Other Confessions

I am happy

I'm not.
Everyday I have to drag myself out of be.
Everyday I have to remind myself not to be selfish.
Everyday I plaster on that smile you know so well.
Yes he hurt me, no he's not the reason I'm like this.
He's not the reason I want to die.
I always wanted to die.
He just tricked me into believing there was a reason to live.
I'm not... (more)

I took advantage of my friend

About 8 months ago, an email went around looking for volunteers at my college to be test subject for medical exams. The email stated that there may be partial ** involved and that there was payment of $100. One of my friends joked that she'd take off her clothes for $100 dollars, no problem.
I have... (more)

In mourning

That I've seriously thought about committing suicide just so i could see my dog again. It's been 2months but i still think of him everyday. I can't stop crying thinking of him and i still can't talk about it without fear of bawling my eyes out.
I miss you so, so much. It feels like my heart has broken and it will never be one again if i see... (more)

I think I'll be okay...

I know what I've done in my life. Every decision I ever made - I have no regrets. Let the world hate me for it. Judge me for it. But they've made me who I am.
I spent so much time... questioning whether or not I was a good person. But now, the days I spend questioning it are fewer and farther between. I know I'm a good person. And I... (more)

I AM A SICK **!!

I am 16 and for the last week, I have been masturbating while reading some of the posts on this site.
I mostly center around the stories of ** and molestation because.... well, I like it.
I have always had an extremely strong sense of imagination, so strong that I can literally FEEL the pain of... (more)

I wish I had never been born.

I honestly believe that my family would be better off and far more peaceful if I weren’t around to ruin everything, every conversation, every dinner time, every outing. I hate myself for it, but I don’t want to cut, because that would be more distressing for them. I don’t want to commit suicide because that would be worse. I just wish… that I... (more)

My dad

A year ago i thought my dad was having a affair with someone i checked his e-mails and texts, and yes he was. I cryed all night, im 13 and i dont know wat to do with y life, i cut, my friends cut, mt girlfriend is abused by her dad, my dad beats me sometimes, i cant take this anymore, why cant this just stop!

SWAG

Im filled with SWAGGER :LL You like it?

Turned into a sissy, the start.

How I started as a sissy.

We met on line and I invited her over so we could meet. She showed up at eight on a friday evening, she was tall and thin with a great chest. I invited her in and we talked for about an hour then went down to the local bar for a drink. Once we finished at the bar we went back to my place around ten thirty. I... (more)

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Stolen innocence

I was ** for 8 years, it started when i was 5 and continued until i was 13.

Best Adult Game Ever :-)

My friends and I played a new game last weekend and it was a blast!
We call it, guess the **!
Everyone puts $20 in the pot, then we look around the bar and pick out a guy. You then write on a piece of paper a description of him, like what he is wearing and puts their name on it. You then randomly... (more)

Paranoid

I am Freakishly paranoid about everything even small things anyone got any good advice for me?

Miss ya.

You're always on my mind. When you died six years ago, my heart shattered and never fully healed. I miss you every day. You were taken far too soon. I wish you could have graduated, I would have asked you to senior prom. I still think of you. Every day. I know there is no way you can read this, I know you passed on, but I still have to say it. I... (more)

Need a link

This site needs a link so that members can list the confessions they have commented on or posted so they can see if any asshats have dirtbagged their comments

Talk

I talk to myself while driving on open roads.

Cheater cheater bestfriendseater

Cheater always stays a cheater. And i ll always cheat.. On everything. Poker, friendship, relationships. I wish i could change.. but thats me.

Here it is...

Ok. here we go... last summer i unintentionally stole one of my best friends boyfriends. while he was with me, and she was on a trip. during that trip she was.. how do i put this... destroyed. he never listened to her because he was too busy with me. no one cared. i felt like ** and i stil do feel... (more)

I stole from my friends ):

Well i dont have much money because my mother is a single parent so she struggles to buy me little things. so onetime when my friend was in the shower i stole her hair ribbon, another time i took some cheap earings. then i started realising what i could get out of it, it started getting worse. when my friends would go to the toilet i would take... (more)

Strange minded

I am confused whenever I hear a number or a word I picture them in mmy head...no one I have ever met my age does this as well...What's wrong with me...I aslo have a wild imagination..I am 11 yyears old so no rude comments please..

I hate my self

Im 12 Every one Hates me And the people that do like me TREAT me like ** I want to end my life Goodbye.. I love My Family Its a Hard thing to do but i am killing my self tonight... I Will Miss Every one... Good Bye

Innocence :D

Ive Never Smoked, Drank, OR had **, as a matter of fact ive never even made out, and day-umm do I love it. I feel like I have so much power because Im enjoying my life, the natural way, without all the pressure people put on you that ^ The Above is what life is about, it really isnt, Life is meant for... (more)

My Thoughts On Life(:

* I Feel Like Life Is Just A Dream That We Will Be Waking Up From Once We Get To Heaven, Like Life Is Just For You To Do What You Want, To Tell You What Would Happen If You Were In Charge Of Your Life, Then When You Go To Heaven You Will Appriciate What God Has Done For Us <3

Tired

Im tried of putting a smile on my face. when really deep inside im crying and only feel pain . to know that ur black.. people make it seem so bad. i feel bad that i am somtimes . i sometimes think if god did create us all equal then why would he create people who say such mean things say " ur nothin but a piece of (more)

17 times

I have made 17 new scares in one night and i still dont feel any better

I nearly killed myself today

I just thought if i write this down it might make me see sense about how stupid was i earlier....basically had a really bad day and alot of things have been getting in top of me so much so i was very close to ending it all by taking a load of tablets....just thought life is hard to live and didnt have the energy anymore to fight...i still think... (more)

Happiness Runs In A Circular Motion

All I want is to be happy and I can't. I keep thinking to myself that "once I accomplish this" or "when that is over" or "when I reach this point in my life" that I'll be happy then and the days come and go and I'm still not happy. I thought I'd be better by now.

Dear Baby

I still think of you, you are like a phantom inside of me. I kept thinking that maybe, just maybe that if the situation had been different then, you'd be in my arms instead of being broken in pieces. Please Baby forgive me, to concieve you was a blessing that i didn't deserve. I think about holding your little hand and touch your beautiful face... (more)

Struggling with thoughts

I've been struggling with thoughts of suicide. This is all new to me and I've talked to one of my friends who knows what im going through. He told me i have it easy and im selfish for even thinking about it.... But im truly miserable. Is he right? I havent had the kinds of things happen to me like he has.... but im seriously considering it. Am I... (more)

The guilt of deception

I married a convicted felon. He did prison time for drugs. I didn't tell family and friends. We were together 8 years and not a soul knew. We are divorced now but the guilt and shame of my secret is eating me alive. I'm afraid that if they knew I would become an outcast. I die a little each day knowing what I fraud I truly am.

You must hit the very bottom before you come up.

I go to a boarding school which doesn't allow you to have any sort of open flame, and yet I a carry a lighter and incense in my purse. A couple times a week I go off campus to a secluded spot and light the incense, using it to burn myself. I have a scar that says FAT and am working on one that says, "I don't love you," which I was inspired to do... (more)

Suicide

My life **. im Fouteen now, when was teen my dad throw me down the stairs cuse my brother told me to get the wrong vacume. every one whoever really loved me died. except my mother who sometimes yells t me in till i think she is about to die. one time i gave up and just sat three trying to strangle... (more)

I has a few confessions

I think that I'm a cat. I believe in unicorns. I stalk the guy I like. I self harm every night. I've attempted suicide. I lie to my doctor and physiologist. I have sudden urges to attack random people in the street and in school. I believe that I'm insane. I aspire to be like Lisa Rowe from Girl, Interrupted and (more)

My life

My life is sad and lonely, and I contemplated suicide on a daily basis.
I've attempted many times, I should be dead by now numerous times from drug overdoses, taking enough drugs to kill a hippo, and I only weight 110...and I'm male. Falling asleep behind the wheel etc.
I have an eating disorder, alcohol problem and drug addiction, and self... (more)

Beautiful

Your beautiful...your so beautiful it hurts. Every time I see you my breath catches and I try to act as normal as possible. I can't be around you, I hate walking the same way as you or ending up in the same hall as you. I'm afraid you'll think I'm weird. I hate it so much.

Losing my way

So. If the nice lady from the Samaritans tells you you should think about going to the doctor to talk about depression, that's probably a Thing. I really didn't want it to be a real thing. I want this to be something that i can just pull myself out of if I just try harder. I'm not good enough, though. Everyone seems to think I'm strong and happy... (more)

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