Venting Confessions

I just want to be normal

Everyone thinks I'm this huge success story. The truth is, I just replace one bad habit or behavior with another. I may be sober - but what does that count if I'm still hurting myself?

I'm sad and I keep it a secret because the people i talk to don't understand and the people I want to talk to are unavailable. My best friend in the whole wide world is happy with her boyfriend and I feel like I'm burdening her when I'm always complaining about how every guy I ever get close to always (more)

A decision that will haunt me for the rest of my life.

Last night while house and dog sitting my family's beagle, i was sitting at the kitchen island with a friend, playing video games, while the dog laid curled up at the foot of the fire place - her favorite napping spot in the house. during a lull in the gaming i walked over to get her a rub and to check on her. as i approached to stroke her she... (more)

Woooow I hate myself sometimes.

There's this really hot/perfect guy. I'm talking perfect everything. And my friend who's kind of on the chubby side likes him. All three of us hang out sometimes, and it's like the best thing ever! She always talks to me about how much she likes him, and all of my friends are like "aww they'd be so cute!" and I'm like "I know right (:" But... (more)

** everything.

What can i say? things have never been so swell for me, one day you wake up and figure "** IT" what's the point in this life? We are all controlled by unbelievably sick people. Everyone I know goes away in the end anyway. The bullet in a gun is just a fast-forward button, Grave sites are the dramatic... (more)

I am an artist?

That I am an artist. But no-one reads my blog. I've not has a single sale at Etsy. No one cares for my work...

I hate myself

I hate myself. I hate the way i act, the way I treat other people and the way I look. I just get so disgusted with my behaviour. I act like an easy ** to guys and I can't help it, i'm just so lonely all the time. I wish that I could change so many things about myself and the things I do. For some... (more)

Valentine's Day

I'd like to send you a Valentine's Day e-card, in memory of what we were to one another, except I'd be too tempted to vent all sorts of things on you about how much pain you've caused me, and are still making me feel. And you ? You won't send me a Valentine's Day e-card because you're a total **.

All of you

I confess that I want to meet every single person that posts on this site. Not to judge, but so that I KNOW that these are real people like me, and not just some people posting fake stories to get people off... I mean, I know most if not all of them are true, but I want to SEE them... all of them... because every. single. one. of these... (more)

This website ** ME OFF SOMETIMES

I confess that I keep trying to write comments and I get these stupid errors and IT ** ME OFFF......... SOMEONE PLEASE FIX IT thank you :D

Not gonna go

I never want to go to Hawaii because he was stationed there for five years. He ** all kinds of ** and an admirals daughter on some lawn. How the ** could I ever be as good as that? Can't be done... (more)

Loser confession lol

I must say if you haven't read the confession "little big guy" you needed too lol. I think the guy who wrote it is funny cause he's a **!!!! Haha what a ** little ** he has lmao!

I want Black

I am a 40 year old white man and I am very attracted to black women! I have never been with one but think about it all the time. I like all different kinds of black woman and dream of them all. I know alot of white women fantasize about black men. I hear alot once you go black you dont go back. I wonder if it is true for white men. I love black... (more)

*how much is enough?

I love my boyfriend because of the things he does for me... I stopped loving him a long time ago.. the only reason I stopped its because he has really bad tartar build up on his teeth. hes bottom teeth have changed color and his breath is horrible... we sleep together on the same bed and his drool stinks horrible. ive told him several times about... (more)

Love me already.

Your the person I always talk about. Your the one I dream about at night. Your the one I want to be with all the time. Some day I hope you feel the same way, but right now I'm not sure what you think. I want to believe that you have feelings for me too but I can't be too sure. The last thing I need is to get hurt over you. I mean I broke up my... (more)

Life is an utter disappointment

That I often think about whether it's worth continuing with this lunacy that is my life. I am utterly disappointed in my daughter and my wife. It was my birthday, and they couldn't keep it together long enough to make it even to the cake and song, and I am now at birthday+1 and my gifts are still wrapped in the dining room and we've been picking... (more)

Just getting rather tired of things really

So this isn't a rather dramatic confession like everyone else's seem to be. I mean it's not really a confession as such because everyone knows really. But I feel I need a bit of a vent.
So I'm in love with one of my closes friends. And he knows that I am and all of my other friends know I am too. But he is so evasive! He avoids the conversation... (more)

Can you hear me?

I want this chocking feeling in the back of my throat to disappear. I want this head throbbing to stop. It's like a roller costar of emotions. Almost like I can't just decide what I want. it’s been so long I feel like I’m crazy for caring still, I just want to stop, but I know if I do I’ll shut down again. I’ll go to 'sleep' and what if I never... (more)

Pretty much the worst things ive ever done

When I was three I went to the river behind my aunts house with my abusive cousins friend and we threw rocks at floating stuff and we accidently hit a crocodile and when it started to swim to shore u just ran and didnt look back amd i still dont know it the kid is ok or dead it is a weight on my consionse for all this time i am fourteen now. Being... (more)

Drug Abuse in Front of Children?

So I don't know what to make of this situation, maybe you can help me.
Well a few years ago I was in a relationship that was extremely serious and I was let in on his family secrets. His parents were divorced because his dad started doing meth. Eventually my boyfriend at a young age (15) began doing meth with his father (and selling it too) in... (more)

I just want to be thin

So that I'm worth something.... because I'm not worth anything more than this shell.

Blood.... I just want to see some blood

My blood of course.... noone elses.... the exchange the payment for my mistakes.

Unhappy

I am one of those people that was supposed to die young. Except I didn't. I was supposed to be that girl that died in High School that everyone looks back upon fondly. The one that went before her time. I never planned for life past the age of eighteen, because I never thought I would make it past eighteen. Now I have a (more)

Why?

None of my ex-girlfriends are on facebook... why is this?

I want to be independent

Im 21 and I have a two year old. She screams all the time and she is violent. She attacks me randomly. Im home with her most of the time. If you could call this home. We stay in a weekly apartment rental. Were staying here until we can move for my boyfriends job. Hes being promoted. Meanwhile Im struggling to go to college and now I have to... (more)

This is just weighing me down.

That i hit a parked car and didnt tell the owner. so if you are out there i am sorry.

Exams

I really don't want to make my exams. But they already start in 2 hours. I don't feel nervous, but I don't feel completely relaxed. God, I just want them to be over

** You Too

I'm hurt that you've turned into such a **, but if that's how you wanna be, go a ** elsewhere. I'm not playing your ** games anymore, and I'm not dealing with all your (more)

My sanctuary

Okay...here goes... I HATE MY LITTLE BROTHER! MY ROOM IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY SANCTUARY, BUT MY LITTLE BROTHER IS ALWAYS BREAKING IN, EVEN IF I'M IN MY UNDERWEAR GETTING DRESSED!!! Dont worry, tho, I finally told him that he would get in trouble. He'll still break in, tho...No advice, please. Just fed up...

Zelda Obsessed

I believe i am obssessed with the Zelda games.i can quote almost anything from one of the games and i am a quite comprehensive scholar on the history, techcnology, architecture, government, and everything else of ancient hyrule and termina. it has been kept secret for years,and im starting to get sudden urges to save money an get me a master... (more)

It's true

I cut myself because it feels better than crying.

PMS at work

I don't know what it is. This is the easiest day ever at work. But everytime I hear one of my customer's voices I want to scream!!! My manager isn't here today and I don't know why I haven't been doing ** and not caring but I better get my act together and do something so she doesn't find out... (more)

I secretly don't trust white people.

You would think that in the city that I live in, that I'd me more fair minded.
I secretly do not trust white people.
Growing up I used to be open minded, but the older I got, I started discovering how evil white people can be behind closed doors. As a non white person, it hurts to hear white people call you "(more)

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Enough of in laws

That I would like most of my hateful in laws dead.

Rejection

I'm a 17 year old girl and I'm depressed and I have finally accepted that. The reason though is because I don't have a father/father figure in my life. My dad lived in another country for more than half of my life and the desire for a relationship with him left a long time ago. This year, I've been talking to my p.e teacher and he's been giving me... (more)

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