What I'd love to say to my 'friends.'

This was something I almost posted on Fb tonight, just because:
You have no idea. How do i even consider you my 'friends'? I only add people i truly know on here Fb, yet non of you know me at all. None of you know how hard it is for me to get out of bed everyday,How hard it is too look in the mirror and NOT want to cry. NONE of you see my... (more)

People i hate

Today at lunch i sat with my freind's table. and there are these two girls who are special ed and they are or were best freinds but now the girls at my freinds table told M to say some very mean things to girl S then they stared arguing and the girls at the table started laughing at them like it was some kind of comedy show and when i tried to fix... (more)

So I Thought.

I told my therapist that I was over him, because I really believed it. And then I ran into him at the store and forgot every reason why I stayed away from him in the first place.

Im awesome

Im so awesome... im a 16 year old white male and im graduating from usc. i graduated from high school when i was 12. i have a girl friend and i had ** for the first time yesterday and im going to medical school next year. i am suprisingly normal looking for a nerd. im probably gonna become a surgeon... (more)

Bad girlfriend

I cheated on my boyfriend now with my ex last year and recently I've wanted to break up with him because I want to get with my co worker. My boyfriend wants to marry me but I really want nothing to do with it. If I broke up with him he would pretty much die.

Fearing My Diagnosis.

Ever since I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, I've lived in fear that no one will ever want me because of the stigma attached to my mental illness. It always scares me to think of getting close to people because I'm afraid that when they find out what's wrong with me, they won't want me anymore.

Living

The only reason I'm living is so I can talk to my best friend and to listen to My Chemical Romance. If I couldn't do either, I'd kill myself. I don't feel happy enough to go through a day. When I do those two things I rebuild myself a bit

Open letter to Camila Grey of UH HUH HER

Open letter to Camila Grey of UH HUH HER
Please be assured I mean absolutely no disrespect whatsoever and I am actually a huge fan of UHH.
So back in 2008, UH HUH HER toured Common Reaction twice and were always well dressed and in fact, Leisha Hailey said in interviews that she was trying to get Camila Grey to dress up a bit more since they... (more)

Possibly depressed

Right now i feel like i've hit rock bottom...so many times i've sat and thought about driving flat foot straight into a tree
i feel like i'm crying nearly every day
i hate my life
i have no real friends they're all friends of my bf
i havent had a best friend since year 4 someone that i can tell everything to
just when i think i'm starting to... (more)

No father

I'm adopted and don't have a father. I've never met my sister, and always cry on father's day. I'm 16 and have no hope of ever meeting my real dad and sister. I met her through facebook, but I don't think she wants to meet me in real life. I hate my birth mom, and everyone else. I don't get how god can be real if he (more)

Tattoos do not mean I'm "sick"

Seriously, for one: being masochistic is not a mental disease, it is a fetish. Pain is stimulation of nerve endings, just like pleasure.
I'm not saying I find the process at all pleasant (except for the aftercare because I LOVE the smell of my anti-bac soap). I think some people do, whether or not pain is a sexual preference for them. The... (more)

Really?

You like to quip about how my children were 'raised by a woman'. But that's right. They were RAISED. What did you do with your kids? NOTHING. They're pigs and they have no sense of anything. My kids cook, clean and handle themselves. What do your kids do? Make messes, ** up everything they touch and... (more)

I'm scared

I'm scared and upset. I don't know what to do, everything about my life is messed up. I'm failing my GSCE's at school, I feel like a ** when I'm still a virgin. I'm uncomfortable with my body and hate who I am inside, family problems and school problems. I want to be a better nicer person but no one... (more)

Married, Paralyzed, Cheating

I’ve had multiple sexual relations with other men since my husband has been paralyzed. We have one child together. We don’t even sleep in the same room; taking care of him is more than a full time job. But I have needs too. I am only 36; I can’t even go on vacation, since I have to be here for him and our daughter. Was it so wrong for me to cheat... (more)

So wrong

No matter what I say to people, I always think I'm wrong. Ever since I was little, my mother always told me that my opinions, thoughts, feelings, etc are wrong. Mom always told me to save money for a rainy day and always complains that I by is what I want but I actually need. Today, she dragged my father to the baseball stadium, when parking was... (more)

People sometimes ** me off.

I hate the fact that people just LOVE
stupid crappy drawings of anime characters.
Don't get me wrong , I like anime but seriously.
I can not understand WHY people just
frigging go crazy over simple drawings
THAT I CAN TELL WHERE CLEARLY TRACED.
Even if they aren't traced they still
look like the person who did it
just looked at a... (more)

What a big brave man you are

You say don't bring it up. You say 'quit holding it over your head'. It's not like you forgot my birthday. You hit me, you hurt me, you broke my things. You threatened me, you gave me an STD, you lied like a **. But you get all offended if I have rage at you for it because for some reason... (more)

That was new

Last night was the very first time I ever thought of getting the gun out of the night table drawer and blowing my brains out just so I could make these thoughts stop and I could get to sleep.

OK, so there's this totally crazy idea nagging me...

For a Green Day comic book.
Let me elaborate a bit, and just start off with: I used to write Green Day slash fanfiction (I'm just not gonna explain what that is... look it up). Also: I was not raised very religiously, and (THIS, I believe is human nature, to picture a person guiding them) sort of filled in the other side of conversations (in... (more)

I know what I'm doing

I hate it when people press me, asking me if I'm really "okay". No, I'm not okay sometimes, but I never want to burden them with my troubles, and even if I'm past that, it only makes me feel vulnerable and I hate it. So don't worry about me. I'm a big girl, I just need to buck up. I will do what I need to do so other people don't get dragged down... (more)

My ears are ringing

I should have quit why I was ahead. It's not worth living for anymore.

Craigslist casual encounters is ruined

I've put multiple ads on craigslist in the m4w section of casual encounters. Anytime I put an ad up I always get contacted by a bunch of gay guys and a few ** women.
I think one of the worst cases was I got a message from a guy who went to my high school. yep, he sent a bunch of dirty pictures too... (more)

Mask is slipping

Whenever I see my ex and her new boyfriend together I want to kill myself and everyone around me. Its amazing that nobody's noticed how insane I actually am, I'm looking at serial killers for an art project, I constantly joke about dark stuff and I can look at people who've been cleaved in two without flinching.
You'd think someone would either... (more)

I'm not "normal"

I don't know how to be happy and interact with people my own age or anyone for that matter. I find my self on the outside of the realm of actually living and am more like a silent observer. I really should figure all of this out or... go batshit crazy and drink and get high off my **. Yeah, option numero... (more)

It's bad enough already

I constantly fight with my mother and she calls me an ungrateful litte ** every time she gets the chance. When I tell her that I'm moving out she starts bashing me and tells me to go to **. I have a lot of resentment and anger toward her because when I... (more)

Here it goes...

I'm in my senior year of high school and already feel like **. I am always stressed out with work and then stupid ** has to happen that sets me back and makes life a thousand times more complicated. There are days when I really wish I could disappear... (more)

I am feeling like blah...

Today wasn't cool in school. I'm feeling a little defeated. I swear, these kids are making me doubt the human race in general, like there isn't a kind person on this planet! I know there is though, and I'm trying not to get too discouraged. I love my life, and I am truly blessed. I just gotta talk to God. Every night I've been praying, I've fallen... (more)

I REALLY wish I didn't know !

I WISH I hadn't discovered that website that lets you know if someone is lurking in invisible mode on Yahoo Instant Messenger. I wish a friend of mine HAD NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT IT.
There is a man I'm hot for, crazy about, and he's my long distance lover. I get very very VERY jealous and feel threatened when I know he's on YIM lurking invisibly... (more)

Its ok to hope ur dead

I think my dad might if killed himself but I don't know because he has locked the house. The only place I can sat this is here but I've hoped for years he was dead. Maybe that's my way of coping with a suicidal parent for nearly a decade. Who knows. All I know is that I don't feel angry or hateful towards him, I just don't want anyone to suffer... (more)

Ok so...

You treated her like **, took everything she had away and held everything over her head because why? Because it felt so good to do it at the time? You thought that was the way it would always be and that's how you both would live forever? And so when the situation changed- as situations do because... (more)

Guitly.

I feel so guilty. :( I lied twice today. I am also hanging in the wrong crowd at school. : / I need to pray.

I Don't Want To Be Her Friend Anymore.

Dear, G.
You'll never read this, but I don't want to be your friend anymore. I'm a Christian and a "good girl" and I love being that way. I don't care if anyone in school may think that I am uncool for that reason. I love being a good girl. You're my polar opposite. We literally have nothing in common. All we talk about is your "relationship"... (more)

I cant do anything about this.

I have 3 best friends 2 are girls and 1 is a guy. Ive known him for almost 10 years of my life. I started falling for him 2 years after knowing him. I have such deep feelings for him. I just cant do anything about it. I've been in relationships with guys but still felt attracted to him. I've watched him be with girls who he thought was absolutely... (more)

Horrible.

I ruined my friends marriage, I sent some compromising photos of myself to my friend, His wife found them and they're now filled for divorce.
I feel horrible inside, and I cant take anything back. I wish i could. I would give up a month of my life just to take back what i did. I never should of flirted with him or agreed to sending him... (more)

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