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I think I'm Insane
I hear voices in my head and I see things. You know how when you have a fever you hallucinate and have weird dreams? That happens to me every day and every night. I live in a nightmare world. The voices tell me to do things and the shadows show me the way. I have gotten so used to this that I have managed to get on quite well in this world. I am... (more)
I don't know who I am.
I had a whole thing written up, buuuuuut I'll slim it down. (**, it's still long)
I'm a gay 17 year old male.
But I have an asexual mindset?
Like, guys can turn me on sometimes, but I wouldn't mind hanging out with a girl or guy. I don't want to have sexual relationships with either one. Just... (more)
Alcohol... Help??
I'm 14 years old and I think I'm an alcoholic. I always drink alone at night, never with people. There have been multiple occasions where I don't remember the night before. I love gin, rum, bourbon, liquor, beer, wine, vodka, everything! I know more alcohol facts than my parents.
I'm not a bad kid! I have a 4.0 GPA, I'm Catholic, I never curse, I... (more)
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Drinking...
I'm 19 years old and i have to be 4 hours away from home every week for work.. I live here alone and i don't know anyone, iv'e always been very shy around people.. I recently started drinking alot after work when i'm alone. I only feel good when i'm drunk.. and i think i need help.. i also drink other things to change my mood, like alot of energy... (more)
Little sacrifices
I realised at the start of the summer that if I were to have enough money to maintain my current social life I'd need to make some sacrifices. So I sacrificed food.
Oh boy
To wanting to be gay end of story aren't gay guys allowed to bang chicks?
Smelly
That i keep ** and my brother tells me i should get that looked at what is he talking about? he also says, "Where is my upper lip?"
Dang it
I have "lazy eye" aka Amblyopia wtf is that? is that even real?
Depressed
I have paranoia
Schizo
I hear voices in my head the medication does nothing abilify ** i am starting to physically slow down i can't help myself
Selfish
That I'm depressed and I hate myself for it because I know it's affecting how I parent my children.
Setting it free.
I confess that I am a binge eater. I eat all the time. I eat more than I should. I am constantly thinking about food. I always want food, even when I'm not hungry. Sometimes, I feel like I wish I had the strength to become an anorexic because I hate my body, I hate food most of the time and I hate the way I look. I feel disgusting. I want to get... (more)
Insecure.
I've always been generally insecure about myself, mainly my appearance. I've been dying my hair various colors since I was about 15, even though my natural reddish-brown, is quite pretty. I decided to dye my hair close to its natural color and let it grow out, in hopes that I would still feel pretty without having a crazy hair color. I've been... (more)
I threw up today out of force...
...and it wasn't poison or illness related. I'm an idiot.
Fighting for my sanity
You know for someone that tries to(or too?) be an intellectual I've always failed. I've failed everyone, but myself. From the very beginning I knew deep down inside I could never succeed. I wish the feeling of at least feeling something would have the courtesy to(too?) visit me every now and then. What I have done to deserve this phobia? This... (more)
Panic attacks and random sobbing.
I continually wake up in the middle of the night and find myself sobbing...followed by a panic attack and then more sobbing.
Two of my childhood pets have died in the last three months, both at separate times, due to sudden health problems.
My mom's undergoing another breast cancer related surgery in a few weeks.
I'm starting my first job as... (more)
I want to be circumcised but my wife is anti-circ
I want to be circumcised, but my wife has mentioned in the past that she is against it. I think that she thinks I am against it, since I am not circumcised. She has criticized her friends for having their children circumcised. I am envious of guys that were at birth. I'm afraid to bring it up with her, as she is a very strong female.
We have a... (more)
Confessions of a misanthrope
To start off I would like to admit that I am somehow dellusional. When I was 7 I created these beings that I were real. The purpose of creating these beings was so that I wouldn't feel so limited to the power of GOD. As years passed, I began to believe that these "beings" actually gods and were more powerful than GOD himself. The guards were... (more)
I think I'm ready
I've hid this from my family for almost two years and I think I'm ready for this to end. I haven't been to the doctors yet to confirm it but I'm ready to do it soon. No one knows about this, I do my best to hide it with a smile, I thought it would pass but it's gotten worse. My low self-esteem, me wanting to fit into the world,, no friends to talk... (more)
Want a baby SO badly
I want to have another baby in a crazy way. And I want a boy like my life depended on it, but I will never, ever tell my husband that.
We have been trying for only 8 months but our first baby was an accident after we'd been told we would never have children, which is why this is so incredibly heartbreaking. What if we can't have anymore... (more)
Promethazine
I am addicted to cough syrup. I drop a 4 ounce of robitussen in a 20 ounce of pepsi. i am thirteen and i am not legally eligable to buy cough syrup yet. I ran out last week and the withdrawal is killing me. I would stop but believe me i can't, so until I die or something its just me and my drink.
Help Im Overwieght!
I need help im 15 and around 16-17stone i love being with my mates but every time i see them i wanna die cuz i hate being such a fat cow i need help losing weight i cant tell my friends becuz they will laugh and they have done before even though i do say they are my mates but they still take the **... (more)
How do I survive?
It's not all about the misery. I'm going out of my way to make friends and make it about the good times with them. I have God who I know is helping me and one day I'll be through this. I will keep making the right choices and let Him do the rest. It will never be all about the misery again, and I delibrately make sure of it.
Marijuana
I want to try marijuana... I'm clinically depressed...And all I want to feel happy again. Any have facts on how marijuana makes you feel? I need facts...
Need him to know before its too late.
I found out my mechanis teacher has cancer. he's more then a teacher to me, he's the closest thing i have left to a grandfather and i dont know how to tell him that.
AIDS
My doctor, friends and family all think i am taking my AIDS medicines. i stopped weeks ago.
Every kind of fatherless
I found out my mechanics teacher has cancer. he is the closest thing to a "grandfather" i have left and i dont know how to tell him that.
Fat.
19 yr old, 5'6", 180 lbs isn't good enough.
Just a little accident
Today, in the shower i was shaving my legs. i had previously decided that i wanted to wear a skirt and get all dressed up for nothing today. so im in the shower shaving and i accidentally cut myself. the first little cut was an accident but then i ran the blade along my thigh. i made that cut look like an accident too... but it was really a relief... (more)
Cutting
I cut myself, i am depressed, i am in highschool, never had a boyfriend, only one guy has asked me out. i am borderline anorexic, and life is just **.
Eating D
I have an eating disorder, and have so for 2 1/2 years. Everyone wants me to change, and get better, except for me. I love my eating disorder. I love being skinny. I will relapse. I HAVE to relapse. I can't be fat. ever.
Being the skinny one.
Everyone wants to be skinny. People will go and eat "healthier", starve themselves. People try to exercise more, **, some people will do almost everything. I see obese people every day. And then some just don't give a **. Some of them have gotten... (more)
Cutting
I have 11 cuts going across the top of my arm . I am trying to stop i hadent done it in so long and then today I slipt up . Dose any 1 know of a good way to cover my arm I have to train tomoro (I am a british kickboxer) and we have to where t-shirts . Ironicly only my trainer knows about my "problem" and i really dont wont him to see them . hellp... (more)
It's warm and sunny out..
I still can't help but think of killing myself every waking moment. This depression, this anxirty..It's destroying me.
I'm tired and I'm reckless with no where to go.
I'm 17 years old and falling apart. I don't want to be the cliche teenager girl who's life is just so unfair. I don't want you to think I'm doing anything for attention. all I know is that everything is not ok. I have no relationship with my siblings or parents, even though I live with all of them. I'm losing interest in everything I once cared... (more)