Other Confessions

Cutting

I WANT TO CUT MYSELF! IT's been 1 and a half years since I've picked up a razor but I feel the need to do so tonight. I cry all the time. I hate my pain.

I told my mom ..

Don't be surprised if you wake up and im dead tomorrow. i wish i had the ** to kill myself. i wish someone ** cared. i wish

I'm only 14, and i'm starting to think about ** a lot more. i feel like i can't even control it. i feel so nasty and guilty, for even thinking about it, but i feel like i can't help it..
i'm supposed to be the good child, you know? and now i'm thinking of.. (more)

Thanks but no

The look she gave me spoke volumes. It said "Look Mr. Older Married Man, I appreciate that you think I'm cute or whatever but I'd really rather you *didn't* take a picture of my pert, adorable bottom with your cell phone and post it on TheCHIVE." I guess she gets that a lot. = )

UGH

So we have only been dating a month but I am pretty sure I am in love with you. I also want to just fast forward to see if you are "the one" or if I am wasting my time. One last thing... everyone around me has kids... and are married... I just want that too... I want to be pregnant, have a baby and a supportive boyfriend/husband... will that ever... (more)

I get it now

She is the one you miss. 'The love of your life'. And yet between your family, friends and neighbors that I have talked to, not a one has anything nice to say about her. See, when you and I started, you two were at the end of it. I liked her. But I didn't know very much and I'm starting to get a clearer picture. The 'love of your life' was a no... (more)

My life

I am a stranger to my self i dont know who i am i just want somebody to love me im 17 year old guy in high school i have no friends all i do is play guitar and write songs thats all i know im so lonely at first i thought i was strong for staying isolated with just me and my thoughts
My songwriting is better when im alone isolation makes me a... (more)

Kid found dead in the creek

Today on facebook I saw that a lot of the statuses said R.I.P and then a message about this kid. I got worried and looked him up. I never talked to him but I recognized him and my heart sunk. I know its only natural to feel horrible after reading that someone in your town was found dead by the creek but I have felt to empty to cry ever sense... (more)

Fun for all

I love ** and do it all the time... i especially like girls to see me and or watch... i get so excited....i go to webcam sites where ** is allowed and ** on cam looking for girls to watch me.... (more)

I am a compulsive gambler

I really need to get something off my chest. I recently moved back to my home state from Las Vegas because while living there, I developed a serious gambling addiction. Gambling is not legal in my home state so moving back was a way to get out of the casinos and reconnect with family and try to live a "normai" life. It worked for about a year... (more)

Guilty? Not at all.

I just kicked my pregnant cousin in the stomach. She's seven months along. Well, she was. :D

Skipped the wedding

... I ** up. After agreeing to be a brides maid, i ended up skipping the wedding. I called the bride the morning of the wedding and lied, telling her that I could not stop vomiting so I was going to the hospital. She figured out the truth a few months later. I ordered my dress very close to the... (more)

Sudden Depression

Well its like 8:45pm right now its Saturday 4th of June , I was feeling like normal earlier and then I always talk to my friends on msn I always have alot of fun into talking to them everyday . And its just Ive always felt ugly about the way I look and that I wanna change the way I look and My life is (more)

Scared

I've long been excited by the thought of **, and while I'm not proud of it, for the most part I've lived with it because those thoughts never strayed outside the setting of me alone in my bedroom -- i.e. pure, nonthreatening fantasy. Today that changed, subtly but profoundly. I was hanging out alone... (more)

Attention **

I drive a 2000 f350 7.3 powerstroke that has alot of mods and is chipped. Before that i drove an older F350 diesel dually. All my life i have driven diesel trucks. I know alot about diesel engines and engines in general. Im a girl. A attractive girl at that. A few years ago i had no interest in learning about trucks, i always found boys that drove... (more)

I want to die

I have never felt so down in my life
I have a very strong urge to kill myself
Today has been a day that just makes me want not to continue.
I feel just like killing my self, I have never felt this before.
I feel that no matter what nothing can chear me up, I feel a void so strong that keeps pulling me from the inside of my chest.
I have to... (more)

Tired.

I feel like i have no love. specially since my mom tells me in a achoholic and a drugie and i haven't really done either. i drink a lil . she has no idea. i have never done drugs or took to many. yet she took all the pills away. i get sick to much. she doesnt care. she told me she loves my brother more and threatens to hurt me alot worse then she... (more)

Darkness

I tried to commit suicide in december after my husband beat me and left me but at the last minute chickened out and called 911 and said it was an accident... and now i'm in love with a man who hasn't filed for divorce from his wife even though they've been separated for two years or more. i don't know what i'm doing and i know i can't stand to... (more)

Trust

I hate this family. Especially my mom and brother. There's no ** trust around here. And I have to deal with that every single day! I tell them the truth where I'm going and what I would be doing. But It seems like what ever I say or do they think I'm lying. I do my best in school and I also give... (more)

Fallout Life

Sometimes I wish I could live in the Falllout 3 world. And no, I'm not some 30-40 year old living in her parents basement.
But I just get excited when I think of the possibility that one day during some magical stormy night that my controller will get electrecuted and I'll be warped inside of the game. Any game really though; like Portal or Team... (more)

I have a low self esteem. Oh boy.

Nobody thinks I do, but yeah. My esteem is so low, I'm high-fiving the floor. I guess it's because I don't feel pretty. I mean, I know I am, and everyone else thinks so. I know, I'm not fat {113 lbs ** YES} and I'm average height {5'4}. So I'm not hideous. But I've always ALWAYS been the friend... (more)

My Deep Dark Secret

My younger sister is my daughter, and I have a black son the same age.
I walked in on my mother and her black domme doing this whole lesbian ** thing. She had me mount mom and her, and mom didn't object (or maybe she did, she had a ** on)... (more)

Stinky

Last week i went to starbucks, i went into the girls bathroom, locked the door and turned the water off on the toilet so it wouldnt flush. A really pretty girl went in there and took a **. After she left i took the ** out of the toilet and sniffed and... (more)

Larry raymond campbell 2

Im confessing that i was your bestfriend for 11 years told you everything trusted you allowed you in my life to such a level ill never allow anyone else i honestly truley cared about you and the sick thing is i know you still care about me to i know you still think of me and wonder well ill fill in the blanks for you did she love me...? yes will... (more)

I'm Happy

When I'm sad

Terrified!

I am absolutely *terrified* of the ghost from the movie "The Grudge." It freaks me out really, really badly to the point where I'm having trouble sleeping. I haven't seen the movie, really, just bits and pieces. That's where this all started. And what's worse is that I find the story behind the movie to be really interesting, so I think about it a... (more)

Lonely

Im 34 & im disabled (im in a wheelchair) , ive never had a girlfriend, the fustration is realy getting to me,ive been in love with one of my bestfriends, but shes in a relationship , a couple of yrs we got realy close & it got realy intense, but i didnt act on it, now im wondering have i missed my chance, i realy wish i could meet someone & love... (more)

It's my birthday.

And I'm spending it alone.

The only reason

The only reason i'm shy is because i am scared of people. I hide myself behind my crazy freinds because everyone eles misjudges my being sassy as being a ** and i hate how people react to my adittude. But i refuse to change how i present myself out of fear of loosing myself.So i keep myself hidden so... (more)

I can't stop thinking about this guy

I'm a nurse at a hospital, and this doctor comes to the hospital every blue moon(every couple of months) on his off days, even when he doesn't have patients on my unit to stare at me, or touch my back briefly to say hi. This has been going on for about a year, he even secretly had me brought to a unit that he frequents just to stare at me, and... (more)

She's gone...

I've been trying to get pregnant for the longest time.and when I did, I thought I was the luckiest person ever. Then she stopped moving... now ever night, I have the same dream. Its of my dead baby girl. I love her so much I will never be the same without her. rest in peace Ivanka.

Severly Depressed

I have been so sad latley. It all started a month ago when i was let go from first practicum, that set me back a year from graduating next spring. i had this whole plan in mind that i would be done school in 2012 and get married and have a job and make a good life for my kids. it has really made me feel like giving up, another thing is that I cant... (more)

Oddly >.<

I talk to alot of guys on the internet more then i should. I realize I only do it for the attention because i have none i dont get any at all >.>. i suppose i do this because of the pressure of being me a teenage girl in the type of family i have. i feel that i have to do something at a certain time or ill be left behind. My sister has had quite a... (more)

I'm 25 but no one knows that....

I've donated at least $35,000 since graduating undergrad in 2007 while I had $80,000 of student debt. Paid off all my debt in 2.5 years. I live in one bedroom in my parents' house. People poke fun at me...but have no idea...

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