Venting Confessions

CANT STOP IT.

I cant stop i just cant stop. i cant stop myself from cheating i dont get why chicks get so mad over me cheating like ** we aint married so y yo actin out. i cuss my gfs out. i'd never hit them but they make me think about it. i am in a relationship with a white girl :/ usually there willing to have... (more)

Dearest daddy

I ** hate you. it burns whenever i look at you. how could you leave my mother hanging, you took aways all her dreams of having a happy family. most of all why did you have to give her me? she was better off alone as a young woman still searching for her identity, but you didn't. you want to... (more)

Enough

I've just had enough, I'm so exhausted with my life atm. I'm so tired with everything work, school run, housework, family, friends,

Go awaaayyy

I want trying to scare her......contrary to popular belief I don't like to torment my nieces......thanks for the unneccesaary input though...

My 20

*so i can pray to a god i dont believe in
or i can pray to a savior that left me
or i can pray to my friends that betrayed me
either way im ** from behind*
so i wrote this today because my friend had taken my 20 sack didnt say ** to me and smoked... (more)

Young ** victim.

I was ** when i was 8 & 13 by my uncle.

Guilty.

I very recently got my license, and bumped into a car inside a car park the next day. There was no real damage to my car, but I left a definite dent in the car I bumped. There was no one around, and I just drove away. I've felt unbelievably guilty about it since. I realise that it was a completely dishonest, awful thing to do, but I didn't get the... (more)

School, Family, Stress

You see me stressing. Understand that tomorrow I have one of the biggest tests this year. You see that I've been doing as much cramming as possible. Realize that I'm at that point where I will take no ** from other people.
Yet, you still want me to prioritize temporary chores over my... (more)

A hard life

I have been abused most of my life, and now I'm in psychology college, and I have suffered from most known types of abuse.

I wanted to leave

I left a website cuz I was being bullied and they were all a bunch of jerks anyway.

I screaming silently inside

I want to cry but I don't know why, let see if I can sum my life in a small little and understanding summary.
I was sexually abused by my cousin in which my mother doesn't know, nor does a lot of family memmeber and I was 5 when this happen. I don't like talking about it. I think I feel in love at 13 yea I know it was young and you don't know... (more)

Help, PLEASE!

I'm so sick of living... I get mad at my family for a reason I don't understand, I've even had suicidal thoughts a few times... a couple of days ago, I thought about OD'ing on my mediaction,(I'm not depressed or at least I think not. nobody knows but me....) I also planned on sharpening a wooding candy stick and stabbing myself until I bled out... (more)

Suicide

Im often suicidal and thinking suicidal thoughts, Ive tried to kill myself more the 5 times, and still wonder the reason why im alive... I get bullied for being quiet and anti-social from people from work, ive been told to go kill myself, and even though i make it look like it doesn't affect me it does. They smack me round a bit but although my... (more)

Confused

That I had ** with one of my co workers and now I can't stand to be around her. I believe she is a big liar, she claims I'm thee only one she is having ** with but if that the case why do I go weeks without hearing from her but when we work together it's I... (more)

** this

This isnt very funny or interesting but here it is i guess:
** this. im slowly starting to hate everyone again. im trying everything i can to feel better but its just not working for me anymore. it used to be so easy for me to sty happy and now its like it doesnt even matter; im slipping. its so... (more)

First Post

This is my first post so bear with me. I've been wanting to tell a guy i like him but cant get the nerve to..... How should I get more courage or tell him in a different way?

No place for a girl like me

Since five,I've done things to myself. Things that don't make me feel good afterwards. It did then because I didn't really know what I was doing. I just knew it felt good.
Elementary school was awesome. I had friends that loved me and cared.
Middle school I had friends and we hung out occasionally, but my mom mostly said no because, I am a... (more)

Hate hate hate hate hate.....

Ok so I hate walking alone in the hallway and then someone starts coming the opposite way. It's so awkward and to make matters worse I begin to fidget and blink rapidly because air is getting in my eyes and I can't see.And right when I pass people in the hallway I put my head down. I hate being so insecure and so damaged. I hate that I feel so... (more)

Fml

I hate my life so much that I have a plan to lead the cops on a car chase, then get out and start shooting at them in hopes that they shoot me back... But I don't have a car and can't buy a gun because of my suicidal history and hospitalization in a psych. ward.

**

I'm ** as **. Don't ** mess with me. Don't joke around or I'll have to hold myself back--literally. Don't. ** mess with me.

I feel conflicted

Well, I kinda just want to shout this out to the world. I wanna tell everyone whats happened to me so far. I'm only twelve, but what has happened has matured me I guess.. You really don't have to comment, I just wanna get this off me.
About two years ago is when everything started. I was feeling terrible. I isolated myself from my mother and... (more)

** your ads

I really hate reading through a suicide prevention website, only to find out at the end that it's nothing but an advertisement for a deity I have no reason to believe in.

Hmmm

Trying to figure this out

I'm starting to give up.

So my last relationship was in December I end it with my ex, I finally left and was tired of the abuse I was getting. I really hadn't told any body, I tired been his friend since we were friends before but now as of last night I ended,the friendship, but he has made me feel so guilty for it and I'm tired of it. With the months of us just been... (more)

Worthless

I asked him to hook up. I never do things like that, but I asked. He changed his mind and rejected me. I feel like I'm not good enough for anybody. I'm not good enough as a girlfriend, and I'm not even good enough to be used. I was willing to give myself away. I was being so desperate. I sunk so low. And I'm not even worth using. I'm that... (more)

I'm a horrible person...

I lied... I lie to this man about being sick (something you shouldn't mess with) for him to give me money. He is in love with me and I just use him for the money while I'm in a relationship with someone I love and loves me back. I am actually engaged and will marry soon. My partner knows that I talk to this "sugar daddy" and doesn't encourage it... (more)

So many problems

I hate college but supposedly you can't be successful without it. In high school I was severely abused, but at least I wasn't so lonely as I am now. Now I'm really considering taking the car and wrecking myself, or drinking myself to death on my 21st birthday. I don't think I have a future or a place in this world at all. And I won't ever live up... (more)

Runaway train, never going back

My life is like a speeding train, heading towards a black hole. But for some reason I can't ever manage to tell the complete truth about my problems, not even to the counselors or psychiatrist. Now that I'm screaming for help, nobody's there. The lines are cut and soon I will be, too.

Angry, depressed, having a breakdown?

I'm so ** mad, and I don't know why. Maybe I do actually.. my disgusting whale of a stepfather lives with us and he sounds like he's on his last breath each time he takes a few ** steps and he's annoying as (more)

I have alot of secrets.

Well, lets see. first of all, i'll tell you a little about myself. i'm fourteen. i'm a girl. i consider myself pretty. and, skinny. but, that's not why i'm here. i'm here to confess. because i need to get a few things off my chest. first; my mom. my mom smokes weed. in our house. with me in it. not only that, but, she's growing it. in my basement... (more)

All I've Wanted

Was to love and be loved in return and I never ** get it. I love others so ** much and they never give a flying ** about me. All they do is criticize me for being a survivor and only care about... (more)

Keep Getting Screwed Over

I am a junior in Highschool and I'll admit that this stuff is lame, but I need to get it off my chest so...
I've never dated anyone. There was this One guy that liked me but when I finally got the guts to tell him I liked him, which is REALLY hard for an extremely shy girl to do, he decided the NEXT DAY that it wouldn't work out.
I have been... (more)

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