Venting Confessions

** Him

** my dad for never doing anything for me, ** him for never being there when I needed him, ** him for leaving my mom poor and struggling, ** him for leaving... (more)

I cannot stand my adult step daughter,she has been spoilt since birth by my husband and his family, her parents divorced when she was 4 and she is now 25 and still rules the roost with her partner and child, she is THE BOSS, never does a stroke of work in the house but goes out in her car and frequents any place to eat,and thats EVERYTIME she goes... (more)

Watching

I watched bad stuff and I'm a 16 year old girl I regret and want to stop I'm done and will never watch the bad stuff again

I hate my stepson

I hate my stepson with every breath in my body I hate him. It all started a few Christmas's ago I had a few things out from my recently passed little brother I had told him not to play with them. I went to the store to grab a pie ( the store isn't even a block from the house and he had cut everything to shreds. Now me and my kids have nothing left... (more)

I'm afraid to talk sometimes

In school, I'm very reserved and quiet. I don't talk if not spoken to and I avoid people as much as possible.I am jealous of people with the confidence to just say to the world, "I'm weird and I don't care". I think those people are my inspirations because I'd love to have that confidence for just one day of my life. I cannot stand when people... (more)

I can't the mindless slaughter of animals for chinese medicine

If there is anything that twists me into furiosity and enrages me, it's how the Chinese heartlessly make their medicine by slaughtering all kinds of rare animals. I live in South Africa and in the news there is always something about how a rhino was killed for its horn. I WISH THOSE FOOLS WOULD KNOW THAT A RHINO HORN IS MADE OF HAIR AND IT HAS NO... (more)

Well,

I'm 21 now, and so far I've learned:
Life is pretty ** to begin with and now it's only going to get worse.
I don't fit in ANYWHERE in society, like a shape that won't fit into any of the holes in one of those baby toys.
There's no place for me in this world, so my mission is to find a job... (more)

Food

I've been eating again. yay...

Racisism

Oh my gosh, people are so freaking rude with being racist.They're so stereotypical about other cultures, like oh so your so perfect?!Like get a life for being so rude, I would never judge you on your relligion so don't judge me on mine!Now, I'm asian, so I'm going to use this as an example.People say were all stupid,ugly,rude,arrogant,mean,and... (more)

I think I hate my stepdaughter, I know she hates me

I have been with my husband for 12 yrs, 2nd marriage for both of us. Her son lives with us 4-5 days of the week. She does not. My husband will do anything for his daughter.
Three months ago, I left my husband and we have reconciled beautifully. He told me that I would not have to worry because she understood that our marriage is none of her... (more)

I scare myself

Sometimes i scare myself. I scare myself because i watch too much **, and that is wrong. I scare myself because of the things i like and the thoughts i have.

Want

I just want to be wanted. To have a boyfriend. To have someone that likes me. I've even thought of being ** because the ** would want me. I want others to want me...

Cutting my self

Hi I am 12 years old and I have been cutting my self because of people being mean to me and hurting my feeling to the point of crying and I feel alone like no one cares. My parents found out I do this and there making me go to a therapist,I don't want to go because I don't think the therapist can help me so I decided to confess so please someone... (more)

One step forward, two steps back...

Today I found a package of unopened razor blade, and I was sorely tempted to take one. I didn't, though, and I was so proud of my self. Taking baby steps like that is big progress when you're trying to stop cutting. I still had the thought, but did not act on it.... Until later this evening, when I locked myself in the bathroom and (this will... (more)

Raising a grown man

I literally hate my step son. I am 29 and my wife is 33
She lost custody of her son when he was like 5 and out of the blue
The state gives him back when he is 17 WTF. I can stand this attitude anf
Sense of entitlement like the world/us owe him everything he wants becausr he had a tough childhood join the club
His Lazy (more)

It's so tough being a stepdad

I'm having a difficult time right now. I'm with the most wonderful woman in the world, who happens to have 2 boys (6 and 11) who drive me nuts. We have 50/50 custody, so they live here every other week. The 11 year old is most likely slightly Asperger's and the 6 year old is just a piece of work. He lies, is needy, bossy, moody, rebellious... (more)

Moving

I hate my life. I tell everyone I love it, and at times I do, but I have sacrificed too much for my husband. I moved to a different country to be with him, and now I never see my family, with whom I am very close. I see his family all the time, and I HATE THEM. I would like to burn down his mother's house. I don't know if i can go on like this.

I wish

I wish I could disappear for two days and be found wandering naked in the middle of the road.

Just need to let it out.

I'm in love with this girl (girl a).
She is in love with me.
We just don't work well together.
I had ** with another girl (girl b) twice after girl a made it clear that nothing was ever going to become of our feelings.
i couldnt stop thinking about girl a the whole time.
girl b knows everything... (more)

Why does everyone treat me like a parasite?

I just feel sometimes that no one really likes me, that I just ** everyone off. I'm ** at making friends. Everyone gets sick of me eventually, it's just some people stick around longer. No one really compliments me, i just listen as my family gush over... (more)

The boy from band class...

Dawson, you are an adorable 7th grader and i absolutly love you...but i mean the type of love where you care alot and can't get over the person. Generaly i would like you enough to ask you out, but theres a problem, i cant. The only way i can do that is to be your friend...i say hi to you anytime i can... And when you try not to smile and end up... (more)

I hate them

I hate homosexuals and i hate how acceptable they have become
I hate green people. Those California types with their priuses organic food and earth **
I hate blacks that act black. i do not have a problem with those that act human. but the hiphop types are repulsive.
I hate self loathing... (more)

Another Suicidal Thoughts Post

I have spent a great portion of my life working up the nerve to slit my throat. Every new friend I make is another person burdening themselves over my passing.

No one sees

I cut myself. I have since I was eleven years old. I have never gone to extensive lengths to hide the scars or the fresh cuts, but no one seems to notice that I have angry red lines across my wrists.
No one notices that I have stopped eating either. Or that when I do have to eat, I go to the bathroom right after and throw up.
I know I sound... (more)

Trapped

Man you've really ** up now. What the ** are you going to do? What's going to become of you? How could things have gone this bad? Why can't I be normal? I'm ** trapped in my apartment. I feel like a... (more)

I hate old people

For some unknown reason I hold a terrible grudge against old people. Whenever I walk down the street and I see an elderly gentleman, or woman, I get this overwhelming urge to just smash them in the face for no reason. Their wrinkly skin makes my blood boil, and they are just really rubbish in general and get in people's way. I'm really worried... (more)

Why wont anyone just realize i'm not okay

Lets start with I'm only 15
I would like to say I'm a bit intoxicated... lolz...
I'm just so done...
I've been thinking about suicide and not being here because my thoughts are just so depressing since i was 9.
when i was young i was labeled as having autism
but if you see me now i really am not... and somehow grew out of it.
I was weird as... (more)

My sister will be the death of me!

Basically I'm a teenage girl who comes from a very well off family. For the past YEAR I've suffered from... Well... Parasites. I know everyone gets them, but it's disgusting and no matter how hygienic I am, or how many tablets I take - the problem doesn't go for more than a month. This is affecting my mood and my sleep and my schoolwork on the... (more)

Confused

Im so mad and i dont know why. . . i dont know why but when i see this guy i get so mad. his presence just ** me off, i dont know why. today i totally told him off (im a freshmen and he is a sophomore) and it seems like i hurt him, or he just got really annoyed .___. but i feel so horrible, i didnt... (more)

If only

My childhood was full of pain, torment and loneliness. All I had was my family and even they were total strangers to me. My mother is extreme overly everything- protective, micro managing, rude, and sometimes downright abusive of her title as my so called 'mother'. The only thing that has kept me going is my boyfriend, who is my reason for living... (more)

Expat Living in China

I have read some of the comments regarding the chinese, some of which wouled appear to be true at first sight. But until you understand them there country there way of life you cant comment. you are all just wankers that have not got a clue!!! No wonder other counties get the impression that the English are trouble. Try to grow up abit wankers

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do,I am homeless and pregnant. I don't have anyone who will help give me a hand up. I feel like a useless worthless spec on the face of this earth I would rather just die right now and I am really thinking about it I have already looked up several ways to do it and I think I am going to.

I play MMORPG's because real life **.

Real life just **. At least in my world, everyone greets me with a "Welcome home" and "Welcome back". Out in the real world, its just, "hey you". I don't feel any vibe or emotion from what the real world people give me. I just want to be happy, but, I know it won't last forever. I don't feel well... (more)

I don't even know why I'm your friend anymore...

I made one racist comment about a religion you frankly don't even belong to/care about, and you flip your lid, comparing me to Hitler or Islamic Terrorists. Frankly, The fact you condoned me in this way shows your JUST as narrow minded as I am, but at least I can admit it. Sure, I don't like Muslims. Should we glass the middle east like I said?... (more)

I have to get this out...

I feel powerless and weak. I feel dependant on my mother, and yet I behave so ungratefully. I’m a terrible daughter. I’m a terrible friend. I think horribly cruel thoughts about the people that act with nothing but kindness towards me. I feel like people don’t like me, even when they claim that they love me. It doesn’t matter what anyone says. I... (more)

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