Other Confessions

Insecurity

I'm so insecure about my looks to the extent that I cringe every time I look in the mirror. Now I have a fear of mirrors because I don't want to ever see my face. I have a large and wide nose that looks ugly from just about every angle, breakouts pretty much everywhere, and a slightly overgrown jaw (not quite an underbite, but close). I don't... (more)

Apology

I am a total and complete careless **. I was drunk and rolling (though that is not an excuse) at a party. I asked this girl if I could kiss her about a zillion times and she declined each time. I did not realize it but her boyfriend was right next to her the whole time. I still can't believe he... (more)

Savage Love

I called a ** question into Dan Savage's podcast, and he answered it. I'm thrilled about this, but I can't tell anyone because then they'll know secrets about my ** life.
I'm the first caller on episode 230, the one who is married to Michelangelo's... (more)

I'm a fake

I feel like because people know I am gay I must be gay. I have thought about girls and what it would be like, but I'm afraid of trying anything because what would people think of me? I just want to cry and cry and cry until I can't anymore I need someone to talk to so bad I feel like I can't go on much longer but then I hear a video or something... (more)

Im just testing how long it takes for something to post

Sent at monday mar 14th, 2010 at 2:45AM Eastern US standard time. I confess that i have no life :/

I Wonder, at Times

Sometimes, I wonder, if I killed someone, whether I would feel anything at all. Whether I might even discover that I enjoyed it. And for some reason, though that prospect doesn't elate me, it doesn't seem to bother me, either.

I'm a bad man

I regret i lost my integrity as a man and my own sense of morality. i was drunk and went to sleep in my bed. a girl had passed out there. i woke her up to tell her i was laying down and to make sure she was ok. most of this is fuzzy. she said it was ok drunkly. it was either then i laid down or she went to the bathroom. at some point i laid down... (more)

Tell Me What You Think

It's a poem I wrote..
Unbelievable
So desirable
Unimaginable
But not deniable
Falling hard
But afraid of crashing
It’s frightening,
Yet exciting
Never felt like this before
Nowhere even close
But with every second I’m sinking deeper
And the feeling just surrounds me
I’m terrified and vulnerable
And if I continue to fall,
I think... (more)

I fell dirty...and collapsing

I. am. a. sinner... hopefully ** wont be too hot

I am healthy but

Sometimes I wish I had cancer so people would be forced to see the reality and be honest about how important I was to them at least at some point in their lives.

Pretty Girl: Callie Gilbert

It's the same routine every day.
I arise like the sun, and like the sun,
I'm there for everyone.
I put on my makeup, making sure all of it is in place.
I have people to impress.
My hair is like a statue's, it goes where it should and stays there.
My school friends love me, after all,
who doesn't want to be friends with the pretty... (more)

I'm getting better. I can finally feel it.

I sat and talked with this guy about how he had psychological problems after the Northridge earthquake. I listened, intrigued because I had psychological problems after Hurricane Ike. I had never thought about problems induced by natural disasters. And I feel better now, knowing it's not just me.
You wait forever for life to go back to... (more)

Afraid

I'm depressed and I'm afraid I'm going to kill myself. I don't want to die, but I'm afraid that my depression will only get worse and I'll end up offing myself THINKING it's my only way out. I'm on medication and in counseling. Things are obviously not going well.

I'm scared.

Sometimes i'm scared to wake up in the morning.
i'm scared that people don't see who i really am. i'm afraid that when i wear the clothes i do people can't see that its just because i'm afraid of people not liking me. i'm scared that when i go to school and walk by the upperclassmen they'll laugh at me again. i'm scared people will call me a... (more)

Feelings

An array of colors so vast and ever-changing
like the stars and galaxies in the infinite sky above.
these feelings churn, swirl, and collide
seeking an outlet, no longer wanting to stay inside.
my heartbeat echoes within my ears
drowning out the sounds surrounding me.
a cold, chilling wind brushes my cheek
as i tilt my face towards the... (more)

I love my lesbian.

I moved to a school & my first friend i me is really badass & she's lesbian so its like a win win but anyways, she's really "mellow" and doesnt really talk to alll the "gangster" people but i do & mostly everyday she tells me,"Why do you hang around with those **?" and i just stay quiet i dont wanna... (more)

Addicted.

Im addicted to pain killers... And I don't know what to do to stop my addiction. I'm only 16, I need help. Its effecting my grades, my emotions, and everything else.

Confession

My confession is that I hate computers, and I need to know how I can see my other confessions.

Making Mistakes

I've spent most of my life.. reading the Bible, praying, Going to youth group, and walking this Path through Christ that most crave for.. My path was so well paved with lots of faith and determination. Most people saw me as inspirational or as someone who had everything set out, who knew what they wanted through life. Than I hit this major... (more)

Am I a Monster? It's Just a Matter of Perspective

*A note to lazy voyeurs: this post is rather long, relatively speaking*
If you saw me or met me, you'd probably think that I was just a "good kid", maybe even a "goody-two-shoes". I've actually been told that I am "sweet". People see me as sympathetic, shy, friendly, and intelligent. I make good impressions on people without even intending to... (more)

The ease in disease.

I hate you. i hate you for rejecting me. i hate you for playing mind games. i hate you for every little cell of me. i hate you for everything that is within my being. it hurts that you would waste my time like this without a ** care in the world. you are a sociopath and i will never talk to you... (more)

I am lucky

This week i was complaining about how my life sucked and feeling really sorry for myself. now i feel so selfish for feeling that way. there are people in libya who are being killed because they choose to speak out against an unfair government. they decided to practise free speech, something we as human beings are all entitled to and yet because of... (more)

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I have a problem. i just don't want to admit it. even here.

Living

Living **, but I'm afraid of going to ** for being who I am.

Your an **

I have had a huge crush on you for the past 6 months and I think I like the way I get hurt when ever we talk. And even though talking to you hurts me and makes me wanna cry, I still have a huge crush on you! :(

Mr. faust

My favorite teacher/basketball coach was just diagnosed with cancer. im heartbroken. he is the nicest man ive ever met and he doesnt deserve this....

NeedHelp

I'm 14. I cut. If my family ever found out, it would hurt my grandma so much. I need help, but I can't get it. So I cut.

I WOULD DO NYTHING 4 ADDERALL

Im a 19 year old girl AND I WILL DO NYTHING FOR ADDERALL!

**

Im a cheating **

Im scared of black ppl

Im a 19 year old white girl and i am sooooo scared of black ppl!! idk y ive never been attacked or nything but im just super scared of them especially black guys they just look like they could kill u for sayin the wrong thing!!

When I Hear, Read, or See Something About Disasters

Especially ones with high death tolls, on one hand, I feel sad and my heart goes out to the victims.
On the other hand, I feel moodily happy, almost. I can't help but think about how it sets back, somewhat, the exponential growth of our already over-populous species. We just don't have the resources to sustain it, environmentally or... (more)

I Look Human

But I don't feel it.

It's not truly me

I am a girl with friends who care, I had a best friend but I can no longer trust her. I decided at the beginning of the year, I would go into school and face everybody and be different. I did. It backfired. I still can't be myself. I hate myself. My parents tell me I have nothing to be unhappy about. So why do I feel this way?

I Can Never

I long to investigate, but fear my own potentials...
I have wanted to be a detective for well over half my life, ever since I read Sherlock Holmes in early elementary school. The challenge of pitting my own ingenuity and intelligence against someone else's, of finding the right pieces and putting them together. The thrill of victory, and of the... (more)

HELP ASAP! Drug Addiction

I was a meth user for about 12 years. I have been clean for close to 2 years now and am 100% commited to staying that way. I had opened up to my Mom about my problem about 6 years into my addiction, she was the first and only person in my family or anyone close to me that I had ever told or even knew about my 'secret life" that I hated and was... (more)

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