Venting Confessions

Still alive

I seriously considered killing myself and the only thing that stopped me was that I was in charge of making the powerpoint for my group presentation and I didn't want to let them down.

I have never been more dissatisfied, sad, lost of self and meaning as now. I wish I could take heroin or opium and just not feel anything for a few months with the pain I am in. a coma would be great. I just want to hit up and be a junkie. all I feel is awful negative feelings and thoughts all the time or laugh at perverse things.

Losing respect for myself

I was feeling down in the dumps and for some reason I thought if someone told me I was beautiful it would help me. I started talking to this guy on the internet and I sent him a bikini poster. He threatened to post the picture on Instagram and tag me in it if I didn't send him a **. So finally, I... (more)

I want a normal life

I am famous, and I don't like it... Sure, I'm successful... Don't have a problem with money... Happily married. But I hate never being able to go where I want to go, or spend time with those I Care about. People take one look at me and want pictures and autographs. Well, I want a hug. No matter where I go or what I do, people recognize me. I miss... (more)

I Hate Chinese People

No matter where I go or what I do, I am surrounded by Chinese people who are doing stupid things and are acting like retards. Every time I see Asians standing in the middle of the road taking pictures or doing whatever Asian people do, I secretly wish I was the one driving the car that almost ran them over, because I WOULD run them over.
They... (more)

This Site Is **

This site ** me off I wouldn't recommend it to anyone that I know or socialize with I have posted comment's on other peoples posting' as well as posted a confession of My own I check to see if any of either my comment's or My confession is in My profile and it indicates I have done nothing at all so... (more)

Politics question here.

Is it just me or does anyone else see politics as a bunch of glorified monkeys dressed up in suits and ties doing a song and dance while bickering amongst themselves while trying to tell their heads from their **?

Forced **

When I was 15 going on 16 I saw a boy being forcefully stripped by a group of older boys. They had him held by his arms and legs and watched how they stripped off his clothes. I think his helpless screaming and kicking was what sexually aroused me. He ended getting paraded stark naked, waving his **... (more)

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Never told anyone

I was sexually abused and i haven't told anyone. i'm scared to say it, and it happened when i was about 5-8 years old. i cry when i think about it and i want to speak but i can't just say it because i'm scared.

What the **

I seen some ** up ** i cant unsee.
i dont give a ** if people wanna do drugs recreationally but when ud rather do drugs instead of pay bills or even feed ya (more)

I am in love

I'm 16 and while some of you may say I don't know what love really is, I am most defiantly in love with my boyfriend. for the past four months he is all I have thought about. there is a girl who likes him tho, someone he used to have a crush on, and I'm worried that she is going to try and steal him from me. him and I go to different schools but... (more)

Go ** yourselves

I guess I get perplexed at how you all can spend so much time telling me how unhappy I make you so that, when I decide to move on, suddenly you get all flustered and can’t believe I’m “leaving you behind”. None of you act like I am a person you want around. You make it very clear everything I am is an affront to you. A drag. You tell me ‘nothing... (more)

Pathetic Life part 2

I'm now at a different school where I am hated just as much as I was at my other schools, except this time it's not me at all. No one will bother to get to know me that would be too fair, they have to listen to the rumors, spread by people who don't even know my name. Claiming that I said this about her, or did this at my last school. That I'm... (more)

Pathetic Life

I know this will sound like complete ** to some people, but I need to say this to someone. I go to new schools a lot, I switch houses even more often. I never try to get too attatched to someone or something at one school, so when I met Dominique at Memorial, I knew it was going to be hard to let... (more)

Just bored with what my life's been

Never in my early days would have I imagined I'd be where I am now. I'd be better off not remembering the promise of youth and inexperience, that way I guess I would have no regrets for the dreams and hopes that I didn't realize and experience. I am now officially done with trying to fix myself - I've come to the realization that THAT is the... (more)

White on white crime more than black on black crime

Hah to all you self righteous whites read and weep this came out august 16 of this year the truth about your race that everyone knew but you: http://callandpost.com/news/2013/aug/16/white-white-crime-more-prevalent-black-black/

I am racist

Like i said i am racist, and i am racist against white people. i will say i didn't used to be like this or i was as ** racist as i am now. before it used to be i would see one on the streets and stare or ignore them, because in my neighborhood they are a rare species. But it didn't really matter... (more)

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I'm a major Klepto....

Alone on Thanksgiving

Again I'm alone on another holiday. I really hate it. I may tell people who I want to be with but don't live near that I don't mind and I enjoy it but the truth is I hate it. I'm so alone. I lie to people that know me and either say I'm visiting family or that I don't want to drive because of the holiday. If my relatives invited me I would... (more)

I Want Be An Actress

I want To be an actress im 20 yrs old i know i can act i know what im capable of but im afraid i put my self down alot i have gotten lead roles before and people said i did amazing and my teacher believe in me and he said this is what im made for. but i put myself down i think im never going to be good and sometimes when i read my lines i get all... (more)

I Hate Being So Poor

I hate being poor we never have enough my family and i are being evicted and have one month to find a home im only 20 and i feel like my life is a never ending cycle of disasters i wish i can help my parents. sometimes i think about dropping out of college and selling my body to help my family as my parents get older and weaker they dont have the... (more)

Angry Goth Warlock

I am getting so tired of people making fun of emos and goths, just because you have no perception of anything outside your little suburban lives, doesn't mean the rest of us can't see the darkness in the world!
I have begun to use the Necronomicon, plus the power of books like 777 by Aleister Crowley and other occult masterpieces of the macabre... (more)

I am deeply hurt!

I came to this country some 22 years ago to attend college. In these years I am seeing myself becoming paranoid and fearful of white people. Over and over again I found many of them to smile at my face and then try hurting me. My brother's wife who is white was the first one. We kept showering her with gifts and love and she kept putting us (my... (more)

I am so tired of everything

I am so ** tired of being thrown to the curb. I'm supposed to listen to everyone else when they get **, but if I want to complain about something, I get screamed at and told off. MY ** COMPUTER... (more)

I Hate Guys.

I'm a 15 year old girl. I ** HATE GUYS. I know not every guy is a dumbass, but the ones I have in my family are ** straight up stupid. My dad acts like a child playing his little guilt trip game, my brother is an (more)

I Cant Stand This Feeling

So, I ** up pretty bad. I'm in 9th grade, and two weeks before school was out in 8th grade I got caught with 3 grams of pot in my bag. I'm in Florida Virtual School now, and I hate it. I'm tired of people telling me "** it up, it'll be over soon." it... (more)

I don't understand

I really don't understand it, I hate that this seems to be the case but there's no way around it, I can't deny the truth just because it seems rude... I would really love to know a real reason why black women are so often incredibly rude, mean people? I've known MANY black women who were awesome people and many more who I've had no problem with... (more)

I CAN NOT STAND

I despise fake people. Why can't you just be who you are. Don't sugar coat ** and then talk **.

Prison on Purpose

I want to go to prison on purpose. I want to commit a crime thats not violent and get 1-2 years. Im transgendered. Early stages. Id like to become another inmate's prison wife. Id be obedient and do as he says. Id be his property or maybe even property of many. Id love the life of being stuck in a situation whether I liked it or not. I want this... (more)

People annoy me

I've had enough of people, they're annoying, lying and fake. Do to et me wrong I'm. to perfect nor make out to be be but what annoys me is how much we use and abuse people. Once something better comes along you get ignored and treated like **. I'm a cynical (more)

Why do I try?

I've lost my home because I trusted roommates who let me down and stole from me. I lost my job because people who don't deserve management positions go on power trips and do things out of spite and jealousy. I realize I have no real friends because during this rough time, I reach out to friends and family for help. Nobody stepped up to the... (more)

Teacher

I kinda ** hate my chemistry teacher. I never liked her, even at the beginning of the year I knew she was gonna be pretty ** close to being at the bottom of the "Favorite teachers" list.

Have to start with something...

That I have so many problems, and things on my head, and thoughts in the air.. that it is almost impossible to start with something.. anything at all...
I'm a 40 year old male, single, college degree, decent economic range with a solid paycheck.. but I am still missing something. I do not know what... I don't even know if it is a thing or a... (more)

Angry controlling stepfather

I hate my stepfather. My mom, 1/2 brother and me moved in with him 4 years ago and he hates me. He always calls me a ** and says I should go die. He has threatened multiple times to kick me out of the house and I'm only barley 16 I was 15 the first time he threatened me. He beat me once I was black... (more)

I love/hate him

This inst really considered a confession but...
i love him but when ever i talk about marrage he disregards it when ever we end a conversation he would end with i love you and i would say the same. we stared caring for each other after my mother died, he would talk to me when my other friends wouldn't. he was always the stuck up guy and i was the... (more)

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