Venting Confessions

Heavy post

Don't read if you are looking for something happy or of sexual content to read. I need to vent. TW: suicide
It's been 26 going on 27 long years... Ever since I was a little girl, I have been abused physically, mentally, verbally, emotionally, and then later, sexually. First, by my family until I defended myself and fled to live with my now... (more)

I wish

I wish a guy can kiss me all over my neck and chest and make out for hours 😩

I'm sick of the drug addicts everywhere

Most of us are just trying to get by or make the world a little bit better and yet everywhere I go, there they are; a bunch of belligerent, unstable, mean people who are convinced that the world is out to get them.
And you know what? Yeah! A lot of the world is out to get most of us. The economy is (more)

I think every single ** pill should be destroyed

...when the number of women getting **/sexually assaulted is a quarter of what it is today, a limited batch can be released. As long as the rates keep falling or at least don't rise again, a new batch would be released every year. When it's gone, it's gone until the next year.
Since men can't be... (more)

I hope death comes

I'm a ** narcissist

I’m an adult woman who kicked a little boy in the **

I’m biased and have only daughters who have had bad experiences with boys. We were at the playground and there was a little boy (I’d guess 8 years old) on the swing for ages. I asked if one of my kids could use it eventually. He said no very rudely. Eventually he got off and when my daughter went to get on he said she still couldn’t use it. I... (more)

Self harm

I think about the past, a specific time of last year. I did such stupid things. I hurt myself and for what. I get emotionless when I think about it but yet there is so much emotion inside me. I can’t help it but when I feel like this I self harm. It makes me so relieved after. I’m not mad about the fact that I did it but how I feel so good after... (more)

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I'm crazy I should go to a psych ward

Words don't work. I am unable to say no to him

Please forgive me if I get a little long winded. It troubles me so much and I need to tell someone. I am a high school senior and I have been having ** with an older guy, 28. He is a mechanic's helper and will never amount to anything. I am college bound and hope to become a doctor or a nurse... (more)

I stopped self harming but

I haven’t self harmed in a year (two days ago 😎) but I’ve had no reason to. Instead I’ve been spending all my money, intensely picking at scabs, destroying my hair, getting tattoos, not doing anything I enjoy. I’ve been going downhill and I literally cannot take it anymore. Movies are great aren’t they? They let you escape from everything, but... (more)

I have no one

My family members say they love me, but I know it's because I'm useful/helpful to them. Beyond family I only have a few close friends, and one is too busy for me, I've overwhelmed another one by going to him when I felt suicidal, and the rest keep me at an arm's length. I'm in a new place right now and don't know anyone else. I'll be off to school... (more)

Life is weird

I ** wish everything was better

I wish she’d just go the ** away

So two years ago, my now 25 year old step daughter, moved back in with my gf and I. She is my gfs daughter. I had explained to my gf that I had no problem letting her move back in as long as she had a plan to get back on her feet, and find her own place. Now two years later she’s living in our garage which she calls her “tiny home”. She pays... (more)

I'm so confused

I'm so so inlove with my ex and we're still friends. He cares about me and tells me to take care of myself and praises me. I never wanted to leave him but I had to under some circumstances. I keep thinking about all the romantic moments we had and it makes me cry. I can't move on and I don't ever want to move on

All I wanna do is hear and share about ** and kinks.

I am a very ** married man. I think I'm pansexual. I fantasize about our friends individually and as couples. I wanna talk about how my wife won't peg me. How I love shopping for and wearing all kinds of underwear. I wanna talk about nasty Reddit communities. I wanna hear what my kids' friends... (more)

I am a narcissist

I feel like I am controlling and mean to everyone I don't know what to do

** games

I once tied my wife naked to our bed with her ankles strapped to the corner posts and left the door open. I then pushed the bed against the widow, slid the curtains wide open so the guy that lived across from us could see her. Exposing herself ** to strangers was her biggest sexual fantasy she had... (more)

Bullied

I got bully stripped on the first week on a new school. I knew it was normal to put new students through rigger, but it had happed in other school that had gone too. I later found out boys were acting to be nice to me. They ask me if had visited the tunnels of a fortress that was a block away from school and so naive to go with them. There were... (more)

Conspiracy theorist

I'm Australian.
I was never antivac. I'm pro choice for what medical procedures an individual chooses is and is not right for them. Everyone has the right to get a second opinion from medical experts.
The last few years anyone voicing concern over mandates and experimental treatments has been branded a conspiracy theorist, racist?, extreme... (more)

Lost Emotions in Fetish

My life was lonely growing up. I allowed several relationships with **'s to consume me. The chase and intimacy made things better, but I didnt know who I was. The more risque everything got the more I fealt not alone, but when the music stopped I went back to being empty. The people I hurt, the people... (more)

What should I do

I feel like I'm going to hurt people I love if I lose it

Degraded

My girl friends pretended to be friends with a girl from our school, to hide the fact that they hated her. She had no idea they were going to shame her by stripping clothes off in front of boys that knew what was going to happen. She ended up ** with boys telling them "let's see her (more)

I tried to die

At 15 i tried to kill myself but taking 5000mg of paracetamol but when my mom came home i vomited it out on purpose because i wanted to live for her and my family and i was honestly scared and hopeless , it’s only been a few days since i have done it and i feel like i should tell her. idk if it’s bad or not but i always think about killing myself…... (more)

A was SAd when I was younger it still haunts me.

When I was younger got SAd and sexually assaulted by a family member,he was younger to. I am now older and it still haunts me. I hate that it haunts me. I am slowly starting to expect it and that it is apart of my story. It happened a few times by the same person. Because I was younger I didn't know what to do. I usually just went to sleep in my... (more)

I hate this life.

Ever since I was around 10 I stared Self harm. I used to do it on my hand and no one noticed. I am a few years older and I still do it. On my arm. I sent in a while. In about 2 months. Everyday I just want to Self Harm again. School **. I only have a few friends. My family is always yelling at me... (more)

I keep getting juged

Alot of things has happened when I was younger and I'm still working through it. I've posted about it before on here but I feel like I need to share this to. Almost everyday whenever I wear something that I think I look cute in I always get judged saying I look like a "**" "(more)

This world needs coal and brimstone.

That's it. I've said it. We need coal. There would be no light if there was only darkness. Nobody understands this for some reason. There will never be a brimstone that would kill the sharty as there will never be a gemerald that would save it. This is some ying yang **, seriously. Coal becomes gem... (more)

I’m so tired.

I’m so tired of giving everyone my all. I’ve never been loved back and it’s just so tiring. I’m so used to it. I’m so tired. Please just let me rest.

I'm ok

I don't really feel emotional anymore

Ravished like the girl in the novel

I read this romance novel my aunt loaned me. Steamy ** scenes and all. You know the story, down and out, young, virile, girl the daughter of the town mayor, virgin, inexperienced, not sure if she's 14 or 17. He ravishes her, a nice word for non consensual **... (more)

I'm a piece of **

I am a living piece of **

Only thing that makes me feel good is thinking about kms

I have a very supportive family and wonderful friends, a blessed life, and I have been feeling better than i ever have in my life. But the only thing that makes me feel good is thinking about killing myself.
I have a blessed life. I am pursuing my dream job, with my dream education. I have a loving parent, a best friend, a wonderful dog. The... (more)

I'm a degenerate

All I do is ** and moan so what is the point

I think about killing/death an uncomfortable amount of times

Please don't judge me, so, I think about killing myself, I think about killing other people and animals, I'd never act on my thoughts, since, 1, it's illegal, 2, I could never act on it, since I know I'd back out before I did it or regret it afterwards.I think it's a kind of coping thing, it gives me a sense of control and power, I don't think of... (more)

Christmas presents

I confess that I wanted a little more gratitude for the presents I bought for some people this year. In each case I made an effort to buy and give gifts that were both useful and not cheap. Of the 5 people only 1 showed any true appreciation, or at least they liked me enough to pretend to care. I'm tired, emotionally

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