Venting Confessions

Society & My Generation

I can't understand what the ** is wrong with this generation, all we do is judge people on what they look like and who they know. Everyone insults each other, talks behind each others backs, spread rumours. I know we cant be perfect but we need to have some decency. Treat others with respect, not... (more)

UNDERJAMS......

Ok so I have this little brother and he is 8 he still wets the bed so my parents have him wear these like diapers, Underjams they're called. I make fun of him all the time for this and one day my parents caught me and made me apologize. Then they made me wear the diapers for whole month to bed!!! So humiliating...

Just to make me feel better

I hate everyone. sounds bland, but seriouesly, I don't just dislike or despise, I hate everyone. not sure why, but rage is building up inside me, and being able to say my hatred makes me feel a bit less stressed.

I like someone...

I love a guy but i know he's with someone else or thats what i've heard him say. It makes me cry everytime but i can't seem to part from him. I thought he liked me too but then he got a girlfriend? My heart is breaking and i just flash a smile. And if he ever knew i liked hi he'd think he'd flip out. He's called me a sweetheart and he's stood up... (more)

I'm so insecure

That I act cocky to hide it. I'm just an ugly 14 year old girl that is really shy and insecure and the only way I know how to cope with it is by acting cocky and arrogant. I am rude to people and I give people dirty looks and say "eww" to them. I don't respond when someone greets me. I just scorn them. I act as if everyone is contaminated. I know... (more)

Am I just complaining?

I don't have any real issues other than the fact that I don't have any friends and my family completely ignores me. No one is dying I don't have any stress at school. Nothing that should make me stressful but the fact that I'm all alone. Am I just complaining? I feel like I am but I can't help it, It's how I feel. When I think about it I feel... (more)

I'm not happy

I am not happy and I feel like no one notices. I feel invisible to everyone. No one ever wants to talk to me. I have no one to confess my true feelings to. My life is empty. I don't feel alive like a 16 year old should.

Not so happy.

I hate that we have to act like we're a big happy family whenever we're in public or have guests over. People think we're always smiling and perfect.
But the truth is, we're anything but that. My dad and stepmom aren't right for each other, and fight almost every week. Their two kids (who I love dearly) pick up on their behavior and are very... (more)

My step son drives me nuts

My step son is 13, and is driving me nuts. he is an only child spoiled rotten, it is just my wife her son and myself, I'm sorry and
2 little dogs. which he torments also. he has been allowed to be involved in everything his whole life, as a result, when he comes home from school, football practice, or outside playing with friends, it is as if he... (more)

HATE MYSELF

My older sister stole my best friend. I have no friends left since going into the high school(I'm a sophmore) They all just left one by one and now all I do is sit at home on the computer watching my neices. I have zero talents other than writing and I am not beautiful in any way. I have man legs with scars all over them because I use to pick... (more)

Abuse

Hello my dad has anger issues and about 9 months ago or so he got mad at me for touching his axe so as i was cleaning my room my dad knocked on my window and grabbed by the neck and chocked me till i couldnt breath and passed out for a sec then wen i regained conciousness he pulled me out of my window to my feet and pushed me as hard as he could... (more)

Miserable

I kind of hate my life right now. I am completely in love with a man who I don't even see anymore. No contact with him what so ever. I always feel sad and I always feel this longing in my heart. I feel like I am meant to be with him, but something always has to get in the way. The second I think "FINALLY, THIS IS GOING TO WORK OUT!", BAM!... (more)

How Broken I am

I lie. I lie like a snake in the grass and I manipulate. I hate myself for it, but it comes so easily. I push everyone away. My parents think that I'm living with room mates when I'm living with a boy I don't love, with his parents. I like him well enough, but it isn't love. I make myself look and act together when I see no point in living. I have... (more)

**

GODDAMMIT! IM SO ** ** I WANTED A ** HAIRCUT BEFORE I WENT ON THIS STUPID ** TRIP TO PADRE FOR BAND AND NOW IM IN BED WITH LONG (more)

I'm tired of being hated.

I'm in my 30's, gay, work 2 jobs, go to school, been single for 5 years. My last relationship seemed to happen more out of circumstance rather than really love. We dated for a short time. Then after being robbed at gunpoint in my neighborhood, I decided that it was time for me to leave where I was staying. He was more tired of living with his... (more)

I can't stand it anymore!

Every ** time that I need you you aren't there for me. Yet every time you need even a little bit of help I'm always there. I'll admit that I'm deeply infatuated with you, and I know you know that but won't admit it, and you're using that to use me like some tool. Is that all I am? I do everything... (more)

I can't take it.

I guess I have anger management issues, well that's what my mom and brother joke around that I have. I take things to the extremes or don't bother with it at all. If I'm mad, I am **. I don't cry; haven't cried in ages. Tears slip down my cheeks, but I don't legit let it out. I brought up the... (more)

This is me...

Nobody knows who I really am.
I don't even know who I really am. Even after 20 years...
Its like I'm just a puppet being dragged around by invisible strings that anyone can manipulate. And I let them...
I let everyone around me shape my own thoughts and feelings and actions and I hardly act like myself.
I can't remember the last time I said... (more)

Annoying

There is a woman in my AA group who is very annoying. Nobody really likes her and she really doesn't get it. She is a nice person, but really annoying. I almost wish she would get drunk so she would go away!

I'm up so i'll cya in .

When i was younger a caregiver at the after school care i went to liked to kiss me and touch my privates. I don't think that's why i'm screwed up, that's just what my ex-friends say.
When I was about 12 i started hurting myself. like i cut my leg on purpose. it was just because i hate myself too much. i don't know why it helped it just did... (more)

I'm tired of it.

All my life, I've always been the quiet girl. I'm the one who you don't notice often, the one who wears relatively plain clothing and doesn't do anything special to make herself look pretty. I'm the one who's nice to talk to, but seems a little awkward and reserved, and seems to do a lot more listening than talking.
...I'm also that girl who... (more)

Hopeless

That I'm sick of being strong all the time and accepting the way people are, sick of the way things are in general and how my life has gone, I have next to no hope for the future but have to keep this fake smile and "together" demeanour on all the time to keep everything going. I wish I could figure out how to let this pain and confusion go, the... (more)

I hate myself

Everyone thinks I'm so together but I'm not. I can't stand the way I look, my personality, who I am. I always wanted to be someone else. Why am I the way I am? All I ever wanted was to be normal. I'm not asking to be rich. I just want to be normal. Average. Everything that is so easy and simple for everyone else is so hard for me. I feel... (more)

CUTTER

Im 14 i have cut my self, gotten drunk off my ** to take a way the pain, did drugs cause of fucken pier pressure, OD on pills,i cry my self to sleep, and tried to kill my self..
some people might think I'm a coward for trying to kill my self because i don't want to deal with my problems or I'm "running... (more)

Secret #1

I cut. A lot. I don't really know why, but I do. It makes me feel better, you know; allows me to release my pent up anger and frustration. I feel much better afterwords, yet guilty at the same time. Better because I have finally let all my aggression go; Guilty because if someone found out, my whole family would be ashamed.
I'm very... (more)

It's like the universe wants to blue ball me!!

I swear, a good 80% of the time I get a ** and I'm either really close to being done, or getting started, SOMEONE or SOMETHING has to interrupt me. Rather it's one of the people I live with, the neighbor, or one of my dogs. I know it's silly because they're dogs, but I don't like it when I have 2 to... (more)

A sad feeling

I'm quite an attractive girl
I'm smart
Graduating early
Great friends
Parents who love me...
I have lots of secrets that I haven't told anyone....
Firstly, When I was 12 my brothers best friend ** me. He was cruel and he took the thing that I can never ever get back. I'm 17 now and he's... (more)

Having ** For Money

I'm 20 going 21 still living with mom and hate it! I try my best to find a job. I fill out job applications & still don't get a call for a interview. If I do get call for an interview, I still don't get the job! I'm tired of hearing my mom complain like I'm not even trying! I would love to have my own place & be independent. I pray about it &... (more)

Life.

My best friend's mother abuses him, and I can do nothing about it.
My grandfather died of cancer, and never told me the real reason. Now my dad has it, and he's doing the same thing.
I love someone who hates me and is two years older than me.
My friend knew I wanted to kill myself, but he told no one about it, he didn't even tell me he... (more)

Ponies

People who don't punch their ponies in the face make me sick!

Loved, but

So far in my 13 years of living ive had 2 boyfriends.. and i fall in love.. i think.. well i cant stand to be with out him but i feel like he likes me to much and i always hurting him i mean i love him .. but i just feel numb when im around him, hes never done anything wrong.. but i feel empty all the time, like i dont feel anything... but i love... (more)

I'm totally alone

I can barely put into words how alone and cut off from the wrold I feel. There is this bottomless pit inside me. Nothing I do can fill it. I make no difference in the world. I don't really matter to anyone. I dream about having someone special, someone close. Even if not a lover than a close friend. Someone who I could spill my guys out to... (more)

A fear

That I am afraid that I'll never learn to grow from my mistakes. That I'll never mature. I turned 16 yesterday, but I still feel like a little girl. Like I'm the most immature thing in the world and I can't help it. I want to act like the other girls my age. I want to be able to talk about clothes and hair and makeup and boys without getting all... (more)

Katy's Hotness

I have to let this out. A, no ahem, The, Hot girl in school is one of my friends... but i'm in love with her. she sho don't know it, thank god in holy **, but i need her to go out with me. She has beautiful red hair, a beautiful, flawless, perfect face and personality, and her pants look H O T in the... (more)

A Life of Crime Appeals To Me More and More

I hate the legitimate world. The ** jobs with the lousy pay and some ** boss breathing down your neck...kissing interviewer's ** so that you can be hired for a position you might not even want.
But... (more)

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