Health Confessions

Im getting there!

Yay ive lost 2 pounds! now im at 99 pounds yes i get hungry but i just dont think about it

I spend my time trying to get people to get over their weaknesses and to be bold and strong. but i myself have an eating disorder. i don't want to get help because i know it makes me look pathetic and weak.

Confessions of a 20 year old girl

Ok here I go. Well I'm a 20 year old female.
I was diagnosed a couple years ago with PCOS.
I've always been a chubby kid. But this condition has made it worse and now I'm obese. I find it really hard to lose weight. The most messed up thing about it is that I actually like exercising! I love getting on my treadmill and working hard till I... (more)

30 lbs lost and feeling down

I just hit the 30 lb mark, But I am down because I see myself in the Mirror everyday and nothing looks like it's changed. I still feel like a blimp. I'm scared that no matter how much I lose I'll always feel like a fat woman. I worry whether I'll fit into the booth at the restaurant, or in the seat of my friends small car.
I'm a tall person and... (more)

Misinformed and ANGRY

I, like millions of women around the world, once had an abortion. Not because i was in the wrong place in my life and didnt want him. I already had my first son, and was expecting my second when i was told at 26 weeks he had a severe case of HLHS. This meant the left side of his heart did not form, and if he was born, would die in a day. They had... (more)

Too young

I very much enjoy alcohol. Especially beer. and I dont mess around at parties when it comes to shots. And I'm not scared to get high with someone. But only weed, Ive never done hard drugs, nor do I plan to. And I hate cigaretts. But I love Cigars.

Fake ** Therapist

I always wanted to be a therapist and help people deal with their problems. The thing is, I'm a lazy ** and couldn't complete a year of college if you did the work for me.
But what I can do is Photoshop a college diploma, lease a small office downtown, and put out some simple advertising that I'm... (more)

Guilty

I stayed off school today because this morning I had a spoonful of peanut butter and felt too guilty and ashamed to face people

I'm a motivator....only on the outside

I'm 5 foot 1 in tall, 190 pounds. I think girls are beautiful everywhere in every way. I tell that to everyone no matter what, you are beautiful.
Everyone but me. I cry myself to sleep every night, and when I get complenents I remember them for later and punch myself in the gut for every complement I recived though the day when I'm... (more)

I'm afraid to know...

I'm a 20 year old university student. Female, average hight, slightly over weight. My whole life I have had trouble sitting still and focusing on any type of work unless it was something I loved like medical stuff.
I get yelled at for being random, not remembering detail, not paying attention to anything, and getting bored easily. I hate the... (more)

Gave up cutting today

I saved a life today, for the first time, I feel truly needed!

Lost

I often autophlebotomise, and it's making me weak, and I know that one day I will pass out and not come round, but I no longer care.

Gf's mental health

My gf has an eating disorder...she eats some but not much and it's only because her friends and I make sure she eats something every meal. Along with that she gets depressed really easily and often. Nothing I can do or say makes her feel any better and I feel terrible because of this. One day I did something stupid and it upset her a lot, she lost... (more)

The 'c' word

Yesterday I had a biopsy done to test for skin cancer. I kind of hope it is. :/

I wish I could do it again.

For three years I was bulimic and only wore a size 6. I am five foot ten inches tall and currently wear a size 11. I am so disappointed in myself for letting my body get this way. I want to purge again, because I know it will make me thin, but I wouldn't be able to hide it. I have tried eating less and less, and it never fails that my roommate... (more)

Stitch me up.

I were a recovering self harmer, actually I weren't I'm one of those self harmers who'll get upset and cut every few months or so, kid myself into thinking ok my life isn't so bad I won't every cut again. And then something ridiculous plays on my mind or I relive painful memories and before you know the knife is slicing my skin again.
Last... (more)

Scared little girl... somebody help me.

Am a teenage girl and I have an anger management issue. When I was young, my uncle with alzheimers moved in with us and quickly became violent. My parents and him were always screaming back and forth and the incidents of physical altercations were never-ending. Now he is in a nursing home and my parents act like nothing ever happened. But I am... (more)

How awesome

I think about killing myself
once or twice a day i think
it would be so much easer on my mom
if i was not around but then i think
if i leave who is gonna help her
my mom treats me like ** i have dyslexia
and im clinically depressed and my mom can care less
she just thinks am lazy and... (more)

Im so sorry lord

I kno it sounds rediculous but im 13 and i have hit myself slapped my self everytime i look myself in the mirror i want to kill myself when i see my reflection i slap my self and punch my belly i starved my self for 4 days and i want to do it again i have done everything at this momment in time to change my apperiance but nothing helps i dont feel... (more)

Blargh

My husband was pretty sick with a nasty cold last week. He's nearly better now, but not quite a 100%.
He doesn't deal well with being anything less than a 100% healthy and, because of this, he has been driving me batshit insane for the last three days.
Moping, complaining, sighing, coughing like he's got consumption and generally dragging... (more)

I wish I had an eating disorder.

I wish I had an eating disorder like anorexia or bulimia because I hate how I look. I'm 5'6 and 133lbs. I hate the fact I have to ** it in and can't wear skin-tight tees. :(

Overeating Disorder Ruining My Life...

I am an 18 year old female and have been struggling with my diet for a little less than two years. Within the last year, I have been addicted to eating food. I usually would indulge in "healthy food," but no matter what, I would keep on eating and eating until my back was cramped, my stomach was stretched out of proportion as if I were pregnant... (more)

Lies

Ive always been a liar; never really understood it, and never could control it. Lately, its been the cause of many bad things in my life, all deserved of course. Id do anything to rewind 12 months and do right by someone i loved, and still love. she's off being the best she can be, and im here walking in circles and going nowhere.

What do i do?!

Ok im 17 year old girl and im 5 1" and weigh 92 pounds and i think im fat. i know im not but when i look in the mirror and get disgusted and i honestly wish i had the guts to be anorexic but i dont. i know alot of girls struggle with this and its nothing new. i just wish i could be comfy in my own body but its hard. i wish food never existed.

Prayer

I confess for not praying for the recovery of my cousin sister when she was ill and I feel guilty about it as she is no more.
I was selfish and while praying for my exams which were a few days away, I also prayed for her good health since I was told that she was critical. But after praying for my exams and her recovery I also said that I am more... (more)

I want to know if this was normal

When cleaning out a closet that I almost never use, below some bits and pieces of old costumes (I work stage crew/whatever behind the scenes job that needs to be done, and sometimes store costumes for people that they never pick up), and found a little pink box that might have supposed to have been a jewelry box.
I opened it, and it was... (more)

I'm sick.

I have cancer. And I haven't told anyone.

What I Need is a Good Defense...

Last night, I had such an intense sudden back pain that I nearly threw up. It felt not unlike someone stabbing me in the back with a thick knife. It was one of the most painful things I have ever experienced in my life. I hobbled to the floor and was pretty much immobile for about an hour, just lying there gasping for breath and praying it would... (more)

My abortion

Well i havent relly told any1 this but when i was 18 i fell pregnate with my boyfriend ( he was 30 at the time) of three months. i was so scared when i found out i was pregnate my whole world came crashing down. I was badley addicted to drugs and not in a stable state of mind. i was too scared to tell anyone because i was scared of what they of me... (more)

Cancer risk

Help, my right breast has been hurting badly and after a few weeks I have now realised that u have a lump, im only 13 and scared ....

Addicted

I'm addicted to candy. I don't "like" candy. If I don't have candy, doughnuts, ice cream, or some kind of sweet available I will root through all my drawers searching desperately for a measly chocolate chip. I'm like a junkie. I actually am a recovering drug addict. I think I've substituted drugs for sugar.

Yeah bro!

I'm a little concerned about weed, i had my first bong when i was 12 nearly 13, it hurt my chest but then i got used it it, im 16 now and i smoke like crazy, I've learned to control the drug though i can go weeks without it, i but i'll get a little shakey, but recently i had a panic attack after three bongs in 20 minutes [i smoke it slow, i know]... (more)

Freckles

I have freckles on my **. I thought I had an STD but according to my gyno it's normal to have freckles on your **. Weird. And then I had ** with a guy who turned out to have freckles on his (more)

I pretend I don't know how I'm so thin

My friends think I have an amazing metabolism. I eat more than everyone else and yet I'm always skinny. What they don't know is that I only eat once a day. And I don't eat very much unless I'm with other people. Yes, I stuff my face in front of others to make them jealous.

Eating problems.

I have an eating disorder I've been trying to ignore, but it won't go away. Sometimes I think about not hiding it well so my parents find out and I can get sent to rehab, but I am too scared of that place, and facing myself.

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