Friends & Family Confessions

Why is That?

What do you want from me?
You order me to do things on a whim, then get angry when I ask why.
I'm not even trying anymore. I'm never good enough for you. And I'll never be. So there's no point in making an effort. I've been making an effort my whole life. Nothing's changed.
But of course, you get mad at me for doing that too.
I'm trapped in a... (more)

Trying to replace memories

When i was 8-13 (MALE) i had a best fried called peter(MALE), as we were little we see eachother in our jocks, sleep in the same bed (some times), and see eachother naked while changing
As time went by we slowly separated and i changed schools and i have a new best friend named Daniel that i am even more close to. But seaming as we are now 15... (more)

Abuse

About a week ago, my best friend of 12 years told me that her father had been physically abusing her and her sisters since she was about 10 years old. All this time, and I'm the first one she's told. I have no idea what to do, as she lives halfway across the country now. I just want to be able to be a good friend and help her out.

My mom

I hate it when my mother touches me. When she puts a hand on my shoulder, even though I know it's just her showing that she loves me, but for some unknown reason, it makes me cringe. I don't enjoy hugging my mother, even though she's only shown me love throughout the 20 years of my life. It just makes me uncomfortable.

Friends of the friendless

I'm just running out of ways to tell myself "It's okay." I've pushed so many people out of my life to the point where I'm struggling to handle anything on my own. I've pushed myself so far from everyone trying to achieve what I thought was right for me but now I'm not so sure and falling so quickly to the end of whatever rope is left. Too many... (more)

All about LIES.

I'm Confessing that its has been a while now that I've noticed every little thing that i do i tend to lie or end stressing the truth about. I've been living life dealing with these sorts of predicaments since when i was about 13-til now, as an liar. I only lie because i either don't want to be in the mix of a argument with my parents or making... (more)

Its hard

Sometimes I break down. I'll be doing something and think of how we use to make jokes about silly things. It's the summer before senior year. You should be here with me. Planning our road trip, having sleep overs and staying up till 5 am. Why did you have to start doing drugs. They made you depressed. Why wasnt I supportive, why wasn't I there for... (more)

Please drive into a ditch, you crazy **.

My sister in law irks me like no other. What a negative blob of h20. Somebody throw some holy water on that woman.

I hate my female cousin.

I hate you because you are dumb, you never gave a ** about me, you never payed attention to me when I talked to you. I'd rather save my male cousin (No **, lol) than saving you from a fire, I'd rather go to Six Flags with my other cousin than going with... (more)

Im lost in all of it.

Im speachless. I cant find words to express my thoughts. Everything is differnt. Part of me is missing, and i dont know if it will ever be found..You were my bestfriend. My other half. A sister to me. I cant belive its gone. You ment the world to me. I couldnt stand the thought of anything ever happening to you. I feared more then anything the... (more)

Best "Friends"

Im sorry T and C.... all i do is ** things up... i sad things i didnt mean. I apologized and you accepted them.. but you never apologized to me. I dont know if this is selfish but what you said hurt me too. I deserved an apology. "C" you always talk about how much you hate hurting people but you hurt... (more)

MY "BEST-FRIEND" IS INSANE.

My so called best friend is a total idiot.
We've had some great times together but in the full view of things, she's not worth a second of my time.
She creates problems with the people around her that are so easily unavoidable, and then ** and moans about them to me. Her problems include... (more)

My Brother In Law's A Perv

I hate my sister's pervert husband. He always undresses me with his eyes and never wears any underwear as if he's trying to advertise his big ** my sister brags about.

Unforgetable.

. . I couldn't forget the endless nights. The laughter. The phone calls. The innocent trouble. How could you block it out? I wish you could just understand that my "betrayal" was because I didn't want to lose you. Ever. I wanted to help you and protect you. I wanted you to be happy. I couldn't deal with the fact that I was never enough. Idk if you... (more)

How unusual is this?

OK, so...
I am a 24 year old female who is pretty much normal in most ways...EXCEPT there IS one thing about me which I've been told by friends is really weird, even though I've never felt like it is.
Here goes. I'll just jump right to it:
Basically, I've been told that it's really weird that I let my family see me naked without... (more)

You Dress Like It

You told me that our friend "B" said you dress like a ** because you wear bikinis, short-shorts, tube tops and so forth.
I, being a nice friend, told you that it wasn't true, that she was just jealous because you actually have the body to pull that stuff off and she can't come close to your... (more)

The woes of drugs and family...

I miss you mom. I hope you know that I love you, despite everything. I love you even though your meth use, prostitution, abuse of government resources, being so lost. Although it infuriates me, I still love you. I miss you, I wish you were here to talk with me...

Popularity **

I hate being popular, I don't understand why everybody wants to be popular. I'd rather switch places with some loner whi has a good family and not a messed up one like mine. My family is superficial and only care about looks, my dad comes to my plays only if i have a lead part. I'm tired of working so hard an putting in a smile. Being called fat... (more)

Burden.

It's hard...when you want to cry out for help, but you know there's people worse off then you. You don't want to seem a burden when you're the tower that holds everyone up. It's like that for me. All my friends have some sort of problem, and I'm there to help them. I hid myself behind a strange mask so people won't think much of me.
The truth... (more)

So alone

I am alone one friend i see maybe once week if that. she's dating now so maybe once every 2 weeks. i dont have job and no school, my dad wants me out if i dont get work soon. my online friends are grouping up and forgetting about me. i am alone. i feel unwanted, ugly, dumb and just so alone.

Daddy where are you?

I pretend im not bothered about never meeting you...truth is it pains me so deeply that i dont even know what you look like. I dont know how i can miss someone i dont even know but i do, dad and i think about you all the time please find me

Haha

Rosie B sleeps with everyone, she is a right ** and she needs to close her legs haha.

Technical Virgin

When I was 8 my mother went to a hospital for depression. Dad became a good single parent while she was gone. One night I woke up before sunrise and had to go to the bathroom. I caught my dad watching ** and ** in the living room. I just watched... (more)

Forty minutes

In less than an hours minutes time, I'll be coming out to my friend. I'm completely petrified about how they'll react...

I dont know my best friend

I have been bestfriends with my bestfriend for a lone time almost 10 years. And i thought i could trust her. My other friend gave me her pass to her facebook a long time ago and i got bored so i went on it. I clicked on their chat and saw they were just talking about boring stuff like school and just life. So i searched my name in the search bar... (more)

To my friend

To one of my closest friends, if you read this...
You've been such a great friend to me this past year, and in the recent months, I've developed feelings for you. I love you so much, and I would do anything to make you happy, but I'm too shy to tell you that I like you... My friends and some of yours have been pressuring me to ask you out, and I... (more)

I hate my mates ggrrr

I hate my house mates during a year of studies. why?? Because they are so ** lazy as **. All the household chores are done by myself for the whole year, gggrrrr. They promise to take turns doing so but nnnooooo..stupid lazy (more)

Destroying my life & soul...

I am 35. I have two children who are 15 and 12. For 15 years there has always been a slight doubt in my mind as to whether my daughter's father is who I think it is. The same father as my 12yr old son. We aren't together but we are good friends and we have always shared the kids and raised them as one unit.
Over the last couple of years, I... (more)

My Parents

I had a good upbrining...Both parents worked and little input with things I used to do when I was a kid. Dad never came to sports days or School plays. Mum was just as bad. I have a family of my own now and they always used to bang on about having a grandchild and doing stuff all the time. They seem to make excuses dad seems to be the one who is... (more)

I'm your child, tell me your orders

I have no idea what a real family is suppose to be, or what its suppose to look like. What ever I want to do no matter how passionate, or interested if my parents don't like it, its a solid No. No use in trying to rebel or anything, because you'll only effect yourself. -Your a regret, you weren't suppose to be born, nobody wanted you anyway, I... (more)

She's Losing It

My daughter is 21 years old.
She's what you call a hopeless romantic. Ever since high school, she would pursue guys and get her heart broken. She had never been in a relationship to date. She would see her peers go on dates and have countless boyfriends and I suppose it made her feel like she needs to have her share and when this need was not... (more)

Goodbye

I'm sorry it turned out this way. I'm sorry this is how it ends. I did want to be best friends with you forever and live together one day with cats and a cupboard full of candy.
But you are SO INFURIATING sometimes. Look how many people you have driven away, who have officially ended their friendship with you! And everyone who hasn't gone is... (more)

In the end, it doesn't even matter.

I know your reading, 'kennie'. I've decided I'm not going to stop writing until you read this, or another post. Do you remember last summer? We uncorked a bottle of champagne and a glass of kaluiia. Tell me, Kennie. What happened, what went wrong. Please why can't you tell me. Do you remember the endless nights spent together. Staring at the stars... (more)

I dont know what to do anymore

My parents got divorced two years ago because my dad was cheating on my mum, after she kicked him out he went and stayed with his new girlfriend, he cheated on her too, she treated me and my sisters like dirt, she even made mr cry on christmas day. they fought alot and she found out that he cheated on her, so she kicked him out too, mum has always... (more)

Angry Green-eyed Monster

I hate my brother-in-law and his wife. It's my husband's brother. I'm only nice to them because I love my husband and I want to make him happy. But if I was not married to my husband, not only would I not be friends with those people but I would have punched them both the ** out a long time... (more)

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