Venting Confessions

Child care career

Well it's not really a confession..... It's more of venting and letting out steam. I really hope for true answers and not bull sh*t comments. I am male and I have been in the field of child care for 10 years. No matter what..... When everything seems to be going perfect....... Sh*t hits the fan. I work over and beyond my job and then the... (more)

Im in limerance and it's ruining my life

I don't generally like people let alone love them but I love someone desperately. He's all I can think about and all i want.
We were fuckbuddys for a while then he got his girlfriend back, I didn't think I'd mind. I never expected or wanted anything he wasnt prepared to give. Until he told me he would've liked to be my boyfriend, two days before... (more)

FML

Me and my friend had a fight and now we're acting like nothing happened. It was because I didn't help her with her stuff. Stupid thing to fight over, I know. I just don't know what happened. I'm confused. When we see each other at school, no greeting, no conversations, NOTHING. It's like the other person doesn't exist. We've been ignoring each... (more)

Exhausted.

I'm mentally exhausted. I found out that the boy I like has a gf. :( I've been struggling at school (socially wise), I had a bit of an altercation with someone I use to consider my friends. I try so hard to be fashionable and look nice. And what stresses me out even more is that I KNOW this stuff doesn't matter. 10 years from now, no one will... (more)

Cheating **

Adara, you cheating **. Do you ** your co-worker every weekend in a motel!!

I hate myself

That I should have told my mom years ago. From the first time he touched me. I let my stepdad manipulate and control me and use me. The only one that's suffering is me now and some days I can't even breathe. I wish men acted like adults and took care of little girls like they should. I can't believe I let him live with me for all these years and... (more)

I feel so alone.

I don't have anyone to talk to. I have so many things to say about topics in which I'm interested, but none of my friends seem to care about the same things I do. They don't like to analyze things the way I do. They just kind of like to sit and enjoy, which I think is okay, but it's not engaging to me in the least.
I have a best friend. I pour... (more)

Smoked In My Bed Room

I'm kind of new to smoking weed. but the other night, i decided to crack open my window and take a few puffs, but the smell has not left my room.
The person i live with keeps complaining that its from to much **, but do they really know is that i smoked in there >.>
I can't really tell anyone cuze... (more)

I hate teenagers

Dear god how I hate teenagers. Bunch of annoying, shallow, whiny, cliquey, know-all little prats. Especially the girls. Competitive, stuck-up, anorexic little drama queens.
Stand there giving everyone the evil eye to everyone else.
Or the emo teenagers writing their dark poetry on the park benches, sitting around complaining about how sh*t... (more)

I cut myself

I'm 15 years old and Ive cut my wrists before. I don't do it all the time. I only did it like 3 times and that was like 7 months ago. I still have the scars but I cover it with a bracelet. I did it because I was depressed and my ex bestfriend (we hate eachother now), was talking ** about me behind my... (more)

Back to Square ONe

I tried everything.
I started to lose weight. I learned to wear cute clothes. I smiled often. I learned to wear makeup and follow stringent beaute routines to keep up my appearance.
I shopped for 'cute' stuff. I talk about clothes and boys and 'girly' stuff all the time. I give beauty tips to girls .
Ironic how this came from a girl who... (more)

What happened?

Boy number one was new. And i ignored him because he was popular, good looking and social. Then i started talking to him and he wasn't as narcissitic as i thought. Everyday i was falling for him bit by bit. He led me on, he stood by me, he made me laugh. He then asked out one of my friends. I still wonder if i did something wrong to make that... (more)

Men can be such pigs

I hate the way some men talk about women. They do it when there are no women around, of course. They call them **, talk about their bodies like their pieces of meat and imply they are stupid.
Not all men do this but a lot do. When these men get together it's like some ancient time when men... (more)

In pain

This world is killing me. I set everything straight in my life that I could. It ** I feel like a walking zombie. I really do. I'm not always here anymore. Emotionally, I'm dead. And have been for quite sometime. It's funny. I'm not afraid to die anymore. Not afraid to look at the stats and have to be... (more)

Over-obsessing, I guess.

Sprite, this is for you.
So you and I started out as really good friends about a month ago. I noticed right from the get-go that you liked me, particularly when you were jabbing me with that stick at the first meeting. I was really excited. I wanted to hang out with you because you seemed really cool. At the same time, I was a bit reluctant... (more)

A Small Problem

I like this boy so much, but I know he will never like me. And this makes me so depressed. He is too pretty and he is out of my league. What's worse is I think other people know about my crush on him, and they're laughing at me behind my back.
He is so nice to me though. He's always smiling, chatting, touching, making me laugh. But I think he's... (more)

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I miss **. So much.

All those birds in the bush

I'm this close to getting a scholarship to study in the states, and all of a sudden I regret not pursuing Europe. I almost want it not to work so that I can be forced to explore the Europe option. Who would go to the states for music when you can be in Paris or Vienna? But I'm sick of myself for always wanting what I don't have, for always loving... (more)

Ambivalence

I am feeling extremely ambivalent about killing myself, advice please?

If only you knew

I realized I was pregnant on a beach holiday with my parents and had to pretend like nothing was wrong. After crying endlessly alone and falling asleep to tears I finally got back to the city where I got an abortion and fell deeper into depression. Only one other person knows. Others around me blame me for (more)

**

I am trying my best to get my mind off someone...me and my husband have been drifting apart. It's not that I want to leave him for this 'someone else', but it is a red flag that my heart is drifting. I forsee our divorce and it really **. My husband is my best friend.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE

I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE, I'M TRAPPED LIKE A PRISONER IN MY OWN HOME, EVERYONE WANTS CONTROL OVER MY LIFE. I FEEL I'M BEING HELP CAPTIVE AND I'M BEING SUFFICATED! I JUST WANNA BE ME, I DON'T WANNA BE A BIRD IN A CAGE, I'M HUMAN JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE BUT NO ONE ELSE CAN SEE THAT! I MADE SO MANY SACRIFICES FOR EVERYBODY TO LIKE ME AND FOR... (more)

Little do you know

Your reading my life. My innocence. My revenge

I don't get it.

I'm not a **. However, I really wish someone would punish me. I know. what the **. I'm thinking the same thing but honestly. I've been doing shot on purpose. Nobody looks at me twice. I shop lifted over 900 hundred bucks last month. Drinking smoking... (more)

Had enought, ready to dump her...

I've been seeing this Indian chic ( as in from South Asia) for almost 6 months now, and I've had enough, ready to dump her sorry **.
She is hot looking, tall, big **, and a nice booty, but the chic won't **... (more)

I Can't Do This..

I just can't do this anymore. I don't know how to deal with myself. I mean i'm only 15. Why do I have to deal with it? I'm a lesbian and I have such an amazing girlfriend.. I love her to death. But do I love her too much? I sacrifice everything for her. Friends, my wants, my time, EVERYTHING. And when she gets mad at me, its my fault.. ALWAYS my... (more)

Love or abuse

I have been a victim of abuse, by my ex boyfriend. I have to say he is not the only one to blame. I do admit i have hurt him too, little slaps here and there either trying to defend myself or because he threatens things that no normal man who is in love with a womans should say. Never have i ever though hurt him enough to leave cuts or bruises... (more)

Shy

I'm a guy. I'm also very shy. I can't stand being in a public place but, I have to. Just to make it through life I have to be in front of people but I feel so insecure around people. At home I have a lot of energy. I do many things. I play the piano and the guitar. I draw, and write stories as well. I don't know why I am so shy but I am. Ever... (more)

It's gorgeous

I'm sorry but Scarlett Johansson really does have a ridiculously beautiful bottom. I mean yes, I know she's 27 and genetically blessed, but that ** is just amazing.

I am so lonely and so **.

I don't have a best friend anymore.:(
I"m alone at school.
Everyone keeps telling me "join clubs" "talk to new people"
I've done that **! It's not working. Sure I've made some ** acquaintaces, but let's face it. That (more)

Tears.

I haven't cried in years. Or had a nightmare. Or felt any strong emotion. I worry I'm dead inside. I'd give anything just to sob for a long, long time, because it would prove I'm human.

Transsexual **

I'm a transman (female to male transsexual) and I pass way, way more as female than as male. I don’t pass as male at all.
...I mean, I did once. I was hanging out with this guy at night and a gay couple passed us and said, "Are those two guys making out?" in that super exited way we note whenever a homosexual act is happening in public. Another... (more)

Never good enough.

I feel like im never good enough. Not pretty enough. Not smart enough. No talent. Worthless. Fear of rejection. Fear of failure. So i put up a wall, and dont try. People think im that confident girl who doesnt care what anyone thinks. Im not. Im scared. I want to be loved. Cared for. Told i am enough. But no one ever says that.

My best friend's wedding

I dislike my best friends fiance. I told her I didn't care for him when they were dating. Nobody liked him much. Most of us are pretty sure he is gay. I'm happy that my friend feels that she found someone great but I'm sad that she can't see what everyone else sees.I'm worried that she'll be unhappy and feel stuck. I'm worried that if she doesn't... (more)

One last day

If I had one last day to talk to you, before everything happened. I'd go back and tell you how much you meant to me. That even though your words cut like a burning blade I can't stop wishing you were still here with me. I wish I had a moment to tell you about the place they were going to send me back to, to let you know why i did what I did that... (more)

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