Venting Confessions

How its been...

My mom doesnt understand how i feel half of the time
My cousin is an annoying **
I only have one true friend who actually understands half the things going on in my life
My uncle is cheating on my aunt
Im worried i wont pass the 8th grade because of how my grades are in math
I stopped... (more)

I don't have enough energy to give up

I just feel so hopeless and lost lately.

What a great idea!

Alright, so, I log onto my local news website this morning and at the top of the outer column of story headline links I see the caption, "Man stabbed by girlfriend", and I think to myself, "Why the ** didn't I think of that?" Can you tell I'm ** at my... (more)

ASPD

I am a sociopath and I have only just recently become self-aware of this fact. I am writing a drunken confession because the number of people I can discuss this with is so small. My career would be over if this ever got out, as I am a teacher and I quite enjoy my job. I keep a blog on the internet under an anonymous guise about my experiences as a... (more)

I don't care

It seems like I just don't care anymore. I used to be outgoing, fun to be around. Now nobody calls anymore. I have two kids and a wife, but for whatever reason I am always depressed. I would never kill myself, but sometimes it crosses my mind. I feel no emotions except anger. I seem to dislike everyone. I wake up, go to work, go home and sit... (more)

Seriously?

My neighbor's son, who is 2, almost 3, says things like 'me want cookie' and 'mines' and it annoys the heck out of me. It unnerves me quite a bit. I freak out a lot when people don't type things correctly or if they spell something wrong. I don't really know why it bothers me so much, either. It doesn't help that I live in the country with people... (more)

Just cut really bad

I got into a huge fight with my father and we were both screaming and i flipped out and was shaking so bad... I cut really bad..im just numb. Just totally numb. I cant do it anymore. Moving in with my father was the worst mistake ive ever made.. And since my mother disowned me...i dont have anywhere to go. And i just might go back to pills..

Kirill from GagaDaily.com

I confess that Kirill is a stupid ** **

Bad day

Cutting myself because I am hating myself SO MUCH right now. Today, my dream shattered right before my eyes, and I was SO CLOSE to achieving it too. I am so angry and disappointed with me. Strong suicidal thoughts (but I am not suicidal).

Did She Love Me?

Ok, so I did some activities with a group. The activities went on about once a week for 7 months. There was this girl, she was British, and she was my age, almost exactly. I kinda dint talk to her and she dint talk to me, not because we dint like each other just because we did not know each other and did not notice each other. One say we got... (more)

Life :l

Life is so messed up for me. Here's my story
i have ocd and social anxiety
when i was in 4th grade i was aleays quiet. and for that i was bullied. one kid lets call him bob. bullied me. he always hit me and everykne laughed so i pretended to go along with it. even tjiugh it killee me inside
5th grade. 3 kids ganged up on me to beat me up... (more)

Theres no feeling like lossing something you love

Well im really just really torn appart and need someone to tell this to but ye my dad kild himself about 3-4 years ago and now the only thing i had to remember him by was a germen sheperd he got me for wining but wining what is not important anyway the germen sheperd we got we neamed him tex and well tex had a heat stroke last night amd i was in... (more)

Suicidal

I married my wife in May, we got married fairly quickly. But I know she is definitely the one. I thought getting married would ease the feelings of wanting to take my life and turn around...But it didn't. I still hate myself every single day and i am ready to do it.
My gun is loaded and locked away, I'm not sure when I will do it...but it will... (more)

Why arent racists who happen to be black still called racists ?

I used to despise groups like the KKK but the more I look around the more I notice more black racist groups than any, it helps none at all that they still have "whites owe me something" guess what, there's a black man in office..now its been proven you can do and be whatever you want, if you're a failure its your fault not because your great great... (more)

Trust Issues, Fear of Judgement, Please Help...

Bear with me, this is somewhat of a long story.
So I had trust issues when I was about thirteen years old. It began because I had this weird addiction to watching shows that involved gay people kissing, guess it was a turn on or something. It was disgusting. I was pretty young i don't know why but I just watched it anyway. When I finally... (more)

I miss you

It hurt seeing you today

I killed my dog

I had a dog for 2 years, adopted him from the animal shelter when he was 6 weeks, stayed with us for 2 years and 3 months , i loved him tp pieces but he was just so unstable, for the last one year we've had plenty of incidents because of his fear aggression, he was so aggressive towards strangers, he would lunge and try n bite, bit my nephew and... (more)

Hate it

Sometimes I want to go to sleep and never wake up because the world is a ** **.

Hate

That I am filled with hate towards at least one person everyday of my life. I can not go an entire day without getting into a heated argument with someone usually my family. They have no respect for anything I do and don't listen to anything I say. All my parents do is ** and moan all day and my... (more)

Tick tick tick

I think my family would leave me if they realized how many times they've come thiiiiiiis close to death at my hands because of the disrespect and yelling that always seems to come my way.

I hate my life

I absolutely hate my life. I just turned 20 about a week and a half ago and my life is going nowhere. I have been depressed since I was 15 years old and it keeps getting worse. I got medication for it but it just makes it worse so I put on a smile and act like I am alright.
I have never had to worry about food or money at all. My grandparents... (more)

Anger Managment

I am always angry. Even when everything is going perfectly, the momen one small thing turns bad, I get angry. I hate feeling like this. Sometimes I am very happy, others I am very angry. And when I am angry I feel as thou it is out of my control

OMFG!!!

I understand why so many people beat the living sh*t out of their kids!
Everytime I turn my back to tend to the baby or go toilet or anything the others are up to mischief. All day every f*cking day;leave your sister alone, leave the baby alone, do your homework, leave the cat alone. The sitting room is for sitting, if you want to run around... (more)

Skin

I am so embarrassed by my skin! I can't stand it! I HATE the acne! It make me feel insecure and self conscience! All I want is to be able to wear a cute tank top or strapless dress with having to think of the the painful bumps everywhere on me. I've tried every drug store product and gone to the dermatologist! I hate how society automatically... (more)

I'm sooooo stressed =(

Before this past month, I was unemployed for 7 months. It was hard and took a toll on a lot of things and people in my life. As soon as I got a new job everyone, including myself, felt a tremendous amount of relief. This job by the way is at a well known restaurant where truckers often stop for breakfast or midnight snacks. However, ours isn't... (more)

Life **

Im a 21 year old girl, ive been with my fiance since i was 16. This last year has been the worst year of my life. I get so depressed sometimes and I feel like i cant talk to anyone about it because I dont want to come across as whiney. My mum has MS. Last year she was diagnosed with breast cancer and then shortly there after dementia. She had and... (more)

This is life

I am do lonely I think about killing myself all the time. My husband treats me like ** and I day dream about being with my ex. I miss his romance and passion. I do not have that with my husband. He calls me fat and disgusting and threatens to hit me. He hasn't hit me yet, just throws things at me and... (more)

Giving up

I can't do this anymore. If I wake up fat tomorrow I will kill myself. I don't know how to live a happy life while I'm lugging around 64 extra pounds. NO! I didn't just gain weight. I've been overweight my entire life. It wasn't until I moved in with my dad that I started to feel like I was so disgustingly fat. He's constantly reminding me that... (more)

Caught up

No one's ever had me this caught up before. I don't know whether to laugh or cry, you know?

Self harm

I just cut myself because i cant deal with the stress anymore. i never thought i would go to this.. but i did. and honestly, it makes me feel better.

Self Harm Survey

Age: 19
**: Female
Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc.): “Literate and Complicated”
How long have you been cutting? 8 years off and on, relapsed three months ago
Favorite tool? Razor blade, broken glass, eraser, lighter
Where (place) do you cut? (school, home, etc.): My... (more)

Idk

I've been sniffing heroin for a week and I'm afraid I'll get addicted. My boyfriend doesn't know because I sleep a lot anyway! It makes me feel warm inside!!! I only told one person and she shoots it her arm! I'm so depressed!

No more toys

Its so stupid how im 19 and my mom said im not allowed to buy any more ** toys untill i move out. But im gonna do it any way.

Gay

I have finally come to the truth that i am gay. But i keep on doubting myself and trying to make excuses. If i cant except myself for being a lesbian, then who else would?

GRRRR!!!!

I confess that I'm feeling ESPECIALLY angry today. I hate when I can see something coming from the get-go but no one wants to listen to me! And then it ends up blowing up way worse than it would have to begin with.
EXAMPLE: I told my boyfriend that his stupid slutty friend let's call her 'L' was after him from the second she found out he was... (more)

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