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Peeing in the showe
Every morning for the last few months I pee in the shower. I will brush my teeth and shave and hold it until I am in the shower to pee. It saves water and is probably better for the environment.
I got **
I got ** by Killer Memestar (name hidden for security purposes) Someone please send help, I have serious mental issues now.
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No way out
Lately I've been lonely and depressed, feeling like I've let everyone around me down. I know suicide and self harm are wrong, but when I'm this sad I just don't seem to find a way to stay strong. I wish I had someone who would be by my side, since not even my family understands me
Help
Sometimes I feel like killing someone. Not anyone in particular. Just someone and I'm scared someone is going to be in my path at the wrong time and I'll end up doing something really bad. I just recently turned 14 and my mom just thinks I'm a typical white teen girl but I seriously need help but I'm so scared to tell my mom what I've been... (more)
I Truly Hate My Life
I want to be free to do what I want, when I want, answering to no one, just pick up and go if I feel I need a break or a change of scenery. But I can't. Because I have a child, and I'm a single parent. Motherhood isn't for me. I want to follow my passions, do what I love, earn money, take on the world. But I can't, because I have a disability and... (more)
Help
Okay, so yesterday I accidentally cut my thumb open trying to self harm and I had to go to the hospital and get stitches. I told my mom I was just playing with the razor and that I wasn't trying to harm myself. The staff at the hospital didn't believe me so I had to talk to a specialist in mental health. I confessed to her that I kinda wanted to... (more)
Kegel exercise **
Honestly, as weird as this is, kegel exercise weights have helped exceedingly with my anxiety..... it's just good to have something to grasp onto when your mind is so tense and you can't outwardly express your frustration.
I Don't Know Why I Self Harm
I am thirteen. Nothing has ever gone hortibly wrong in my life. I get stressed sometimes, but that's it. I started self harming three years ago, but I can't say that's when it happened, more like the thoughtvwas implanted. When I was five I hit myself with things, not even knowing what I was doing. When I was ten, I decided yo hit myselfvwith a... (more)
Spectrum
No matter how far I may go on either side of the spectrum...the goal firmly stays on one place. Live your life in service to others...even though you might seriously get distracted by a crazy crush or personal ambitions. The goal is clear. Always. Service to others. Always Always Always!
3 times a day and every day !
I confess that from last couple of years I have been drinking heavily for no resons. Due to which I have lost respect in my own family. So after i finish my drink which I ordered now , I declare to go sober and non alchiholic.
Progress
... by leaps and bounds! If I only had another 48 hours of uninterrupted, real, meaningful interaction...I might just be overall...cured.
Disorders, advice needed.
Hi, I'm in my second semester of my freshman year of college, and I feel like my life is collapsing on me. I am really stressed and my depression comes and goes randomly.
Lately, I have been extremely insecure about my body and I constantly think of this when around or eating food. I know I am not fat and I know I am athletic, but I just cannot... (more)
Incomplete
I feel like I am incomplete. I am only 30 years old an cannot have children. It will never happen for me. I see all my friends from high school like two or three children and while I am happy for them I am also horrendously jealous. I fee like less of a woman because I cannot do this one thing our bodies were designed for. It is just not fair.
Siempre
La alegria!
Los nervios!
La sonrisa!
TU sonrisa inolvidable.
El tiempo nos ayuda a olvidar...
pero, pero, pero
Hay cosas que no voy a olvidar
Yo vi tu corazon
Brillante,
Brillante,
Brillante,
Junto a mi.
Hay silencios que prefiero callar
Mientras, vos, jugas...
Brillante -
Siempre,
mi amor -
YO
VI
TU... (more)
Cheated on my Diet
I have been on Nutrisystem for 2 months and I've lost about 15 pounds. Today I took a friend to work and there's a McDonalds on my way home. I stopped there and got a sausage and egg biscuit meal with hash browns and a diet coke. I feel so bad about it because now I've had so many calories and so much fat in one meal that I have messed up big... (more)
Junkie
For most of my life, and I am 25, I've always wanted to eat nothing but junk food, and now that I live by my self, that is exactly what I do. I have gained a ton of weight, but I keep being drawn to junk food. Fortunately, I now have a boy friend who has similar likes, and we gorge on junk. Since I have met him in december, I have gained another... (more)
Got really fat
I posted about a year ago, I guess, saying that I was going to just give up dieting and eat what I want. Well, yesterday, I went to the doctor and not only found out I gained 107 pounds, but I am not a type 2 diabetic. How can that be??? I mean, I don't regret it in the least, and even though I'm now diabetic, I have no intention of following that... (more)
Depressed wife
Just found out my wife of 6 years has been suffering from depression and suicidal thoughts since she was a child. The only break from this was the first 4 years of our relationship and now we have less excitement it's all come back. She's never had any treatment for this before and has never told anyone.
I immediately set up counseling for her... (more)
I smoke in the house with my kids
I smoke all the time, like 4 packs a day. It is just impossible to always go outside to smoke, so I smoke in the house. My 2 kids, 4 and 6 years old, don't seem to mind or have any bad reactions. Besides, they literally grew up with ciggaretes, since I smoked while pregnant. It's supposed to be bad for them, but I just can't help myself from not... (more)
** THIS FEELING
I'm scared to death right now nobody really understands my situation or what I feel. I'm scared because I'm scared to have oral cancer . It's all little symptoms feelings emotions of knowing maybe yes maybe no I'm scared. My gf doesn't understand me. She acts as if nothing is okay she loves me but t I feel it's not real. I'm good looking but I'm... (more)
16 & Sick
I'm only 16, and I'm throwing up becuase of withdrawal from cigarettes. No one knows.
I Should Stayed in the Water Longer
I tried to kill myself this morning by floating in the ice cold lake. Within 30 seconds my body hurt so bad. I stayed in as long as I could (about 5 minutes) then I got out. The pain was intense. My body was numb-feeling and felt detached when I tried to stand up. My heart was racing. It's been almost 12 hour now and 2 hot showers later and I am... (more)
Helping my gf get fat
My 5'1" gf wants to get fat. She is currently 280 but wants to get to 400. I decided to help her, even though it's not healthy for her. She wants it, so I will give it to her. TONS of food every day. Can't wait to see her at 400. As it is, she waddles somewhat right now. What a ** chick. I kinda feel... (more)
I can barely **.
I'm nearly 69 and I ** regularly. The small amount of ** is so small that it would be embarassing. if some woman saw it.
I don't know if its the meds i take or being overweight or living a sedentary lifestyle but something has sure... (more)
Beating myself up, literally
Most days when I get home from Sixth form I say hello to my mum, go upstairs, close my door, put my tv up loud and then start to punch myself wherever I think of first. When people can see me I act all smiles and as though I have no problems but the moment I get behind closed doors I become so depressed and enraged at the same time and I take it... (more)
What's wrong with me?!
I have to be moving all the time. If I don't I get so hot and nervous and I look like a freak! It is so hard for me to control my anger. One day this guy was making fun of me after class and I got so angry that I punched him then kick him in the **. It felt good to hurt him. I like when people get... (more)
Cancer
Well, i am 19 years old and i have kidney cancer, I am not going to live, i overheard the doctor say it and they tried to avoid the subject when i asked... PLEASE i want you guys to pray for me and im really scared... i dont want to die i love my family and i love my life. Please...
Hate crimes
Hate crimes who took my email
Everyday
Everyday, I think of killing myself. I see a lot of posts by teens, but I'm in my mid 30s. I want it so bad and since I can remember. I've tried it twice. No one cared. Pills won't kill me. And I can't go back to the only place that makes me happy. I've got no home, per se. But I have a little dog I adore. I adore her, she loves everyone. I was... (more)
Voices in my head
I know everyone has voices in their heads, your conscience, some people have conversations with themselves and I understand that. When its your conscience you are kind of aware of both sides of the conversation even though you talk it through in your head.
I have voices that argue. I say voices, they sound more like rushed whispers. I hear them... (more)
Addicted to gaining fetish
I'm 33 and was diagnosed with diabetes a year ago. I really have no symptoms, other than my blood sugar is high. I'm into gaining weight on purpose; it's a great turn on, especially since my boyfriend is into it too, and encourages my to keep getting fatter. (Currently 384 pounds at 5"8"). My doctor gave me pills, but they are too expensive, so I... (more)
You Have Poisoned Me
I am dying because of you. Literally dying. It's gradual. The medical community can't identify anything; they say I'm perfectly healthy. They can't see it, can't detect it, so I'm screwed. But every day, every morning, I'm woken up by this sick feeling, and it's progressing; it's gone from my stomach and my kidneys to my heart, and my head. I'm... (more)
Sick in the head
I'm not in the right state of mind. I've let someone physically, verbally and mentally abuse me. It as changed me so much. I am angry. I can't control myself when I am around him. I scream and yell to the point where I feel sick. I try not to do this in front of our daughter. I need help. I am to consumed.
I'm so ashamed of my missing teeth
I try not to smile, or look straight at anyone, or speak too loudly. I don't date. I don't go to job interviews anymore.
When I had insurance, I had great teeth. Eighteen years later, I'm down 6. I get an abscess, deal with the pain for a couple months, and if it doesn't stop have the tooth pulled.
With no hope of getting money or insurance in... (more)