Venting Confessions

Younger than i real am

I hate looking younger people say ul apreciate it when ur older but when ur in ur 20s like an are short its hard to get dates when guys prob think ur like 15 or 16 and dont even try to get to know u just assumer

FML

I work at a fashion magazine and I ** hate it. I worked my ** off for my entire ** get here and now that I've finally made it all I have is anger, disappointment, and an eating disorder which is so... (more)

Heart, Body, Soul

When I was 11, a man ** me but it was not a very violent encounter. I know it sounds awful, but I so desperately wish it was a violent one so I wouldn't feel so ** guilty and ashamed. So I could feel like it wasn't my fault and try to move on. God knows... (more)

SO Laugh

To having a inny meeny itsy witsy teeny weenie polka dot **.
yes my ** is genuine
yes my ** produces **
yes my (more)

** has been on my mind

Seven years ago I was ** by my boyfriend. My mind has blocked out most of the details and even though it was long ago, I haven't been able to clearly define it as **. Probably because the only forms of **... (more)

No name, no blame.

What I'm sharing are thoughts I don't share aloud to anyone, because I don't want to attach my name or anyone's current idea of who I may be to them. What I'm sharing are the most hermetically-sealed-in-secret pieces of who I am beneath who I seem to be.
A couple years ago, I was prescribed medication I don't think I needed (before being... (more)

Addiction

These are the hardest times in my life. I am a 21 year old male and I have a problem with alcohol and cocaine addiction. I have only recently developed these habits and I hope to make a change soon before it gets worse.I can't get a girl or manage money, I have bills stacking up and $15,000 in student loans with no education to claim from my time... (more)

Confused

That I had ** with Stuart even though I was into you. I wanted to come out with You that night but I got your text too late! You shouldn't have told me that you weren't going out, id have waited otherwise. I was confused. I liked him too. But you better. I wish You knew. Idiot mistake drunken mistake.

I'm not supposed to..

I'm young.. 13 and i watch **. i don't know why or how i stared but i can't really stop..

I hate life

I hate life.. and i feel like an outcast. people say that's normal. but it's too much for me.. and sometimes i feel the urge to cut myself and kill myself.. i don't really tell anyone. i don't tell my friends that kind of thing. and i don't want to tell my family. i dont share my feelings period. i just feel alone... and i really want someone to... (more)

He always chooses her

...my friend, i have a crush on him.. i have for a while.. and i hear rumors that he likes me but i dont know if theyre true >_< but he loves one of my used-to-be-friends... (whole different story). and she's like.. perverted and just you know loveable but i dont know what he sees in her. and they keep breaking up and getting back together. and i... (more)

Emontionally Exhausted

I'm a 50 year old man that married a woman 6 years ago. She had recently divorced and had shared cust. of her then 6 year old son & 4 year old daughter. People would say "Why did you marry her if she had two kids that you did not want to raise?", how was I to know that he would grow into a pathalogical lyer, a bully, and the lazyiest (more)

I hate you.

I hate the way you talk , like nothings important
I hate that half smile u get when your flirting or trying to be **
I hate how you walk, the way your body moves
I hate your mouth when you talk, or scream
I hate that shy smile when your feeling nervous
I hate your face, your mouth, your nose... (more)

I want..

I want to be a bad person,
to mess with guys heads,
to go out late at night,
I want to be able to fight really good,
get into fights often, and get into trouble
I don't want to live a sheltered life anymore.
I want to be my own person and make my own mistakes.
I want to go out and experience the world, and live on my own, travel to... (more)

Sub Drop

I am in the beginning stages of a new Dom/sub relationship and am finding it hard to release the feelings I am having while going through sub drop. I feel anxious and like I can't breath. I gave up a 10 year marriage to the most perfect man in the world to pursue this lifestyle and am starting to believe the drop afterwards may be too much to... (more)

Rambling about my life

So me and my boyfriend the other night were layin in my bed talkin and I had his phone and we were messin around and i was like hm im going to text everyone in your phone we were bored whatever so i was going to say hi to everyone in his phone just cuz idk haha and he stopped me and was like whoa I realized who you were fixing to text and he's... (more)

I hate myself...

I was in the hospital for a month and spent 3 recovering when I was only 9, when I came back from school I felt different than everyone else.the next year I was harrassed constantly by one child who thought he had the right because I was very small.almost everyone laughed when he made fun of me, even my friends some times.he left after that year... (more)

Caught in bathrobe

My girl friends and I saw a boy get stripped naked in a summer school camping trip. My girl friends conviced some boys to strip off this boys bathrobe, when he walked out of the showers. He ran like ** to get away but made the mistake of running out were no one could see us. We finally caught up with... (more)

My heart is Heavy, I'm not who I think i should be

July 9th 2011
Hi my names ____, and I’m 19 years old, I’m from New York City and I’m a college student, aspiring doctor,…and I’m lonely.
Maybe it is just me, but I never really imagined my life being the way that It turned out, I always thought that I would go to UCLA and get into their medical program and do peacecorp and come back and work at... (more)

** This

I want to cut my arms and legs and stomach so deep. Just to show everyone what they are doing to me. I want to see the blood run down. Scarlet waterfalls pooling into lakes on the floor.

Memories

I woke up this morning to a dream of myself playing club soccer in elementary school. As I woke I had a sudden urge to look through some of my old childhood photos..
That's when I remembered that when I was 11 years old, my dad threw away all of my childhood photos in a fit of drunken rage.
I'm reminded once again that all I have of my... (more)

Facebook photos

Im baked in about 95% of my pictures on facebook

I dislike religious people

I really really really dislike religious people.
To me they just seem like the most gullible idiots in the world. When people start talking about how great god is for having them find a $20 bill in the parking lot, I just want to smack them in the face. If god even does exist, people have a lot of nerve to think that he'd care for such... (more)

I'm ** sick of..

I'm sick of everybody calling me fat! It's not like I ** try to be. I eat healthy and I exercise, I just can't ever ** loose weight. Say what you want but I know what I put in my body. Im sick of going to an endocrinologist and having them tell... (more)

It makes me so mad

Nothing ** me off more when my sister talks about how she's "traumatized" by the time her ex boyfriend slapped her across the face once...she makes it a huge deal and the family feel soo sorry for her....
If anyone should be the emotionally damaged one its me...
My first boyfriend (and so far I... (more)

Stupid ** i live with

I was ridiculously in love with my gf of over a year. Then we had a rough breakup and at first I missed her a lot and was pretty emotionally fragile, but after a month or two I was as close to over her as I’ll probably ever be and I’m still at that point. Well tonight after a few songs had me reminiscing about ‘us’ and how part of me would give... (more)

Apparently being with u is demanding bcuz

I like it when you're gone. I feel more relaxed and at peace. You're such a princess. And yet, I am the one with the ** and you are the one with the **...

Family, For better For worse

My Family means the world to me. I'd probably do anything for them.
When my parents decided to migrate to US, my family was very happy and excited. I was only 9 years old back then. My parents always had the mentality, that US is better than any other country. But when we got there, we were in constant need of money. My father who had a hard... (more)

Listen listen

And you look at me, but you see the child you wanted, not the one you have. And when you think I'm out of earshot, you talk about me like dirt on a shoe. You pretend to care, when anyone else is around. And sometimes I wish you'd hit me. So there'd be a mark, and I could run.

I don't like my nephew

I can't stand my 7 1/2-year-old nephew. He was recently diagnosed with A.S. but I think he is just a spoiled brat. he is mean, manipulative, unpleasant, cheerless, ungrateful and extremely mouthy with his mother and father.
Last night after she asked him to sanitize his hands before easting dinner, he responded by carrying the sanitizer pump... (more)

I dont like gay people

I think that gay people just want attention or are looking for happiness in a sick way. nobody in their right mind can possibly like the same **. if you tell yourself that gays are born gay and cant help it, then your just lying to yourself. its sad that our world is accepting such sinful behavior. only... (more)

Afraid

That every time I see a couple on the street who are holding hands I want to tear them to pieces, but if they kiss then I feel sick. Whenever I've had a partner, as soon as they touch me in a sexual way I freeze up. I've even puked once or twice. I think i'm the ultimate icicle, and I'm afraid.

Feminist **...

I'm all for rights. Gays, hey, I don't like the idea of gay **, but that doesn't mean they don't deserve respect, and the right to marry each other. And women, yeah, they deserve all the rights and privileges that men deserve. BUT THE FEMINIST **!... (more)

You can't

You can't lie to me and expect me to trust you. If you want to be able to trust somebody, you must be the first one to be trustworthy. It's not just MY job to prove myself trustworthy to you. Get it?

Confession of the day.

Sometimes I wish I knew a couple people here, that it weren't anonymous.

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