Health Confessions

I'm slowing become cold, evil, and disconnected

I confess that I've let life win. I've let the normal hardships that plague all of us that live comfortable, first-world lives beat me, and now I'm letting them change me as well.
I'm a young man of 19 and a very devastating, very painful and very disastrous break up this summer was the last straw for me. I'm a first year student in a top of... (more)

Depression

I'm a terrible, horrible person. I forgot it was my father's birthday. I've insulted my younger sister a number of times. I think about ** at least once a day. I engaged in sexting with a guy whom I barely knew. I'm not grateful enough. My father keeps calling me "weird" and "stupid", even though he does... (more)

Cutting

I like cutting myself and the scars it makes. It first started out of curiosity then habit and now euphoria. I get a high and I often catch myself smiling while I do it. I do it when I'm sad, bored, or just plain lonely. I wear sweaters everyday to hide my disgusting self. I often catch myself thinking of what a boyfriend would think if he saw it... (more)

Not again

I had suicidal thoughts for the first time in several years a few nights ago. I'm wondering if I should tell my boyfriend or not. Or anyone for that matter. I don't really feel depressed. Just worried, and overall I think people would be better off if I didn't exist anymore. I guess that is a pretty depressing thought. Hmm...

I'm a nut

I was diagnosed schizoaffective about 10 years ago. I've just accepted it, there is no cure and I don't know if I wanna be on meds. I maintain a good job. I'm a good person and its like an on switch in my brain I can't shut off. I wish there was a cure : (

Asthma Fetish?

I feel weird confessing this even though I admitted it to two of our friends last night and couldn't fully explain it to them because I didn't know how. My boyfriend's asthma turns me on. I don't know why, it's been like that since I first met him. I call it a fetish, but it doesn't apply to anyone but him.
I don't know what I like about it or... (more)

Exile all with aids & herpes

I wish we could get rid of aids and herpes. if we could get all people with aids or herpes and send them to africa and keep them from infecting the rest of us healthy people. or if not exile them we should make all people diagnosed with aids or herpes get a tattoo on their forehead saying herpes or aids that way people could stop it from spreading... (more)

Truth about weed you dont know.

Time to educate the children who are misinformed by 1970`s statistics. there are 2 types of weed called indica and setiva. indica is what gives you a body high its the weed that makes you sleepy and ** if your with a girl. setiva gives you a mind high it will put you in good humor and makes you have... (more)

When there's no one left

I'm trying to hang in there. Trying to survive these last couple months here. You know that feeling when you were a kid? The one when you were still so afraid of the dark, but your also so tired. Suddenly it doesn't matter if the monsters under the bed come out and kill you. Doesn't matter if you wake up in the morning alive or not. Alls thy... (more)

Ednos.

I have an eating disorder. It's tearing me apart. I'm pushing away my loved ones. I'd tell someone if I wasn't so fat. If it wasn't working. But it is.

Meh.

I can't vomit when I stick my ** down my throat, but I still try because I feel like an even bigger disappointment if I don't.

I've been wondering for a few years...

I've been looking up the signs on the internet, and I think I have schizophrenia. I show all of the signs, and I've had really bad breakdowns during the last year. They say it's hard to diagnose, so I don't know where to go to get a diagnosis. I'm so scared. :'c

Hmm...

The reason I remain skinny is because I have irritable bowel syndrome, and food generally runs right through me. I use this to my advantage, and sometimes eat foods that I know will upset my stomach.

Sick?

I think i have some sort of serious disorder... I have passed out multiple times for no apparent reason, after feeling light headed. I was almost always in company, and except for one time always made it to a private place to lose consciousness. I usually lose my vision before i pass out. I have never discussed this with anyone, though it has been... (more)

I Am So Hungry... lol

But.. I have been stuffing my face like a cow for the last week, sooo, now it's time to fix it. It still ** though, I won't have any real food until Tuesday.

I took 3 vicodin

And feel like complete shittt! My head is swimming and I cant stay awake.. Helpppp! what should I do to get rid of this feeling? Yes I did it to get high but not this high...

How skinny is too skinny?

How skinny is too skinny for a 15 year old girl? I'm athletic but I'm 5'5" and 120-125 pounds. Should I lose weight or do guys like girls my size?

I need an ana buddy..

I'm 15, 5'5" and about 120-125 pounds and I'm a size 0-2. I want to be a complete size 0 or a 00 and I want to be 105 pounds or less. I really need an ana buddy to help me do this! Anyone interested??

Purging

That after almost every meal for the past two years, I throw up. I think, it'll be alright to eat because I'm just going to make a trip to the bathroom afterwards and get rid of it all.
I stick my fingers down my throat and just get rid of everything in my stomach.
Did you know, when you throw up your eyes tear up like your body's crying for... (more)

Its a way to deal

When things get super hard, I turn to perscription drugs. I know this can be bad, I've had family members destroy their lives over it. But I lost my job a while back- just cut backs- nothing my fault, and I keep getting told I was "our second choice" for jobs. I've got a college degree, I'm a well qualified capable person- what's wrong with me?... (more)

Sick

Rheumatoid Arthritis Stinks!!!

Check-up

My doctor is a young woman, I had to go and have a medical because of my life insurance my sister came with me, I had to fill in a large form, detailing my health issues, medicines and operations I've had, then she said OK let's start your medical, and she told me to undress down to my knickers, (her words not mine), my sister helped me undress... (more)

Help me...

I'm a 15 year old girl I'm bulimic and I'm depressed. I put on a smile for everyone but really, I'm screaming out my lungs on the inside. I feel like I'm falling apart. I used to be a "good" person. Now I'm sneaking around with guys double my age, doing things I shouldn't, coming home, binging and purging, then crying myself to sleep. I want to be... (more)

Quiting Cannabis

I've been a serious abuser of cannabis for the past 10 years and told myself that using cannabis has not been affecting my life. It was hard for me to see considering the state that I live in has a casual attitude toward the use of cannabis. I also haven't realized the affect because I started smoking cannabis in my early 20's when I had nothing... (more)

HELP

I pull my hair out and i dont know how to stop

I Want To Get Clitoral Reduction Surgery

I know it sounds CRAZY, but it's a real thing that a handful of plastic surgeons offer.
To be honest, I have a very large **, and although I think it helps make ** very easy for me, sometimes they're a little TOO easy, and I have sensitivity... (more)

Pornstar

The only reason I want to lose weight is to have threesomes and become a ** star. I'm 300 pounds. xD

Please help.

I'm so scared. I'm a fifteen year old girl and I found a lump-ish thing on my **, what if I have cancer? Please help.

I can't tell my family.

That I only have 3 years to live. I have developed a brain tumor that will kill me and cannot be removed without complex issues. In the mean time it will slowly strip me of control of my emotions making me unstable. To avoid bankrupting my family, I ** them all off and they kicked me out of my comfy... (more)

Worried of the unknown.

For the past few weeks, have been having a steady feeling of acute uncomfortableness in my low abdomen. Not sure what's wrong, have an Ultrasound in a few days.

Please someone save me.

I can't get close to anyone like I once was, I feel so depressed I'm afraid all never be close to someone again. I get so scared I panic and want to die. Please someone help me. I'm scared

What if?

What's going to happen to my body if I hang myself? Can someone please explain them in details?

Why is perfection unobtainable?

Nothing tastes as good as feeling skinny. I am an overachiever. In school I am in an all honors program and have an A in all but one class. When I starve myself is when I feel the most accomplished. I want to be skinny. It kills me to see what I have to see in the mirror. I am 5'7 and 117 pounds. I am embarrased of my weight.

27 and

I feel depressed, i'm sure why.

Life

I miss my eating disorder; it made me feel less alone.

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