Venting Confessions

I'm sick and i might do it...

My life...
it feels like i'm not good enough for my family. it seems like no matter what i do, i'm never good enough and never will be...
i'm also kept at home all the time and i'm stuck in homeschool... i want to be independant and go to high school, but it feels like when i take 1 step forward, something happens that makes me take 100... (more)

No one listens, but please hear this

I've come to the realization that I hate all of my friends. Every. Last. One. I hate all of you. You are all so self-centered and disillusioned that you border on mental disorders.
What do you want me to say? **, what do I have to say, that will make you listen. No, listen. Really listen. Not... (more)

IMaginary Family

I hate my parents so much, I've made imaginary parents--Moira and Bert- and whenever my parents yell at me for something as small as my hair color or clothes, I pretend that Burt and Moira are hugging me and telling me how they accept me as I am and that they love me.

** I used to know

I despise the thought of you. I was the one who took your virginity, and now you're going around boasting your sexual prowess? Just because you finally grew into your looks and you're now subtly attractive doesn't mean you can treat me like dirt. I liked you when you still wore glasses and didn't know anything about clothing. I liked you when you... (more)

One fed up band geek....

I am seriously fed up with people.
Yes, we are band geeks. Yes, we are nerdy. Yes, we dance in the stands, sing out of tune, play wrong noted occasionally, sing the other team's pep songs, cheer for the wrong team sometimes, hope for a home team loss on occasion. But no, what we do is NOT easy. What we practice is NOT a walk in the park. We... (more)

I'm torn....

You're my Best Friend, but when I talk to you (mostly on Skype) you make me feel the worst. I can't stop being friends with you, because I still love you and you are still someone I can talk to, but when you tell me your problems, it upsets me because to me, there small problems and I would die for your life, body, talent, opportunities, etc. Also... (more)

this , man.

I am so ** aggravated right now, it's not even ** funny. I am in high school right now, and this ** is hard. The works great for me, and all. But my best friend (more)

I have no idea who i am .

I have many friends , many admirers . . but no one who who i am . i pose a different personalities just so everyone is satisfied with me . and ive done this so much , that i dont even know who the real me is . im lost in my many personalities . ive touch with the grip true me . they say be yourself , and the people that really matter will accept... (more)

Freedom? can't breathe metaphorically

I truly wish i knew and understood what freedom is.i am angry with no outlet no agency no power.

Cant let go

I had gf for 8 months we was good together i felt like had found my soul mate but in february a day after vday she broke up with me and told me things werent goin right. then she told me she was cheating on me. since she has told me that i have not been able to get over that. we have tried being friends but that dont work cuz i keep bringing us up... (more)

Seeking perfection

On my journey to perfection i found the road unstable and i find myslef...i dont even know myslef .IM ** HYDE RIGHT NOW!

Remembering 9/11

I didn't care bout 9/11. I was ten years old and had no idea what the world trade center was; I had been to New York once, a million years ago, and didn't know anybody who knew anybody who knew anybody who knew anybody in New York.
My reaction was something like, "Oh, a bunch of people died? A bunch of people die all the time. A bunch of... (more)

Whining unmarried chic at work

I am so tired of listening to this Indian constantly whining on Fridays, about the weddings she has attend over the weekend. How she is the only one who is not married, blah, blah. Non stop whining, I can't take it.
She is frustrated, because she has no boyfriend, and not getting laid on a regular basis. I hope this weekend some guy (more)

My cousin is a **

It happened almost a decade ago, I was set up by my cousin, and I will never forgive her.
So this cousin of mine does not get along with my wife, and whenever she comes there is always some drama. This cousin of mine, is also a big ** tease. Has huge (more)

Sometimes I hate these people...

I'm a teenage girl, and have been struggling with a serious health condition since birth. Genetic disorder.
I also have a mood disorder, and have been through many personal traumas in life that caused severe depression for me a few years back.
I am everyone's crying shoulder. Everyone's rock. My friends rely on me for support, guidance, and... (more)

Either way, either way

I'm a 16 year old girl, like several of you. I'm not super attractive with a perfect body, like several of you. When I was in 9th grade, I cut a deal with my friend Daniel. Every lunch time I'd sneak out of school and he'd exchange a can of whisky for a **, or anything he wanted really. And in... (more)

Am I invisible?

I dated this boy in my younger days. We were perfect for each other and I loved him with every inch of my heart. Plus I was very much so in ** with him. We eventually broke up because he's never been the type able to settle down. I hated that he gave up. I hated him for giving up on me. A whole year... (more)

Everything a girl could ask for.

I have everything a teenage girl could ask for. Amazing Family, a job, A M A Z I N G friends, and just a wonderful life. I have, and STILL do, think about suicide.

Suicide

Ive been having suicidal thoughts life just seems to hard im not emo i just dont wanna live anymore i tried already swallowed 3 bottles of tylenal but it didnt work i jus dont know wat 2 do anymore

Stuck up Indian chic!

What's up with this Indian chic at work, she is desperate for a boy friend, but won't ** ** or spread her legs to take one. To make matters, she is becoming chubbier by the day. Her ** is becoming big!!

Why I Hate the Police

I hate the police...
5 months ago my ex boy friend showed up in my dorm room (completely sober) and beat me up when I wouldn't have ** with him. He then proceeded to hold me down and use my body. He left me crying on my bed but when the tears fell away I went to my campus police, wrote a statement, and... (more)

I am insecure

I am so incredibly insecure and nobody knows it. I'm 5'1 and I weigh 105 and I KNOW that it's not fat I know it's a good weight, but I always want to be skinnier and I am constantly comparing myself to everyone around me. I want bigger **, a better **... (more)

I'm **.

I'm prettier than Nicole. I weigh about 30 pounds less and my ** and twice as big. What do you see in her?

Lonely.

Im a young asian girl. my dad used my mom for ** when i was young child he used too come too the house ** her right in front of me and then go back too his wife and kids. When I was 10 he pinched my mom ** a few... (more)

AHHH

I met this guy(T) freshman year and we didn't really get that close but we were friends. During sophomore year we started eating lunch together with other friends and we started to get know each other a little more but nothing romantic just a friend getting to know another friend.
A new girl(J) transferred to our school and we had a class... (more)

Need advice!

Well its not really a confession but its something that has been bothering me for a long time. Recently i found a condom and video camera in my brothers closet as well as an ipod filled with **. I didnt mean to look but it was just there. He is 27 years old and still lives at home with no job and no... (more)

The spark is out.

I've been happy before. TRULY happy, I have been. I remember what it felt like to just wake up to the sun, and smile. What happened? Life happened. Have the obstacles became more secure, or have I just became more weak? I want to go back. But we all wish that at some point.I'm truly a terrible person now. And I wish I wern't. But, I am.

I'm... (more)

See things you dont

I can tell your writing style from anyone elses. It's like knowing it's you from across the baseball field. Ive seen you. Quit stalking me. Were through.

Unfuckingbelievable.

You know, all I ever want is for everyone to be happy, and look how far that ** has gotten me. I bet my mom probably thought about abortion. I wasn't even ** planned man. I get so ** at her, and then I... (more)

Bullying

(Please excuse my English. I never worked well with tenses, and have a limited vocabulary. I may not be able to convey my feelings well, but I will try my best)
I am instantly attracted, always had been and still am, to individuals that is separated from a group. The quiet ones. Both men and women, that vulnerability showing from their... (more)

Tired

Im am not ok.

Hurt

When i was 9 my uncle use touch me in area's i didnt like.even though i didnt like it i never said anything to anyone not even my mother. now that im older i cant help but feel dirty and sick to my stomach...i still cant figure out y they did that to me.:(

Should I tell her?

So a couple of months ago I met this girl and immediately made friends with her, she was new to my school. I was so comfortable around her and was able to joke with her which is unusual for me since I'm a very socially awkward and shy person. It didn't take me long to fall head over heels for her but I think she likes another guy, but at other... (more)

I lied

I'm not okay.

I have no reason.

On may 16 I started cutting. It feels so good. I have been keeping my cuts a secrect from everyone. I'm not emo i'm goth actually. Lately i've been getting depressed. The crazy thing about my cutting is that I have no reason to. My childhood was great. Never been **. I love my parents nothings going... (more)

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