Venting Confessions

My mind wants me to murder people

Throughout the day I get some thoughts in my head. They terrify me most of the time. I imagine myself killing people in various ways, from stabbing with my pocket knife to smashing somebodies face into a glass grinder. The images in my head are getting clearer and more frequent. and the part that scares me the most is the little voice in my head... (more)

WHY???

Why has this Meow person not been kicked off this site????????????????????????????

Women

I'm so tired of slutty women claiming they're "independent", no you're just a **. Too many girls have daddy issues and ** any guy to give them attention, oh well, keep it up with the "i do what i want" attitude .... you'll eventually be fat and alone... (more)

Financial and personal disaster

Looks like it went away. I started to tell about my fear about this crazy person I sold a car to and now claims I stole the check for the money and forged her signature on it. All the lies she is telling are lighting a fire under my own shame and guilt for lying about my sobriety and the accident I was in during a relapse on pills I had stolen... (more)

What kind of idiot..?

Your idiot daughter finds a toothbrush under the sink, a toothbrush I use to clean toilets with, and uses it to brush her teeth. WTF? It is brown! It has hair in it! It's sitting next to a bottle of ** Tilex! Who keeps their toothbrushes UNDER the counter next to a bottle of Tilex? WHY oh WHY do... (more)

Problems with myself

I have a problem that i allow myself to be used by others. Last night a friend asked me to come by to chill and smoke a little then he started making out with me and making me give him head (it was my first time too).... i don't know how i let these thing happen to me. i now he was just ** and just... (more)

I really feel like cutting

I'm 39, I've been a cutter since I was 14 or so...possibly younger. Idk why I'm so depressed.. My best friend of 22 yrs was murdered by her bf 3 yrs ago, the anniversary is in 5 days. I know this is part of it. Other than that, I just feel so unloved and unworthy.. I wish I could be stronger.

Another vent..

So I'm on a pain contract. Most of the time, I have to sell the majority to put food on the table..bad, I know. I usually take about 15 of my pills per month. Actually, no.. I'd say more like 8. My husband steals what he knows are there. Which is another reason why I sell them. Why not, when I don't have any ANYWAY. Well TONIGHT, I got a... (more)

My first confession...

So the last year has been very stressful. I got a new job and i loved it at firstvut now im not so sure...my boss is a total ** and to top it all off im not sure about anything anymore. How can you tell if your friends just dont like you anymore...i dont have anyone to talk to at all my friends would... (more)

Multiculturism

Hmm so I live in Sydney Australia, which I absolutely adore. I live here in Bronte, home to one of the nicest beaches in Sydney, an awesome little beach, lots of locals and just generally awesome.
In saying that, I've got to the point in my life where.. I grew up here when my school was mainly made up of Aussies, Europeans, English and a few... (more)

You Slimy **

You know who you are you green eyed **.You got married!She was already in the picture when you were sending me messages about how you wanted to see me,wasn't she?!Are those your kids in those pictures that I saw?!You were cheating on her with me?Once a cheater always a cheater.
I couldn't give you... (more)

Step daughter drama

I married late in life at 55 my husband was 55 divorced his daughter is 34 separated with two children she is in another state on welfare and has food and additional help for her children. Right when we were getting married his ex-wife died so I had some wedding money that was given to me for patio furniture which we used for us to travel to... (more)

Why?

Do you ever think why things happen? I don't believe the whole. "everything happens for a reason" bull. There is no reason an 8 year old girl, my little sister should die from an aneurysm. It makes no sense. There is no reason my best friend's niece should have been beaten to death by her father. She was 3 years old. There was no reason for my... (more)

Still alive

I seriously considered killing myself and the only thing that stopped me was that I was in charge of making the powerpoint for my group presentation and I didn't want to let them down.

Hit up to forget and not feel

I have never been more dissatisfied, sad, lost of self and meaning as now. I wish I could take heroin or opium and just not feel anything for a few months with the pain I am in. a coma would be great. I just want to hit up and be a junkie. all I feel is awful negative feelings and thoughts all the time or laugh at perverse things.

Losing respect for myself

I was feeling down in the dumps and for some reason I thought if someone told me I was beautiful it would help me. I started talking to this guy on the internet and I sent him a bikini poster. He threatened to post the picture on Instagram and tag me in it if I didn't send him a **. So finally, I... (more)

I want a normal life

I am famous, and I don't like it... Sure, I'm successful... Don't have a problem with money... Happily married. But I hate never being able to go where I want to go, or spend time with those I Care about. People take one look at me and want pictures and autographs. Well, I want a hug. No matter where I go or what I do, people recognize me. I miss... (more)

I Hate Chinese People

No matter where I go or what I do, I am surrounded by Chinese people who are doing stupid things and are acting like retards. Every time I see Asians standing in the middle of the road taking pictures or doing whatever Asian people do, I secretly wish I was the one driving the car that almost ran them over, because I WOULD run them over.
They... (more)

This Site Is **

This site ** me off I wouldn't recommend it to anyone that I know or socialize with I have posted comment's on other peoples posting' as well as posted a confession of My own I check to see if any of either my comment's or My confession is in My profile and it indicates I have done nothing at all so... (more)

Politics question here.

Is it just me or does anyone else see politics as a bunch of glorified monkeys dressed up in suits and ties doing a song and dance while bickering amongst themselves while trying to tell their heads from their **?

Forced **

When I was 15 going on 16 I saw a boy being forcefully stripped by a group of older boys. They had him held by his arms and legs and watched how they stripped off his clothes. I think his helpless screaming and kicking was what sexually aroused me. He ended getting paraded stark naked, waving his **... (more)

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Never told anyone

I was sexually abused and i haven't told anyone. i'm scared to say it, and it happened when i was about 5-8 years old. i cry when i think about it and i want to speak but i can't just say it because i'm scared.

What the **

I seen some ** up ** i cant unsee.
i dont give a ** if people wanna do drugs recreationally but when ud rather do drugs instead of pay bills or even feed ya (more)

I am in love

I'm 16 and while some of you may say I don't know what love really is, I am most defiantly in love with my boyfriend. for the past four months he is all I have thought about. there is a girl who likes him tho, someone he used to have a crush on, and I'm worried that she is going to try and steal him from me. him and I go to different schools but... (more)

Go ** yourselves

I guess I get perplexed at how you all can spend so much time telling me how unhappy I make you so that, when I decide to move on, suddenly you get all flustered and can’t believe I’m “leaving you behind”. None of you act like I am a person you want around. You make it very clear everything I am is an affront to you. A drag. You tell me ‘nothing... (more)

Pathetic Life part 2

I'm now at a different school where I am hated just as much as I was at my other schools, except this time it's not me at all. No one will bother to get to know me that would be too fair, they have to listen to the rumors, spread by people who don't even know my name. Claiming that I said this about her, or did this at my last school. That I'm... (more)

Pathetic Life

I know this will sound like complete ** to some people, but I need to say this to someone. I go to new schools a lot, I switch houses even more often. I never try to get too attatched to someone or something at one school, so when I met Dominique at Memorial, I knew it was going to be hard to let... (more)

Just bored with what my life's been

Never in my early days would have I imagined I'd be where I am now. I'd be better off not remembering the promise of youth and inexperience, that way I guess I would have no regrets for the dreams and hopes that I didn't realize and experience. I am now officially done with trying to fix myself - I've come to the realization that THAT is the... (more)

White on white crime more than black on black crime

Hah to all you self righteous whites read and weep this came out august 16 of this year the truth about your race that everyone knew but you: http://callandpost.com/news/2013/aug/16/white-white-crime-more-prevalent-black-black/

I am racist

Like i said i am racist, and i am racist against white people. i will say i didn't used to be like this or i was as ** racist as i am now. before it used to be i would see one on the streets and stare or ignore them, because in my neighborhood they are a rare species. But it didn't really matter... (more)

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I'm a major Klepto....

Alone on Thanksgiving

Again I'm alone on another holiday. I really hate it. I may tell people who I want to be with but don't live near that I don't mind and I enjoy it but the truth is I hate it. I'm so alone. I lie to people that know me and either say I'm visiting family or that I don't want to drive because of the holiday. If my relatives invited me I would... (more)

I Want Be An Actress

I want To be an actress im 20 yrs old i know i can act i know what im capable of but im afraid i put my self down alot i have gotten lead roles before and people said i did amazing and my teacher believe in me and he said this is what im made for. but i put myself down i think im never going to be good and sometimes when i read my lines i get all... (more)

I Hate Being So Poor

I hate being poor we never have enough my family and i are being evicted and have one month to find a home im only 20 and i feel like my life is a never ending cycle of disasters i wish i can help my parents. sometimes i think about dropping out of college and selling my body to help my family as my parents get older and weaker they dont have the... (more)

Angry Goth Warlock

I am getting so tired of people making fun of emos and goths, just because you have no perception of anything outside your little suburban lives, doesn't mean the rest of us can't see the darkness in the world!
I have begun to use the Necronomicon, plus the power of books like 777 by Aleister Crowley and other occult masterpieces of the macabre... (more)

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