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Im probably not depressed

When i watch movies, videos or when i search up on google why am i feeling like this no reasons apply to me. i searched up like an clueless idiot on google ''WhY Do i hAtE tHe IdEa Of BeInG TrANsGeNDER?'' i couldnt find anything that i feel like i feel. i searched up almost everything about Lbgt but i couldnt feel anything that felt like me. even... (more)

Its my fault

Its my fault you started cutting
its my fault you wanted to kill yourself
its my fault i left you
everything is my fault, isnt it.
i left you cause we werent compatible.
im your theripast,
im the one who has to listen but has to get ignored.
im the one that has to love you even when you imagine someone else as me.
i warned you but you... (more)

The me I Despise

The me i hate was the person that rubbed off them even if I didnt want to. they didnt want to at the time, i thought i had to do it. I didnt want to do it, they did it. i let it happen so its my fault. i asked for it even if i didnt want it to happen. the only thing that really makes me upset is that they thought of a different person instead of... (more)

Writings of somebody unable to find Romance.

Okay, to the point. 20 years old, extremely active and in shape. I understand love "isn't the answer" nor do we need somebody to "complete" us. Self love is important.
The word "incel" is thrown about a lot. I don't consider myself the stereotypical incel loser in the sense of the word. I like to think I'm attractive enough, dress extremely... (more)

Why is it that when you are a girl you can only act like this

I am just going to complain a little. Why oh why do I have these emotional feelings. Why do I cry when my feelings are hurt. Why does my heart race when I hear him come down the hall. Why do I get up to get him a glass of water when we are in a meeting. Why do I bake him cookies. Why do I buy him little gifts. Why is that when he holds my... (more)

I hate Vladymir Putin ** in your hole

I hate you PUTIN ** in ear holes and whatever damage can do to you. I want to slice your head open like a cutting open a fruit and leaving you there. *Spit

Life

I sometimes I think Im a failure. Im failing college and have no job. I believe I have ADHD. Im afraid of going outside and being sociable. Im 23 years old and dont know what to do

I have never been able to act on what I want

Not today, not yesterday, it's everyday. I have urges. They are much stronger now than when I was younger. I do have memories of my early childhood like the time my friend and I were listening to music on my new LP recordplayer I had gotten for my birthday and he put both hands on my ** and grabbed... (more)

I broke up with my s/o and i regret it a bit ..

I kind of regret breaking up with my partner .. i loved them so much but there were so many red flags while i was with them. first, they would threaten to *tw* k1ll me on every occasion they could, would gaslight me if i ever said smth, would make me feel like i was stupid when anything came out of my mouth, and so much more. but idk i was so... (more)

Dealing with a **

I can't do this anymore. It is so annoying how it thinks it can take advantage of my feelings. They way it brags about everything makes me want to die. I hate it, and if you think it is you ** it is.

Just once I would like to be **

I wish I had an exiting life. My life is boring. I have a boring job, boring friends, boring husband, boring life. I've never had an exiting sexual experience. I've never been somewhere exiting. I just wish that one day a dangerous man came along, stole me, ravaged my body and discarded me on the trash heap of life.
which is where I live and... (more)

I hate that I feel this way about my mom

Basically my mom and I have a rocky relationship. For me I always come home and feel like I am being hounded with the negative things about me, what I do, characteristics that I need to change, What I've done wrong, ect and they all come from her. There is almost never a single positive thing that comes out of her mouth about me. Sometimes she... (more)

Mental Breakdown Incoming

There’s no confession here, I didn’t do much wrong…
My mom is two faced. She is a very religious person who has a bright personality that out shines how manipulative she can get. She constantly belittles me, calling me ungrateful any time I try to express something that she’s done that hurts me- so I killed her goldfish.
I poured bleach in... (more)

Is a happy ending cheating?

I moved to a new state and was really lonely so i just satrted going to massage parlors to be touched and soon happy endings happened and i really liked it. I kept going for a year and now it's a bit of a fetish. I have a girlfriend now but i still want the massage and happy ending. ** ill even pleas... (more)

Addicts deserve to be shot like dogs

None of them are without sin. They are all wastes of life. They would have been an addict no matter their life circumstances. They are inherently terrible people. Plenty of people are abused, have terrible lives, live in poverty or worse than what we in the west call "poverty" without turning to drink or drugs. but they don't care. They don't care... (more)

As time goes on things remain the same just different players

I ran away from my parents back in 1969. I was 14 and rode the Greyhound from Cincinnati to California. Street girls were called hippies and I became a prostitute handled by a hippie guy named Steve. I had a quota, and if I didn't make it used a paddle he had stole from a school. I got away from him when I was 18, got in a car with a man an... (more)

Why Are Indians Indians?!

I ** hate all indians in this world or anywhere else in the universe. This includes all indo-pak(banglas, pakis- indians genetics). They stink. They love littering the Earth. They love to bear envy. They always stare at others who aren’t indians like extreme pervs. They’re rapists. They don’t... (more)

Ending it

I want it to end. I want to die. The pain is too much. Physical and mental. All I want to do is watch myself suffer

How much longer

Let it end soon please the pain i don't know what to do.

I want to murder my stepfather

So, my stepfather married my mom when I was 2 or 3, (Im 15 now) And had us move from Texas to New York when i was 6 or so, to 'take care of his mother.' He has his 3 own kids, they all live here, 2 moved here from Washington. The others 9 yrs old. Hes always treated me and my cousin different from them, Constantly belittling us, Treating us like... (more)

Nature should be allowed to do what nature calls for

I am from Colorado and my parents have a ranch. I always liked horses and my parents gave me a stallion when I was 11. I spent as much time with him as I could, I fed him and brushed him down, rode him and walked him for exercise. One day when I went to his stable his ** was hanging down. Almost... (more)

Karma

You little B, people in town told me what was going down. Taking credit like you’re helping me? You do nothing for no one! We did everything for you and you cheat and lie and threaten, steal, I am sooooo glad you’re gone. You’re a mean, untrustworthy, big mouthed user who got her own parents fired and then wondered why they avoid you! Ugly... (more)

Not what I signed up for

To put it simply I was tricked. I accept full responsibility for my poor judgment. My wife and I had a whirlwind relationship. She came to me with an 18 month old son almost4 years ago. I made it clear I didn't want to be in a relationship that involved baby daddy drama. I was willing to be a father or father figure to this child but the reality... (more)

** addiction

I think I'm a ** addict. I fall for any guy who passes by. I can't count how many ** I've given in pickups and cars. I don't have any idea anymore of how many guys have screwed me. I don't want to know their names, it doesn't matter anymore. My last... (more)

John simon

I hate Asian food, that includes curry. Curry all tastes the same and looks like diarrhea, comes out the same too. Chinese food is disgusting, everything fried in gutter oil and stuffed with msg, 100 spices and chilies to hide the fact that the meat is rotten. Served with boring rice and noodles. Give me steak and potatoes and vegetables, c'mon... (more)

Caught in a web I didn't realize

In college I met this girl, she was strikingly attractive, she was studying Art History and she was from Mexico on a scholarship. We struck up a friendship and one day without any prior planning I got her in the sack. I won't say she actively participated but she definitely allowed it. After that she was easier and we had (more)

Stepdaughter is Nasty

My daughter's venting on the phone grabbed my attention. I couldn't help but listen to see what the fuss was. Then the conversation went from I'm sorry to I want to make up. I want you to tease me then we s___ & F___ all night and on and on with ideas I never imagined this coming from a 15 year old. Some of which I am not sure what it was but I... (more)

I might be a psychopath

I've been keeping this for years now. When I was 6, I used to mix milk and poison powder. I thought about killing a cat. I told my younger sister about it (since I'm the oldest amongst us) but my sister said it's a bad idea. But then I remember getting mad at her and calling her stupid for such a great act. I placed the milk outside our door. I... (more)

Chased it for nuttin

I became friend with this 40 something year old, washed up crack head junky of a woman with a kid. She is an absolute ** with a record...She told me she got arrested and I looked on mugshots.com... There she was. She looked like she just rolled out of bed and got smacked in the face. Makeup... (more)

I hate my step dad

I hate my stepdad! me my mom and my little brother have had to deal with his bullcrap for 6 years!! he used to work in the armed forces, he fought in iraq and afghanistan. he also used to have a lot of scientific jobs: he worked for nasa programming and monitering booies, he used to be a geologist who studied rock cores, he even used to work for... (more)

Asked to be the mule

My father in law wants his daughter (my wife) to move in and take over the 180k mortgage on his house, the family homestead when he can no longer take care of it himself.
I don't want the house but of course my wife does. I will never be respected or regarded as king of the castle there. I will only be the guy who has to take care of everything... (more)

Why lol

I just really have to say this I always like to say lots of stuff that I'm already getting annoyed of myself lol I just can't stop Like this, I went into this website to say lots of stuff

It's back...

I feel dead. my limbs feel so heavy and i just want to sleep. i don't get it. i was fine yesterday but today i'm just, blah. yesterday i took the first shower I've taken in months. i just feel like i can't do anything. like there's some invisible weight holding me down. i don't know what to do right now. maybe tomorrow will be better.

I don’t know

I don’t know any more like I’m so sad all the time I’ve struggled with depression for 8 years but it’s suddenly so much worse I don’t go to school anymore and work a job that requires no human contact also I live mostly alone because my parents are always out for work so I am barely ever acknowledged at all pretty much so i constantly feel alone... (more)

The person I despise

I’m 15 and this is my confession. This girl at my school (we used to be friends until she backstabbed me), she turned some of my friends against me to the point where they act like I’m some deadly disease. I know she turned them against me because she’s done the same thing before, but with other old ‘friends’ of mine. She likes making my life... (more)

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