Other Confessions

Am i going mad ?

I can't describe it . I have dreams of me killing people every night , people i hate , people that hurt me . I feel used betrayed like no one really cares i wanna hurt everyone where ever i go i dont feel like i belong anywhere nut whats the sad part is i know its wrong and i will never do such a thing but the ideas grow the laughter in my head... (more)

My Pain

I hate myself

Uhh yeah I can't

Ok so I was looking up character development for my writing and it said that I had to love the character so much that I would hate for anything to happen to them. Well I tried and I found out that, I can't love. Well I know I love my family and a few close friends but, I don't know it kind of seems impossible for me to do like how could I love... (more)

Im fifteen and never kissed a guy

Im fifteen and never kissed anyone, i told my best friend and he pretty much laugh at my face and called me a loser. I rarly ever date and only dated two guys although i didn't really date them. one guy named chase i really liked but he dated alot of girls so i was too afraid to kiss him. im in a grade where everyones one year younger then me... (more)

Happy Birthday Me

It was my birthday and the only present I got was a living social voucher to go to the dentist.

NEVER SLEPED FOR DAYS

WELL IM 12 AND I NEVER SLEPED FOR DAYS AND AT SCHOOL I SAW SOMTHING THAT WAS ON SOMDIES FACE AND IT REALY WASNT THERE BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS SO I PUNCKED IT AND KNOCKED OUT SOMBODY AND I STILL NEVER SLEPED FOR DAYS

Bad Habits turned Self Awareness

I love nothing, and i mean NOTHING, more than taking pain killers and reading David Foster Wallace. However, after years of skirting significant others/family members I have downgraded to drinking and watching the TV show Californication. I would love nothing more than to return to my original vices but I am now engaged and its nearly impossible... (more)

Why do i need to act like that

Alright, im a really ''sensitive'' guy, but my friends act like big douches, i once tried to be myself, and i got bullied for a month, my girlfriend thinks im a ** now, and she went away, but i really dont want to lose my friends, ive known them since like forever.
Whenever i say things like... (more)

Art Thief?

About a year ago, i was trying to draw a My Little Pony to show my dad how good an artist i was. But, when I couldn't get it right, I asked my mom, who used to be an art teacher. She told me to tape the paper to my computer(I was trying to draw the shape from somethig online), and trace it. I made about 20 changes to the real work, so I assumed it... (more)

I wish i was lucky ...

My life is so pathetic. I matriculated in 2009,never had I imagined my life being so sad.I have an amazing bf who loves me a lot,I should be happy but yet I feel so depressed because I am doing nothing with my life.I recently left my previous job(too much drama at the work place)and now I am just sitting at home.I dropped my cv around but nobody... (more)

Thoughts on Life

Is this all there is? Seriously?

I'm losing me

That i was abused by my dad as a kid, for two years. I never spoke to anyone about it. Not my family not even my mum. I'm 25 now and i repressed it all for all these years and it's now eating away at me. I don't know how to deal with it.
Im to scared to tell anybody now because its been so many years, what if they don't believe me. I don't... (more)

I feel lost & sad ....

I am really self insecure, every time I have to go outside or anything I look at myself in the mirror and say do i look pretty? Am I this, am I that ? Etc. I also hate walking and being by myself out in the public I barely go outside because im too self insecure. I don't know why I am like this. Every time I go somewhere I try to impress somebody... (more)

Who Am I Kidding...

There's so much rationalizing you can do, until the emotions jump you and keep you hostage for an unknown period of time. I don't want a ransom. I prefer to be here, where you are as real as you were when I touched your back. It burned, I bet. My hand was burning. It still is.

Waste of time

When I was young I thought I was going thru ** my dad never been there being the only male in a house full of females who I thought always sided against me but I learned thru being alone that life is what you make it im making good things happen on my own I realize why hate everyone in the world... (more)

STRESS!

So. I am under a lot of stress and I want to vent so it's happening here. If you don't wanna hear it, keep scrolling. If you want to help, comment.(:
1) I am in the play at my school and since everyone is stressed, that apparently gives everyone an excuse to ignore everyone and treat everyone like (more)

I am Transgender

I was born a boy but for all the time I can remember I have wished that I was a girl. I am afraid to tell my family and friends because I live in the deep south and there is very little tolerance and because I am afraid of what they will say. I am 15 and I plan on transitioning during college but plan on never telling my family and just trying to... (more)

Scared to show wht i want to be

I have great grades! In fact my and my best friend both want to harvard together. We both want to be teachers. That's true... but..recently I have been falling in love with.. DANCE andnow I want to be a dancer and a teacher. I just think it would be so werd if I was a teacher and a dancer. But some dancers have weird tours they has to do...blah... (more)

Happy

The only time i'm happy is when i pretend all those problems don't exist. i just want to forget everything. start fresh. be someone new. who doesn't ** everything up. i genuinely can't think of any good attributes i have that aren't fake or out on. i keep waiting for things to get better or for the... (more)

My boyfriend can be a total **.

My bf can be a total ** at school time.i think just because hes a jock it gives him a free pass to act stupid. its like he has two different personalities one at school one after school.he usually a sweet nice listener and he always gives me piggy back rides an let me ride on his skateboard. i met... (more)

No voice

Ever since i was 16 I been keeping so much to myself never telling anyone I feel I have no one to turn to Im in a slump now at 19 still can't find anyone to help me and today I gave up on god if there ever Was one why would he put me thru this why would everyday be worser than the next I even gave up smoking marijuana so I can start doin better... (more)

Stupid Girls

I hate when girls or women "complain" about how they look just to get complements. grow up people, there has to be a better way of getting attention. If your pretty you know it. just becuase you have a wrinkle of 3oz ok extra weight dont mean your ugly. it takes away from the ugly girls when they do complain.

18 sisters no way

I told my friends that i had 18 sisters and they all believed me i told myself there dumb and i just took pictures of hot girls off the internet and they still believed me they were dumb but it was funny to me but now im just gonna tell them i only have 2 sisters well my dad has been around and he said he has more kids but i only know my 2... (more)

I hate my life

I'm 12 and I hate my life I just wish to not be even living.. It all started when I was 8 my life just broke apart because my parents started shouting at each other and fighting with each other and I always used to hear them from my room so they got divorced and I was just becoming sad so then I started visiting my dad every Tuesday and he started... (more)

Murder

I've always wanted to end a human life... obviously i'm terrified of the consequences... but if i had a terminal illness it would be near the top of my "bucket list". Though if i look deep into myself i'm not sure i'd be capable of cold blooded murder... but then i'd like to know... ya know?

Guilty

I feel soo guilty living in a first world conutry while my people in my own country suffer, including my own family.

Ashamed

When I was like 7 my cousin dared me to lick her ** and I did and now I've grown up an I'm like eew ok that's ** , and I feel like complete ** like what the heck was I thinking but I was so young I had no... (more)

If You Find a Baggy of White Powder On The Bathroom Floor......

So, as I was saying; If you find a baggy of white powder on the bathroom floor of a club or after hours downtown... DON'T snort it.
You see, my friends and I have a nasty habit of putting powdered bleach into little gram bags and leaving them on the bathroom floors of clubs.
It only targets the incredibly stupid. Because you would have to... (more)

I hate being 'hot'

I'm "hot", or so I am told. I am not a narcissist - I do not think I am hot; just others. It disgusts me that strangers will slow down their cars, whistle, make obnoxious noises and gestures at me, and so on. I have never had a guy friend, because I have yet to find a guy who can be friends with me without letting the way I look get in the way... (more)

Thanks obama

I fear America will never be like it once was. A great nations. I want to retire like my parents. It seems that may never happen. Is there any hope with all the idiots these days. We are all in this together, we will all suffer the same. Don't make the same Mistake twice.

I Just Dumped My Boyfriends Cat

I moved in with my boyfriend recently. He has (uhh, had) this stupid cat who he never got fixed. Recently it started ** EVERYWHERE in the house. It STINKS. SO I put the filthy thing in a laundry basket, put the basket in my car, drove fifteen minutes and chucked the little (more)

Working out

Since I started working out, I have been ** all the time now, not during but after the work out.

Depression

That most of my day I spend thinking about ending my life. I have been in counseling for the last 15 years and I have tried more than 15 anti-depressants.. One weekend about 2years ago I took so many ativan that I had to be admitted to the hospital because I almost died. I took about 80 2 Mg pills. They told me if I hadnt been taking to the... (more)

My sisters call me a prude... The truth is I was **

My sisters call me a prude... The truth is I was ** when I was 14... four months later I had a miscarriage. I have never told anyone.
Now I am afraid to be touched by people, hugs, holding hands, shaking hands, thinking about kissing someone. I get sick to my stomach and feel like I want to vomit... (more)

I wish I was a boy

I'm an 18 year old girl and I wish I was born a male. I hate being a girl. I hate having **, long hair, big hips and small waist. And btw, I'm not a lesbian if that's what you were thinking. I'm straight. Just because I want to be a boy doesn't mean I'm a lesbian. It seems to me that guys have it... (more)

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